The look of shock on his face was a new one for Marlene, but that didnât change the void one on hers nor the way her chin raised despite the urge to walk away and leave him to whatever inner turmoil the comment gave him. Sure, guilt was a welcomed change to the wham-bam-thank-you-maâam style of slurs she was used to. In fact, some part of her actually enjoyed the emotion flickering across his face while he scrambled for a way out of his own hole. Maybe that was the reason she stood there all on its own.
But deep down, she knew it wasnât. Black was an Order member, and her allegiance to them meant more than a double edged comment on the streets, no matter how she felt currently. Her brown eyes never left his, soaking up the stutter and each variation his voice took as he pushed out his reasoning, and she found it hard to bite back an incredulous laugh at his words. âI know a lot of things, Mr. Black. The sky is blue, water is wet..â She mused, smoothing down the wrinkles of her blouse, momentarily taking her attention from him as she spoke, although, was she really?
"And I also know that itâs only you and I on this street corner." Marlene met his blue eyes again, the corner of her mouth stretching out in a vaguely sarcastic way. "No family, no mommy to pass that comment off on. Only you."
She took a breath in the silence her words allowed, bringing herself back up to full height. âIâll pass the word along that you want someone more suited to your lifestyle for the next few weeks,â she assured him, dropping a foot back to turn away. âAfter all, we do aim to please.â The coolness in her voice was the only indicator of anything gone awry.
Had it been a different time, maybe back in school, Marlene knew that they would probably still be dueling from the hex she hit the center of his chest with, but time and experience had taught her how well words work over wands. Chaos was not what the Order needed, nor unwanted attention, and so she felt justified in her meager retaliation at best.
A muscle in Sirius's jaw strained as he grit his teeth; Sirius was not accustomed to holding anything back, but as much as he hated admitting to guilt of any kind, this was his fault, and he was not going to exacerbate things further by pulling out a wand. No matter how much McKinnon said, no matter what she said, Sirius vowed to keep his damn mouth shut and his head on straight.
A dry, sarcastic bark of laughter escaped him. Either this woman had no family, or she was so unattached to any she did have that she did not understand how hard it was to ignore the influence blood had. Even after all this time. Then again, admitting to missing his brother - whom, if the rumors were true, had done something Sirius still could not fathom - was probably not the best thing to do to an Order member he had just insulted.
"I'm sorry," Sirius said. It was sincere, if a little forced. Maybe a lot forced.
"But really? My lifestyle? What, the Order has more Capitol runaways I can form a club with?" And if he sounded defensive, so be it. Sirius found himself becoming more and more resentful with each reference to his past - and McKinnon was not the first, nor would she be the last to mention it among the Order.
"If you expect me to tread on eggshells around you, you can forget it, McKinnon."















