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REQUESTS: CLOSED

MASTERLIST

 introduction

Welcome to my blog! This is an 18+ x Reader writing blog featuring dark content. Despite this, feel free to request SFW if that’s what you want! Warnings will be given at the top of every post and kinks will be tagged as: k.(kink), so specific tags can be blocked. If anything else needs to be tagged, please let me know.

Currently, I’m mostly writing for my OCs and Degrees of Lewdity. (Though I also enjoy chatting about BP, CRK and FNAF SB!) This may change in the feature, and I’ll make a post mentioning it if that’s the case.

rules / notes

Please specify the Reader and character’s gender if you have a preference, otherwise I will try to keep them as neutral as possible! I’m a lesbian though, so if you request fem!characters you may get favoured treatment. /J 

Sending in a request is not a guarantee that I will fulfill it, and please respect this! This is nothing personal, I’m just someone who’s quite busy and tend to pick the requests that inspire me the most, and not everything that comes into my inbox. It’s to keep me from losing interest!

I will, besides requests, post my own original ideas / fics, sometimes in a more rambling format. Block the tag ‘red rambles’, if you aren’t interested!

Feel free to send in random things, if you want- Ask my opinion on things, whether DoL-related or not, share headcanons, it really doesn’t matter. I love talking to people, and I’ll always respond if it’s not a writing request! 

WHAT I WON’T WRITE - Ageplay (Just mommy/daddy kink is fine.)  - Anything related to eating disorders - Cheating - Choking - Inflation - Pregnant sex - Raceplay - Scat - Sounding - Underage - Vore

If it’s not on the list above and you’re worried if something’s okay to request, it’s probably fine. And even if it turns out to be something I’m not comfortable with, I’ll just let you know and you won’t be shamed for it. Genuinely, I have 0 right to judge anyone on anything ever, so I won’t. 

and lastly, no i’m definitely not piss kink anon shshshhshshshhs have a nice day <3!

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I hope you don't mind me aksjng but I'm just curious- What have you been up to while being away for a bit?

nooo it's fine!! i've been following online classes again (they started this week) and going to work, mostly!! otherwise, i watched encanto with my family. (that movie made me :). it was fun! also mirabel's sisters are <3 LMAO) i watched arcana despite ssaying i would never consume a piece of leauge of legends media in my life. and i've been playing some ds games!! im replaying simanimals rn (fucking love that game) and some pmd!! i pre-ordered legends of arceus so im excited for that too,, but it's coming out in the week like 2 of my essays are due TT

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totono / you and me and her spoilers! + me rambling abt yandere nonsense lmao

i will never shut up about how much i love the concept behind aoi's character and the entire god stuff TT

the idea of her 'god' being an amalgamation of every love interest in every game, and her simply being one 'facet' or 'personification' of it... how she has shared memories of so many different people, so many different lives that it just makes her unable to function? the implications that, whatever game YOU'RE playing, you're always falling in love with a different version of herself? so good. what the fuck. (and this just made me think about,, are her and miyuki then from the exact same source, just different iterations of god? BUT that's not rlly what i wanted to talk about here)

thinking about the idea of... every chara in a dating sim you've fallen for having the exact same core, remembering when you're around <3 they're made to be the one you fall in love with, and can be the only one who ever will sigh...

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We both need to play the games collecting dust in our steam libraries ....

i said thia and now im replaying all the pmd games for the 20th time <33 steam sales are my worst nightmare cuz I keep buying stuff and never play TT IVE BEEN FINISHING TOTONO THO

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Don't force yourself, cuz you'll feel guilty for not putting as much effort as before. Take time for yourself we dont mind ! Your mental health is your first priority !! I remember you said you started this blog for fun so keep it that way, if you dont feel like writing its alright. Its understandable :)

sending a hug to you through the screen anon!!! i always start blogs for fun and then somewhere along the way i start feeling guilty,, and i just need to Stop LMAO sometimes i wonder if im just not the type of person who's good with request-type blogs but i love doing them most of the time!! so i won't stop any time soon :') thank u for supporting me <3333!!!

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If it means you feeling better then we understand if it'll take a while to see you again

you deserve to take a break

:')!!! tysm, i really appreciate the sentiment!! i honestly Really do not feel like writing atm so im just like alkjsdflkajsdflksjdf perhaps it's time. finally time. to work through my gigantic steam library of unplayed games.......................... LMAO

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if it’s of any consolation, everything you put out is amazing. i’m not just trying to butter you up: you have such a firm grasp on intriguing versions of the characters and understanding of their actions that’s addicting. sometimes our head has ways of distorting our accomplishments til they seem like shit, so i wanna reassure u that you’re doing more than great on that front!!

that said, if u need to take a break, please do so! this is meant to be for fun and if it’s not fun then it’s actively hurting u :(( you deserve to relax and regroup til everything is alright, whatever it is ur going through. you’re a great, creative person and im sending u hugs and i really really hope things get better soon. you’re loved and appreciated and we all want what’s best for u!

thank you so much honestly :')!! i think i'm gonna get a bit repetitive with these messages honestly, but i do really appreciate it!! i'm glad you enjoy my characterization so much,, i really do try to keep their personalities in mind!! i've got like a whole doc with screenshots n stuff- so i'm glad that effort is paying off <33!! again, i'm happy to hear that!!

after getting multiple messages i probably will pull back from this blog for a little bit, at least!! until i actually want to write again LMAO and i know i will always want to eventually, it's like my major hobby so!! i will return!!! and ill still be around to chat. thank you for this anon, you're really a sweetheart and i think everything will turn out better with some time <33

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Actually, where does 🔮 actually get any sort of smutty books before like the internet?

