the heart

[blondeblazher]

                                    𝗕𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗕𝗹𝗮𝘇𝗵𝗲𝗿

               ɪɴᴅ. ᴘʀɪ. ꜱᴇʟ. ʙʟᴏɴᴅᴇ ʙʟᴀᴢᴇʀ / ᴍᴀɴᴅʏ ᴏꜰ ᴅɪꜱᴘᴀᴛᴄʜ rules under the cut.

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐬: being a beacon of hope & light, being bored of life, the weight of being a hero, the upsides and downsides of having a hero complex, the secret desires to live a normal life, the isolating nature of living life in the limelight, & much much more. HEAVILY HEADCANON BASED. NOT SPOILER FREE

        𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝘆 𝗬𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗮

blogroll: @isviper

hi there i am going to do my best to keep this as simple as possible first and foremost, no hate is tolerated here of any kind so leave that at the door if you plan on interacting with me at all. drama also has no place in my dash so please also do not bring that here if you plan to interact with me!

I have a busy schedule I am a district manager and work full time which sometimes gives me hands full and nothing to do but work please understand that my activity is not great at best and that it is ok if that is a reason for you to unfollow I just kindly ask you soft block me <3

I am always open to shipping however i tend to be chemistry and plot based, while Blazer is a romance option to robert I am really not against plotting out things with any and everyone! Mandy is so kind and has such a large heart she brings me so much joy, that being said while I am ship friendly, this is not my focus. This is not Blazer's focus either it is helping people and more importantly helping Z-Team get their stuff on the right path

While I personally have no triggers I do my best to tag them but if I ever miss one of yours please just let me know in a kind manner.

I am INCREDIBLY duplicate friendly! I love blazer and i love seeing other peoples thoughts on her! I also think it is so fun to bond with people over our love for her so please know you are welcome to follow me here if you also write Mandy!

My name is Yelena I’m 24+ and work full time, I play TTRPG games often and love to read my favorite book is Frankenstein and I’m so excited to be here :)

credits: coloring for my icons and border by supersources

[goosesource]

🪶— #DYNAMICS & CONNECTIONS

Send the receiver emoji(s) and the receiver will write 3 (or more) plot ideas they have to explore that type of dynamic/connection.

❤️— a romantic dynamic/connection

🫂— a platonic dynamic/connection

🩸— a familial dynamic/connection in which our muses are biologically related

👪— a familial dynamic/connection in which our muses are found family

⚔️— an antagonistic dynamic/connection

🫡— the sender wants a connection not listed above and will put their idea here (custom dynamic request)

[ohisms]

𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃  &  𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄    (a  series  of  nonverbal  prompts .   mature  themes  present ,   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one who  posted  the  meme  -  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts .)

→     𝐈 .    GENERAL

❛   hush .   raise  a  finger  in  a  gesture  to  silence  my  muse . ❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . ❛   door .   hold  a  door  open  for  my  muse . ❛   tap .   tap  my  muse  on  the  shoulder  to  garner  their  attention . ❛   hunger .   give  my  muse  something  to  eat  /  drink . ❛   cook .   present  my  muse  with  home - cooked  food . ❛   brush .   work  a  brush  /  comb  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   read .   silently  read  a  book  alongside  my  muse . ❛   hand .   hold  out  a  hand  for  my  muse  to  take . ❛   dressed .   help  my  muse  put  on  an  article  of  clothing . ❛   note .   give  my  muse  a  note  saying :   [ content ] . ❛   amplify .   turn  up  the  music  in  the  car .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    ANGST

❛   patch .   help  my  muse  patch  up  a  wound . ❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare . ❛   company .   silently  sit  with  my  muse  to  comfort  them. ❛   hospital .   my  muse  is  told  that  yours  is  in  the  hospital . ❛   revelation .   show  my  muse  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ❛   downfall .   find  my  muse  collapsed  on  the  ground . ❛   console .   comfort  my  muse  as  they  cry . ❛   nurse .   give  my  muse  company  in  the  hospital .

→     𝐈𝐈𝐈 .    AFFECTIONATE

❛   wink .   wink  at  my  muse .  ❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] . ❛   caress .   gently  caress  my  muse’s  face . ❛   tousle .   mess  playfully  with  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   chest .   place  your  head  on  my  muse’s  chest .    ❛   comb .   comb  fingers  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   grasp .   run  to  my  muse  &  jump  into  their  arms . ❛   lean .   lean  on  my  muse’s  shoulder . ❛   tender .   kiss  my  muse  on  the  [ forehead  /  cheek  /  nose ] . ❛   abrupt .   kiss  my  muse  out  of  the  blue . ❛   chaste .   chastely  kiss  my  muse . ❛   good morning .   kiss  my  muse  the  morning  after . ❛   volumes .   gaze  at  my  muse  in  a  way  that  silently  says  ‘i love you’ .

→     𝐈𝐕  .    VIOLENT

❛   strike .   [ slap / punch ]  my muse in the face . ❛   gun .   wield  a  gun  at  my  muse . ❛   twist .   twist  my  muse’s  arm  behind  their  back . ❛   throttle .   aggressively  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   parch .   burn  my  muse  with  a  hot  object . ❛   take down .   forcefully  bring  my  muse  to  the  ground . ❛   gouge .   wield  a  sharp  object  at  my  muse . ❛  shunt .   shove  my  muse  backwards . ❛  stickup .   yell  at  my  muse  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air. ❛  shoot .   [ fatally  /  non-fatally ]   shoot  my  muse . ❛  stab .   stab  my  muse with a  [ knife / other object ].

