moonchild

It feels like my skin's been keeping me in but you help me take it all on the chin. Accept me for me, allow me to be, a form of myself I've always wanted to see. I need a release, you're talking at me, I know what you want, I've got what you need. I'm feelin' a way, a permanent way♥ loved by Luna, 21+ multi-muse, multi verse indie rp blog

[mccnxhild]

 mccnxhild!!  a selective indie + multi-muse blog. multi-verse ; multi-ship. a few canon muses!     written + loved by luna, 21+, she/her, est. 

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[purplemccns]

YOUR AFFECTION // Accepting !

the man felt like he found himself bringing up more and more excuses to see the girl who sat across him in the booth as of lately. on top of the fact that she was kind and of course their occasional rendezvous, rose was genuinely just a nice person the he liked to be around. so when the femme mentioned that someone had taken her shift and she wasn't certain of what to do for the rest of the night, he offered to take her out to her favorite spot. fortunately for them, the two had beat the dinner rush — this in turn causing the place to be relatively quiet once they got there. unfortunately for the them however, it wasn't long into their unofficial 'date' that their waitress was making it painfully obvious that she was attempting to flirt with the male. and while trace normally wouldn't pay second mind to this, it was hard to miss the sadness that was sneaking its way onto rose's features — a fact she tried dismissing as nothing. the artist made the connection though as it seemed to get exacerbated each time their waitress came back around. so as somewhat of a test and a statement, when the waitress had came back to check on them to let the two know their meal would be out soon, trace let inked fingers - those that were covered in multiple chunky silver rings - cross the table to wrap gently around her own. locking thumbs, the man gave a gentle squeeze as dark irises intentionally searched for her own. "i think we're okay for now, thanks though." he responded with a crooked smile, keeping his gaze locked on rosie as he did so.

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[mccnxhild]

to say that she was jealous was an understatement. watching the way their waitress flirted with him so clearly made her heart sink. the woman was gorgeous - she was full figured and her smile was perfect. there wasn't a dot of make up out of place and rose couldn't help but to feel inferior to her. what wasn't there to like, and by the looks of it either trace didn't notice or care - perhaps he even liked the advances? besides it's not like either of them had been particularly clear about what they were exactly. they went on .. date like activities and spent nights together - sure lots of things like a couple but they never titled anything. reassuring him that she was okay when asked she forced a smile on her lips despite the nagging feeling in her chest. things would get a touch better when the woman was away - but then every time she came back everything suddenly felt worse all over. feeling his warm touch and cool metal of his rings she gazes up to him as their fingers interlock. when he squeezed her hand she couldn't help the way her face lit up with a smile wide on her face. she nods in agreement that they were okay. "yeah.. thank you.'" she quietly agrees.

[purplemccns]

despite his difficulty in reading others, he tried every bit to do just that in this moment as he'd cut the other off from her path. he noticed the fact that she was obviously trying to avoid eye contact with him, maybe a hint of ambivalence prevalent as he was actively trying to prevent her from passing by. "it's not nothing," he interjected, brow furrowed as he was almost now trying to actively bob and weave to meet her gaze. "if it was nothing you wouldn't be trying to avoid me." marcus reached out to place a gentle hand on her arm, almost in effort to calm the visible tension evident in her posture. "if it was nothing you wouldn't be treating me differently than you were the other night."

[mccnxhild]

the way marcus insisted it wasn't nothing had her spiraling right there in front of him trying to keep her cool. she had no right to be possessive of him, he wasn't hers they weren't a thing. they were coworkers, friends even but nothing more. his hand on her arm makes her slowly catch his gaze a look of discomfort in her face due to her own inner turmoil. "i.." she sighs when he points out that she was indeed treating him differently. grabbing his hand she pulls him into her tech room and shuts the door. "i was irritated and jealous of mel okay." she admits in a huff to him turning her back toward him as she places the files down on her desk. "she always has to bring you a coffee, and laugh at all your stupid jokes really loud, and beg to see pictures of your pets and stuff.."

