blnd

pop star , streetwalker , barista , and sometimes writer

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the blnd book will be the death of me.

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people ask frequently how i know. how i know their not themselves. outside of growing up in a home where my day was based on tone - it’s in the eyes. i can always read people through their eyes. even you. it’s how i knew was something on your mind. you saying nothing but i see everything.

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meet me at the motel 6 off exit 80 i’ll bring the whip cream you bring that red lacey skims i bought you for valentines. #FERAL4U4EVERR

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whoever made my trenta vanilla sweet cream cold brew WAS NOT NON BINARY I CAN TASTE THE DIFFERENCE. WHERES MY TRANS MASCS WHY DO YOU HAVE A STRAIGHT MAN IN CHARGE OF MY COLD BREW!!!

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anytime my stupid millennial female coworkers show me any love island it makes me want to crawl out of my skin. what is the pleasure of watching straight couples who are overly juiced and went to public school for freshman and sophomore year, make out all the time. just seems like ground zero for an std not discovered yet.

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it was a very bad time for the year of the dancer.

the sun was in venus, the moon in cancer.

n all of the girls who dance oh so late n so handsome

we’re dying.

frolic through the woods to maybe reconnect to something i once knew but all that gets brought up is u.

it was a very good year, for the serial killer

the prostitute pickup n panty hose thriller

n all of those girls including me who were found on the tip of long island.

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makes me cry. i look like my mom before the drugs.

i too am also scared of the passenger side of a blacked out truck in a dimly lit parking lot. these men ask why i talk so loud n what im gunna do with this mouth. fuck around you may find out. but it’s never what u anticipate.

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B4 I GO.

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I gave up.

I got drnk.

I forgave everyone. I left.

I don’t live at home. I don’t live in my home state.

Maybe that helped? who knows.

I let the phone ring I finish applying my makeup.

These crosses on my body are only a reminder of who I used to be. Not who I am.

Cowboy comes home from work and reminds me what i’m fighting for. LOVE 444 LIFE.

CUL8R - B

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those you love will always tune in to watch you suffer.

so you say good riddance n find what you’ve been searching for - for decades.

BLND. SMMR. PEACE. SERENITY. ‘’’26’’’

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you treat the wrld like heaven but i’m paying like hell.

everybody giving u flowers for actions i did.

ironic #call me mommy

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happy pride 🐰

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i remember when you looked me in the eyes and told me you wanted to die

told me you didn’t wanna tell ***** bcuz it would crush em … but what did u think it did to me.

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can we stay like this forever ?

made a mess of a nice hotel

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love island 4 the girls that are straight birds and scream over a man that is clearly not into them and 4 the men that wear bedazzled pants and shirts that say one english word across it and if they spill water on it, it will dissolve

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smellin like cum dirt n peach oil. #FRESHSET!!!

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stop rubbing your finger on my back we’re not cool like that.