Call Me Ash

im a slut for space ENTP • ADHD-C I’m from Ohio and I’m proud

[blonde-trash-panda]

The doctors hearts

[despazito]

CBC made a good documentary on adult ADHD and part of it really caught me off guard because i swear they repeated verbatim my life story for the past 3 years

full programme here:

http://www.cbc.ca/natureofthings/episodes/adhd-not-just-for-kids

[fuckingconversations]

My ADHD manifested in excellent in-class work. Excellent understanding in discussions. Excellent participation. 

My ADHD manifested in piles of homework left undone until the last possible minute, while I stared at them, thinking; “I want to get these done. I understand the theory. It would take 10 minutes. I want to start, why can’t I start?” 

My ADHD manifested in fantastic reading comprehension - nigh impenetrable focus on interesting topics the first time I’m reading about them. 

My ADHD manifested in a complete inability to focus on reviews or re-reads, mind skittering sideways and away whenever anything was boring or repetitive. I sat down to study, my books open, my eyes on the text, and my brain clawing its way out the back of my head to focus on something else - anything else. Focus, focus! [No.]

My ADHD manifested in Articulating wings half-finished but still beautiful, in beautiful lineart and half-hearted coloring. In stories written passionately for days until I forgot it existed and never returned. In projects started and forgotten and started and forgotten a thousand times until my bins of project supplies piled up and my bank account shriveled down. No, it will be different this time - I LOVE this new thing. This new thing is my world, my destiny, my Everything. I CREATE and CREATE and CREATE and never FINISH. 

My ADHD manifested in confusion and surprise as time slithered away, hours passing like minutes and minutes seeming endless by contrast. An inability to gauge how much time had passed, was left, a task would take. An inability to hold dates in my head, because time didn’t feel consistent or even real.

 My ADHD manifested in watching someone talk and not understanding a word they said - literally hearing sounds and translating out only nonsense. In thoughts so loud I couldn’t speak coherently. In a conversation across the room shattering an idea I was trying to hold. It’s hard to think when you’re already thinking about everything around you. 

[lotrlocked]

I wanna watch the video but it’s only for Canada

[inag-mag]

Wall paintings by Eron

[foomatic]

Inspired by the Imagine Me and You Trailer, HERE’S THE BLY MANOR ROMCOM TRAILER NO ONE ASKED FOR.

[pathokinessis]

Dress as if today is the day you’ll be turned into a vampire. Cut your hair, get that piercing, sit for that five hour tattoo session, because you’ll be the same forever.

[pathokinessis]

[glitch-h-archive]

I’m SCREAMING that’s the most Mormon thing she’s said so far

[pathokinessis]

MOTHER FUCK

[wyldstallyn]

love him

[wyldstallyn]

[burdge]

Also, he was reluctant to share his one clear memory: Annabeth’s face, her blonde hair and gray eyes, the way she laughed, threw her arms around him and gave him a kiss whenever he did something stupid. She must have kissed him a lot, Percy thought.

*adds to plethora of percabeth kisses in sketchbook*

i’ve been getting a LOT of messages saying that i’ve been neglecting percy (and friends), so i sketched this out at work when i had some spare time. c:

[burdge]

“…pretty nice guys, but you should always keep one hand on your wallet when they are around and never, under any circumstances, give them access to shaving cream.” -Percy Jackson

[burdge]

one of my pages for the PJO zine! woooo! (still have to resize it and all that technical stuff, but whadduppppp Stoll babes)

it always feels like i lose so much when i transfer a pencil drawing to digital, but oh well, this was good practice. 

[burdge]

Annabeth pressed her lips to Percy’s ear. “I love you.” She wasn’t sure he could hear her—but if they died, she wanted those to be her last words. 

[burdge]

simpler times 

[viria]

Up to a new adventure!

[viria]

Where you go I go, What you see I see… I know I’d never be me, without the security  Of your loving arms Keeping me from harm. Put your hand in my hand And we’ll stand. [link] because I can’t not associate this song with theheartbreakingPercabeth

also Percy is so going to let Annabeth land on him oh god.

and guys.. please click on that magnify link and then click again, because I think it’s quite..necessary to see the faces better hehe:D

[viria]

It is The Time:”)

For those who are curious to see the process of it, here is the link!<3

[viria]

I developed a headcanon in which Juniper is the one who really really loves rain while Grover sort of hates getting wet because his fur is getting wet and he smells like a wet dog haha:D

but he’s still all up for that since it makes Juniper happy.

also wow I think I get obsessed with hair a little bit

[viria]

Cool kids!

ps there are so many drawings I haven’t posted from my instagram or twitter this is ridiculous;;

[viria]

He pleaded with those sea-green eyes, like a cute baby seal that needed help. Piper wondered how Annabeth ever won an argument with this guy.

Percy water you doing that’s a dirty move.

not gotta work anyway.

[viria]

Happy (belated) Valentines!<3

In which Percy asked Sally how to bake one of her blue cakes and totally tried his best to make one for Annabeth. It’s still clumsy, but Annabeth loves it:”)