→     𝐕 .    NSFW

❛   surprise .   send  an  unexpected  nsfw  image  to  my  muse . ❛   pin .   push  my  muse  against  a  [ wall,  table,  other ] . ❛   go down .   go  down  on  my  muse . ❛   choke .   intimately  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   belt loops .   pull  my  muse  closer  by  their  belt loops . ❛   skinny dipping .   go  skinny  dipping  with  my  muse . ❛   rip .   tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛   mark .   leave  a  mark  on  my  muse’s  body  [ specify where ] .

[blondeblazher]

Points does anyone wanna plot some post game stuff 🥰🥺

[angelprompts]

send “🌿🍒” (or "mistletoe") for my muse's reaction to standing under a mistletoe with your muse  ♡

[blondeblazher]

claws my way out of my grave

shit got crazy but im back which means so is mandy B)

[fl4mbaearchive]

@blondeblazher          ›          starter.

❛    quit    pretending     you've  got    everything     under    control.    ❜

[blondeblazher]

She is trying. And she does not have answers all the time he is right about that but she cares. That is where it all stems from, and maybe that is why they always look at her sometimes the way he is now... Maybe lying that she can handle these things alone is the problem.

❝You're right. I'm sorry. I just-- I don't want any of you to second guess why you are here. What would you do?❞

[blondeblazher]

i do apologize for being so MIA, work and some other drama in my family has been knocking me on my ass so I have simply been sleeping a lot. I am gonna try to do replies today and work on my lil oc blog today as well!

[blondeblazher]

also im ngl chat i love this rpc sm and it makes me wanna make a dispatch oc so bad some times ur all so lovely anyway draft time!

[justmorerpmemes]

Anxious Munday Meme!

Anxiety sucks, it’s real and it’s one hell of an obstacle. We aren’t all super confident people on the other side of the screen. Here’s some questions for the more nervous Muns out there!

How hard is it for you to approach new people you want to interact with?

What’s something you do to try to get to know other’s?

Should people think you’re intimidating/scary?

What’s a good way to start talking to you if people are scared to?

What’s a tip you would give to people trying to get to know you?

Do you dive into conversation easily?

How would you rate your conversation skills?

Do you feel awkward/nervous/etc trying to get to know people?

What is something you want people to know right away about yourself?

What are some things you worry about in terms of new people?

Stranger making small talk, yay or nay for you?

Introvert? Extrovert? Ambivert?

Do you focus more on talking role play first or talking casually about anything first?

Does knowing the other mun make writing threads easier or harder?

Do random messages out of the blue upset you at all?

Do random asks out of the blue upset you at all?

Do random memes out of the blue upset you?

Should people be nervous to send you things at all?

Is communication important to you?

How open are you to talking out problems and getting them resolved?

How scared are you of people, compared to how scared they should be of you?

What’s a way someone could ease the anxiety of unfamiliar conversation?

How much anxious internal screaming goes on with you on a regular basis?

How would friends describe you for the lovely people trying to get to know you? (Friends may send an answer to this question with the ask)

Ask anything you’ve wanted to know! Literally anything this is an invitation for knowledge.

[blondeblazher]

work has been KILLING me I got a promotion and my OT has been nuts but I should be able to write today thank you all for your patience!!!

[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 -

01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -

01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -

01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.

𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -

01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.

[crownmemes]

Concerned Sentences, Vol. 13

(Concerned sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"I'm worried about you. I think you might need some help."

"You seem happy. You never seem happy."

"You've been through something unimaginable, after which a period of adjustment is to be expected. But this? This is chaos."

"When was the last time you did something just for you?"

"You know we're going to have to talk about it sooner or later?"

"What's wrong? You look different. You look lifeless."

"Why can't you let yourself be happy?"

"I've been letting it go so far, but if the idea is to drink more and more until I say something, I am hereby officially saying I wish you would stop drinking!"

"Let's not pretend it's been a normal day."

"I need you to pull yourself together. Can you do that?"

"Why were you crying?"

"What's the matter with you? Are you not used to positive attention?"

"This is so unnecessary. Just talk to me."

"Why are you acting weird?"

"Your eyes... They've seen things."

"You have to forgive yourself. That's how healing begins."

"This is going to sound weird, but you seem quiet today."

"You're agitated. Do you need a cup of tea?"

"Sometimes I look at you and I don't recognise the man looking back at me."

"Let me be here for you. Please?"

"I'm sensing you've done things today you wish you could amend."

"Why are you so hesitant to discuss this?"

"I asked you about your family and you changed the subject."

"Should I be worried about you?"

"Are you having a hard time focusing on what I'm saying?"

"You've locked yourself away out here. It's not healthy."

[blondeblazher]

My best friend and I just got off of rivals and she quietly went sooooo you gonna play dispatch for me and stream it?

and i went GIRL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT BLONDE BLAZER

[blondeblazher]

she burned my man's fucking eyebrows off oh my god

[blondeblazher]

My best friend and I just got off of rivals and she quietly went sooooo you gonna play dispatch for me and stream it?

and i went GIRL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT BLONDE BLAZER

[devotedecay]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

[blondeblazher]

okie dokie! Everything pretty much here is all answered so I am gonna hop onto my valorant blog and build viper a dispatch verse and im super amped so catch me on @isviper for the evening!