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( —- △▽ and it ain't about whose winning or losing, but the path that you're choosing. T I M E heals pain and promotes self-soothing. when the S C A R S are gone you can't see bruising — wanna take D A Y S watching chains and gold rings, i'm getting CAUGHT up in the feelings that they bring. a lack of SANITY — losing touch with REALITY, smoking too much it's starting to FOG UP my C L A R I T Y. rocky | gmt | she/her.

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I WISH I HAD MUSE FOR THREADS.

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i’ve added THREE new muses, and honestly they’re the only ones i have any muse for right now. check out BLUE ( yoon jeonghan, they/them ), SAILOR ( kim mingyu, he/him ), and MISHA ( kwon soonyoung, he/him ), and please LIKE THIS if you’d like a starter from either of them. i’ll come to you for your choice.

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soooo .. as per usual i have no muse for any of my threads. i’m not really sure i have any muse for anything, but i’m gonna work on my pages for a bit and see if anything comes to me.

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aquavitaexx:

“see that look?” they started, raising their eyebrows and nodding to jisoo, working on not laughing along with them. lord knows they’d end up in another small laughing fit like last night. “with that pout and everything. it’s a total brat look. you can’t even deny it.” jimmy was still smirking up at jisoo when they shuffled around under the other, getting more comfortable. it just so happened that that meant lifting their hips up into the others. their cheekiness faded away though at jisoo’s question and they shook their head slowly, really wanting the other to believe them. “no. not at all. in fact i’m really happy you were still here this morning.”

they knew it, of course they did. they absolutely one hundred percent knew they were a brat and there was no two ways about it. but then, wasn’t denying brat status all part of having brat status ? wrinkling their nose up, jisoo shook their head, still doing their best to argue their corner. “ nuh uh. i’m a good boy. ” they smiled, teeth coming down around their lower lip as jimmy moved their hips, offering them a raised-eyebrow look as they did so. “ why would i not be here ? last night was ... amazing. ” without wanting to give too much away as to how they were feeling, they stopped themselves, but the blush was still evident on their cheeks.

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Love? What the heck is love? It’s all fake love

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aquavitaexx:

after the second kiss, jimmy was widely smiling, their tongue peeking out from between their teeth to keep in tune with their teasing manner. “oh last night i learned that that’s definitely you,” they pointed out. it had been interesting to see just how much of a brat jisoo was when it came down to it. they blinked their eyes in surprise when jisoo started moving, not having expected this. they weren’t upset about it in any way though. and just as they were going to move to grab jisoo’s thighs, the other grabbed their hands. a smirk spread across their features as they looked at the other above them. “this.. answers it pretty well, yeah.”

jisoo pushed their lips into an exaggerated pout at the sound of jimmy’s teasing words, their eyebrows furrowing slightly in mock annoyance. “ shut up ! ” they exclaimed, a small laugh slipping their lips as they did so. there was no denying it really, jisoo was the brat to end all brats and they knew as much, but that didn’t mean they weren’t going to at least pretend jimmy was wrong. they liked to claim they were an angel — and sometimes they could be, just not this time. “ and what about you ? ” they asked, features softening again as their eyes scanned jimmy’s face. “ are you about to send me back to my room ? ”

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aquavitaexx:

“i did say unless,” they pointed out again, voice quiet as they felt jisoo moving to sit up. they pulled their hand back from the others hair and instead folded their hands together on their lap now, absentmindedly fiddling with their fingers. “maybe they thought it wasn’t going to end well, maybe they were worried about screwing up,” aeggie offered as reasoning’s before shrugging up their shoulders. it was something they could related to, at least at one point. it’s why they never spoke up about their feelings for the other. what if they weren’t enough for jisoo? they never really dived into feelings like the other did - it was much easier for aeggie to ignore those pesky thoughts. 