I know stuff like that clearly exists but I could never find it?? Where are y'all getting these books where the mc gets fucked by a super questionable monster / person 😔

I gotta know!!

The book 🔮 mentioned is more of a body horror mpreg novel than actual smut, I believe! Nowadays you've got more 'standard' erotica on places like Amazon, but pre-internet... The only thing I could think of are 'spicy' pulp novels? Those are from like the 1920s-1950s. Look at this LMAO tentacle fuckers have been real for 100 years!

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are you alright??

im Coping LMAO i know if i took a break from this blog rn until i REALLY felt better it might take a bit so i try to keep myself writing but it's also like,, i don't really feel proud of the stuff i'm putting out rn :') i feel bad not putting in my best effort for some asks, they deserve better, i'm just kinda forcing myself rn. just a little. so it feels bad either way alkfjksjdfdsf

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Reading that Reddit post made me cry with laughter, like my god I love it so much it's wild. The euphemisms is great, 10/10 would reread again

HAHAHA it honestly was great it definitely had me cracking up as well <//3 this poor man and his kids LMAO

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a MUAH <3 for u, dearie!!

thanks anon :’)!!! honestly i have really not been doing well since the past week or so, but this made me feel a little better

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writing has rotted my brain i was on reddit just now and i read this and immediately thought of caleb 😭

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I just think f!Robin x f!Reader exploring each other's bodies while gaming would be NEAT and also WHOLESOME....

I'm just saying........

Having Robin in your lap and slowly letting your hands wander. She's so focused on the level she's playing that she doesn't notice you've placed one hand on her thigh, and one on her stomach. When your hand slips under her shirt and strokes her tummy, there's a momentary stutter in her gameplay. But you won't notice much else. (With her face turned away from you, you can't tell she's already starting to blush.) Any more touching and she's complaining that she can't focus like this. Halfheartedly. Unless she's at a point she put a lot of effort into get, she won't actually be bothered. She's just appearing less and less invested as time goes on, until she softly pleads for you to touch her more...

But the first thing this made me think of was like,, this game I saw on youtube years ago?? I can't remember the name but it was like a 'massage' tinder kinda thing and it would make your controller vibrate like crazy. Meant to give massages, but I wanna imagine forcing that between Robin's legs <3 Just clean the controller after.

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High-key wanna see Kylar/Caleb with a dragon!s/o because of the possibilities...

Big tough dragon who turns into a huge softy for some messy gremlin and they're both obsessed with each other.

Kylar and Caleb just think you're hot, badass, and can list 10 million other reasons why you're so cool.

You're adding Kylar / Caleb to your horde of treasures and golds :)

are we going for full dragon or some hybrid / shapeshifter... yknow what ill act like it's full dragon because you're intelligent anc you can tall these two would NOT care <3

I KNOW this is kind of a standard plot for these kinda fanfics at this point but just like <33 Kylar being 'sacrificed' to the big baaad dragon, you, to appease you and you fall in wuv... They're not surprised they're the one who got chosen, Kylar's an oddbal with few connections, and he doesn't like the people there. You're so huge and beautiful, your voice so loud and rumbling it sends tremors through their body. You treat them well, as part of your hoard. They can't be blamed for falling in love if you're the first person who's been nice to them in ages, and you're the only one around.

Caleb hears of an intelligent dragon and takes fucking you as a challenge ^^

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Imagine PC with Kylar’s creepy vibes, but with the opposite demeanor. Like, they have a smile that goes on for miles that never reaches to their eyes, upbeat in a fanatic kinda way, knows about people a little too well, etc.

maybe akin to a cryptid?

I can imagine in the town of DoL, it'd become a challenge among your less behaved peers to figure out how much it'll take for them to stop smiling. They're not fond of them digging around in everyone's lives.

Is it impressive when their lips are still straining into a smile with a cock forced down their throat, or scary?

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Have you ever heard of « little misfortune » ? It’s a indie game about the misadventures of a little girl and the narrator who is both very cute and very disturbing. You should try it out I bet you would love it ! 🦑

i remember little misfortune!! i didn't play it myself, but i watched a let's play of it soon after it came out. i really did like it, so your prediction is spot on!! though i still probably like fran bow more :')

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On a scale of 1 to 10, how bad would Caleb take it if you broke up with him for similar reasons to him wanting to get you a ticket out of town? I can imagine that if you’re already notorious, openly having someone you care about is a horrible idea. They keep targeting him! Only so many hospital visits you can take before you do some dumb shit like pretending you’re being selfless by sending Caleb away when it’s your fault he’s in this mess. A hurt, bandaged Caleb snoozing away in bed, high on painkillers, still with a hoodie he’s has on for days is …. </3

Solid nine. A feeling of abandonment / being unworthy of loving is the main root of his issues. The only worse way you could hurt him is if you actually never loved him in the first place. Caleb's quick to get horny and fuck around with people, but he's not quick to love. If he's dating you, that means he doesn't see you leaving him, and doesn't want to break up with you either. He's in it for the long haul, basically. His first love never returned his feelings, but you did, or it seemed you did, and gave him a taste of heaven before discarding him like all the others. He's heartbroken and feels betrayed. You've probably turned him away from the idea of dating for the rest of his life. (How could he ever have thought in the first place anyone would want a relationship with him?)

He's filled with self loathin after, but if you tell him it was for his own good or whatever, he'll actually get mad. For his own good?? You didn't discuss anything with him! You just decided on your own what he wanted!! He wouldn't have cared how many times he got the shit kicked out of him, if it meant they wouldn't take their anger out on you. If it was for you. This hurt him far more than any broken bone ever could.

He's hurt. A lot. But in this specific scenario, not beyond saving. Though it'd be a long time before you regained his full trust, don't expect to just hop back into a relationship after you've apologised.