Damaged|| Lachlan/Mathis
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Mathis was a little disappointed Lachlan declined his offer but given the vampireâs current state, he could hardly hold it against him. Realistically he was already pushing the boundaries of the trust between them. They didnât actually know one another terribly well, even if the alcohol kept making him forget that (or, at the very least, kept making him think it wasnât important). His magic was being even more intrusive, feeling along invisible leylines to map every seeping cut or wound on the otherâs body. His hands wanted to go to those places, even though his eyes were yet to see them clearly. He knew they were there, though, and he knew they were hurting the other, and that was enough to override all the years spent carefully concealing his dubious gifts. He was determined to help, though, even if that meant taking things very, very slowly.
âItâs okay,â he murmured, âI donât entirely trust it, either.â Mathis curled his fingers around the flame, which faded to a brightly glowing violet ember and then nothing at all. On the surface, it was a fairly typical display of magical power. However, Lachlan might notice that the Savoie never quite touched the fire, himself⌠After a moment of total darkness, the flames silently reappeared at the corners of the room, nearly at the level of the ceiling, where they would more or less evenly illuminate the space while staying safely out of range. Mathis was softly smiling, albeit a bit sadly, as gently tugged the ruined shirt from Lachlanâs grip, briefly considering his options before simply dropping it into the trash. There wasnât much here worth trying to save, though he stubbornly refused to believe that the pair of them were likewise a total loss.
No, they were going to be okay - even if neither one of them was ever going to be the same.
Now, there was nothing surprising about the otherâs observation or subsequent line of questioning, but the directness of it had somehow still managed to catch Mathis off guard. Inhaling an unintentionally sharp breath, his reflex was to grin too wide, to deflect the query and change the subject, but their worlds had changed and like it or not theyâd changed as well. There was no going back to the way things used to be - and that meant being open and honest, for once. Nervously, his eyes roamed the small room before forcing himself to meet the otherâs intense stare. Shoulders bunching, he offered what he hoped was a peaceable smile as he falteringly confessed, âIâm, um⌠Iâm a necromancer.â The words seemed to fall out of his mouth and onto the floor like a ten-pound hammer, or a cannonball.
It felt like that statement demanded more elaboration, or at least some kind of explanation. It certainly had implications where one of their particularly questionable past encounters was concerned, but the Savoie could think of literally nothing to add. Heâd already uttered three words he never dreamed he would ever say aloud, but standing there wringing his hands did actually give him an idea. Before heâd really thought it through, heâd pulled off the glove to reveal the bad horror show that was his right hand. Suffice to say that was a new development since Lachlan had last seen him. Mathis managed to give the bony digits a demonstrative little wiggle as he mused, âMy magic isnât good for much, but anyone else wouldâve lost their hand entirely, so⌠I guess thatâs something.â A beat. âSo⌠think youâre up for a shower?â
Leaving the glove behind on the counter, he did his best to normalize the situation despite nothing about it being comfortable or familiar, âIf not, I think a bath will work and Iâll just, you know⌠try to clean around the worst of it for you.â As far as his magic was detecting, the âworst of itâ was mostly along the blondâs torso and back - injuries that had obviously been inflicted while he was restrained or otherwise unable to defend himself. Mathis tried not to think about that. His imagination alone threatened to bring tears back to his eyes, but sympathy wasnât what Lachlan needed right now. The witch needed to stay strong and focused for both their sakes. Maybe later, when he was alone, he could let himself succumb to the sadness and outrage that someone - anyone - would do this to his friend. His friend, who gave nothing but kindness and had done nothing to deserve the hell he got in return.
There was something about the way Mathis said he didnât trust the flame either that stabbed at Lachlan a little... No, a lot. âI trust you,â he said softly. His voice was barely a whisper. Truthfully he wasnât even sure Mathis could hear him. âitâs fire I donât.â He rarely spoke about his life before becoming a vampire, in fact, he couldnât remember the last person heâd talked to about any of his previous life. âItâs already killed me once, Iâm not sure my luck will hold out a second time.â Heâd already pushed the limit with escaping the hunter. It was just his luck this particular hunter liked to play with his prey before killing it. If the man hadnât, Lachlan would not be standing there talking to Mathis. He would have been ash.Â
The thought seized his mind and dragged him under again. Darkness swirled around him and struggled to stay afloat. He was not in that room, chained to those pipes. He was not being tortured by a man he didnât know. Nothing was hurting him anymore. He was safe in Mathisâ presence. He was free from the pain and the fear. Nothing was going to get him. Heâd killed his attacker and freed himself. He was okay. At least as okay as he could be at the moment. He needed to focus on what was in front of him, not what was behind him. Mathis, the sweet young man from the chair in his bookstore. The man who had caught him off guard in the woods during a fair.Â
When the purple light bloomed again Lachlan let out a strangely strangled breath. He was a vampire, he did not need to breathe, and yet when the light returned he couldnât stop the automatic response to sigh in relief. The darkness hadnât been his mind, it had been the bathroom. It had been caused, not by the hunter, but the going out of the little flame. Had he seen Mathis extinguish it? Maybe? He didnât recall Mathis ever actually touching the flame but he must have, right? Maybe not. Magic was a strange phenomenon. But then, so was hearing just exactly what Mathis was. Heâd heard the term before, understood what it meant but had never had to reconcile the idea that he might know one. It was something to be stored away for another moment in time. Perhaps when he no longer felt like someone was behind him waiting for him to screw up so they could finish the job they had set out to do.Â
Again his mind was pulled from darker thoughts when Mathis spoke but where it was being pulled to, even Lachlan didnât understand. He knew what he was looking at, but his mind did not understand it. The boney limb wiggled and waved at him like it was part of some sort of Halloween haunted house meant to scare and terrorize but came off more cheesy than anything. He snorted a little at the image and shook his head. He should not find that funny, but for some reason he did. âI could probably shower.â He was managing to stay standing, thanks to the man in front of him, a shower shouldnât be much different. He didnât think anyway.Â
A shower did, however, require that Lachlan get himself all the way undressed. Not just the shirt that he had shucked and Mathis had tossed in the trash. It meant all clothing. Normally that wouldnât be a problem, but bending seemed to be a rather intense chore at the moment. His shoes had vanished at some point during his time in captivity, but he wasnât complaining it was one less thing he had to take off. The button to the jeans and the zipper were an easy thing to tackle and gravity did the work of removing his jeans, there were a few spots where they were dried to his skin, matted with blood. He was thankful he hadnât stopped to look in a mirror, he was sure he looked like he belonged in a real house of horrors.Â
The boxer briefs that clung to his body were another issue altogether. The blood was matted around his legs and the cotton had stuck. His ability to move was impeded by all the cuts on his body. Each time he moved the pain bloomed through his body. Something about the way the man had hurt him had left lasting impressions and prevented Lachlanâs ability to heal. He did his best to get the clothing all the way off so that he was left standing completely naked in front of Mathis. He just wanted to be clean and feel better. He wasnât sure even a shower could help, but it was a step in the right direction.Â