it was no secret that jisoo loved easily, and they loved hard. it worked out fantastically well when they had someone who cared for them back — their relationships ( though few and far between ) had all been really nice whilst they had lasted. but when someone didn’t offer them the same love they felt, it was soul destroying. their world had come crashing down around them more times than they could count, but each time they found solace in the arms of another, just in time for the cycle to repeat itself. at this point they weren’t sure if aeggie would be the next in a long line of people who would leave them, but they wouldn’t be at all surprised. “ what’s that quote someone said about loving and losing ? that it’s better than not loving at all. ” they sighed, now leaning their head against aeggie’s shoulder. “ you shouldn’t give up just because you’re scared of what might happen. because it also might not happen. you should always be true to how you feel. ”

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aquavitaexx:

they could feel the other moving around now, and a soft frown came across their features for a brief moment, thinking that jisoo was getting up to leave. for that split second they were disappointed. and then they felt jisoo kissing them. the million worries they had flying around in their head faded and they quickly kissed back. jimmy blinked their eyes open now so they could see jisoos face - or what they could see of it with them this close. “well, not really,” they started off, a teasing tone to their voice now. it was surprising how fast they could go from worrying to perfectly content. slowly, their hand moved up to set on the back of jisoo’s head, their fingers sliding through the hair at the nape of their neck. “i still cant really see if you’re smiling now can i?”

a soft pout lined jisoo’s lips as they listened to jimmy speak, at first wondering why on earth their kiss wasn’t enough to set their mind at ease, before realising what they were getting at. “ which one of us is the brat here, jimmy ? ” they teased, pressing another soft kiss to their lips. pulling back, they sat up further and swung one leg over jimmy’s frame, sitting themselves comfortably on their bare stomach, legs either side of their hips. jisoo then took both of jimmy’s hands in their own, linking their fingers together, a grin plastered on their face from ear to ear. “ does this answer your question ? ”

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ecstaticthoughts:

in this moment artemis was, in all shakespearean glory, every inch a king. well, a god. but the theme applied — blind to what was important, to the repugnance of his own tyranny. a caricature of what day wanted to rid the world of. inhuman beings, losing sight of people as subjects, expecting them to take a knee or be forsaken. “ this is exactly what i mean, you megalomaniac, ” he hisses, curling fingers reflexively around his phylactery as if to protect it. the pain sears his skin, but it will leave no marks. “ you must be losing your mind to think this is any better than what we’re against. ” when he was alive, he’d been a king in his ivory tower, haunted by cries of the starving and refugees he’d turned away. never again would he perpetuate such suffering or stand by to let it happen. by any means, he would stop it. his jaw clenches and he has to let go of his talisman for fear of squeezing it too hard. “ i don’t want power. it’s not about me, or you, or any of us. it’s about setting things right. for good. ”

for as calm as artemis is, day, by far, is the only ‘person’ that truly knows how to push all of his buttons. not because the insults he throws cut particularly deep, but because he just never seems to shut up and accept the order of business. artemis has to commend him on his fighting spirit, of course, but he just wishes the other would focus his anger on the task at hand. “ what does it matter, day ? if we want to get the job done, it needs to be efficient, it needs to be calculated, it requires everybody being on the same page. ” he stands now, the slightest hint of red hot rage behind his usually emotionally dead eyes. “ do you honestly think we can win this without structure ? do you think any of our people on the ground will be able to fend for themselves ? you’re a damned fool, day. this is the best and only option for us right now. ”

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ecstaticthoughts:

ideally, she would’ve liked to be mad at him for at least a few hours longer. but she always gave in quicker when he was actually hurt. and when he started saying stupid cute things to soften her up. it shouldn’t work. she wasn’t meant to be a woman who was swayed by words and pleading eyes, but there was a protective streak in her that manifested as either a dragon or a mother, dangerous or coddling. the dragon was put to sleep in this moment, even if she wanted to awaken it. she finds herself sliding into his lap, legs either side of his and her hands still holding his face. “ no ? you don’t think some new, sensible friends would have a better influence on you, large man ? ” she teases, though follows it with a sigh. “ i hate when you’re hurt. even if you did cause it yourself. ”

it always feels like a victory when archie knows he’s broken through lyra’s protective outer shell and made her start to soften up. he gets that same, familiar sense of triumph as she slides herself into his lap, his hands slipping from her waist to instead trace lines up and down her thighs. she was the one constant among so many variables — the reason he would never be too reckless, the reason he no longer put his life completely on the line for a brief adrenaline high. “ who needs sensible friends when i’ve got you ? ” he smiles, nose gently bumping hers. “ long as you’re here, i’m not going anywhere. ”

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soluniis:

while it was good to exercise caution with strangers, taejoon was grateful the girl did not. he wanted to enjoy himself at least a little tonight before he had to go home and grade papers. giving a little nod, he offered his hand to help her up from her seat, “i was going to treat you anyway. and you’ve already said yes to coming inside, so no backing out now.”

with a soft smile, evie slipped her hand into his outstretched one and rose to her feet, nodding her thanks. he certainly didn’t look like the sort of person who would have any malicious intent, and as long as she kept her wits about her, she knew she’d be fine. she knew how to defend herself, after all. “ treat me, huh ? ” she smiled, hand slipping out from his after she was back on her feet, other hand still clutching her flowers. “ i like the sound of that. ” 

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aquavitaexx:

aeggie bit down on their lip as they thought it over, trying to find the best kind of advice right now. they hadn’t ever been in this position. hell, they didn’t even watch the kinds of movies where people were crying over lost love. there was no cliché line coming to mind right now to offer jisoo. “me, myself?” they started off, choosing each of their words carefully and speaking slowly. “i think .. unless i thought there wasn’t going to be a good end to it.. i would try.” there was a moment after, where aeggie looked like they had something else to say, but they wound up just nodding their head to conclude their statement. 

for as long as they’d been friends, aeggie was the voice of reason between the pair. jisoo would get lost in their own thoughts and feelings, and aeggie would tap them on the shoulder and give them that knowing smile that said ‘you’re getting carried away’. but that’s why they made such good friends, that’s why jisoo was here now asking for aeggie’s advice. they knew they would always be able to count on them for whatever it was they needed, and this time was no exception. “ see, you’d try. if it meant something .. you’d try. ” a soft sigh left their lips as they chose to move from their position laying down, to sit up and hold their head in their hands. “ which brings me back to thinking they didn’t care. that it didn’t mean anything. ”

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aquavitaexx:

jimmy could feel jisoo’s hand deliberately tracing shapes into their chest, which must mean that the other was awake. they couldn’t just lay here forever. especially not when they were half under the impression that maybe jisoo wanted to get up out of bed - away from them. with a deep breath in through their nose, jimmy shut their eyes a little tighter and nudged the other gently with their elbow so it didn’t completely catch jisoo off guard when they spoke. “when i open my eyes.. are you going to be smiling or are you going to have a pitying ‘let me go now you weirdo’ look on your face?” they questioned, voice still all groggy with sleep. 

jisoo could’ve laid there for hours, bodies tangled together and a content smile plastered on their features. if someone had told them two days ago that they’d be here with jimmy now, they wouldn’t have believed them — hell, they still couldn’t believe any of the past 12 hours had actually happened. jimmy’s words caught them off guard slightly though, as they wondered how on earth they could possibly think they wouldn’t be grinning like a fool. it seemed to strange to jisoo that jimmy would be remotely nervous about that, but then, jimmy wasn’t aware of the extent of jisoo’s feelings. with a soft smile, jisoo shuffled a little, making sure jimmy’s eyes were still closed before propping themselves up on their elbow and leaning in to press a soft kiss to their lips. “ does that answer your question ? ” they murmured, lips brushing against jimmy’s as they spoke.

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