[purplemccns]

he was thankful that stella felt enough comfort in him that she could take his words as truth and open up as much or little as she wanted. a soft smile rested on his features as she admitted how much he really did help her, though it was difficult for the same smile to stay when she brought up her management. theo knew all too well of the tricky wording some of these companies would use to have such control over their artists they signed, so much so that he'd heard the term 'slave contract' being thrown around on more than one occasion, but hearing it from the woman in front of him made it that much more painful to his heart. pulling back to look at the expression on her face, brows furrowed as the wheels in his brain started to turn. "how would someone go about that? like, starting the process and all?"

[mccnxhild]

gazing up at him her stomach lurches, the expression on his face. how saddened he looked by this situation. the last thing stella wanted to do was bog theo down with her struggles but.. wasn't that apart of being together? you shared you're difficulties with one another. when he asked what the process of that would look like she shrugs her shoulders. "i.. i don't know honestly." she says softly with a small sigh. "things.. haven't ever really been good, for me in the company.. i just i don't know how to get out." she admits to him sadly. "it's not exactly safe." she says to him cautiously.

[stiiqma]

"i mean - yeah you are definitely welcome to stay at my place too! i'm sure my cats would love the extra attention." she pauses for a moment be shrugging. "i mean, i just want to be around you and make sure you are there to take care of me." kitty admits openly. she already loves all the attention and care mingyu gives to her - so who can blame the girl for wanting more of it? he made her feel special and safe and she only really trusted him with her care from this point on.

"i just really appreciate him for how he was able to calm me down and got you here to me so quickly." as he pats her hand, she nodes once. "okay - i'll be right here waiting. i'll just play my little games on my phone incase it takes awhile for you."

[mccnxhild]

when offered to stay at her place while she recovers mingyu nods his head smiling. "whatever you want to do, i wan you to recover comfortably. plus at least at your place we can keep an eye on your cats." he assured her. honestly he was just worried about how she would be on her own if he wasn't around to check up on her - the last thing he wanted was something to happen when he could have been there.

"yeah we have an agreement to make each other aware of people we care able being in trouble." he tells her kindly. "don't worry i promise it won't be long." he pats her head softly before heading off to talk to the nurses and doctors quickly. once given the clear he happily comes back smiling to her. "doc is just gonna come by in a few to check off and then we can get out of here, how's that sound?"

[stiiqma]

"i'm sorry kenz -- it's not that i didn't want to ask you. i just didn't want to put that weight on you to have to pack up everything and halt your life for six months. especially to go across the country." he explains tenderly. as she sits back down on the steps, jade carefully crouches down in front of her to keep meeting her eyes. "i don't want to go either, but i also can't really leave carson on his own. i have to make sure he is taking care of himself." reaching a hand out, he carefully rubs her shoulder. "we can still facetime every day - and we talk everyday. the only thing that will be changing for a short time is that i won't be here in person. but i will still be here."

[mccnxhild]

kenzie wanted to be optimistic, she wanted to believe him that things wouldn't change besides the distance. that this was just temporary - but given her past it was hard to think things would be different. as he crouches before her she looks to him her eyes softening. "i know.. i know you can't leave him on his own i'm being selfish.." she admits to him softly. as much as she wanted him to stay with her and be by her side, she knew how important tit was that he was with carson. leaning into his touch this time she looks to him with sad eyes. "are you sure.. that won't be too troublesome for you?" she asked. "i just.. i don't want to lose my best friend ya'know?"

[stiiqma]

"nah - i quit after my first daughter was born. and also super expensive too." he jokes slightly. usually stuff like this wasn't what he would spend his free nights doing, but his youngest daughter needed a ride and she wanted him to stay and try to mingle with people. but the only face he recognized was honey, so he kept gravitating towards her and talking to her. "no no, you are all good. i don't mind company." he explains. "it's just in there was too stuffy and being on my feet for too long kind of kills me too." a small pause. "do you go to a lot of things like this? or is this kind of out of your depth too?"

[mccnxhild]

nodding her head when he said how and when he stopped smoking she smiled glad to know he did something good for the young girl. "well i'm glad you don't mind, you're the only person i really know here." she smiled. sure she sorta knew some others, but more so just surface level with them. "oh stuffy for sure honestly. but hey the drinks and snacks are pretty good." she comments smiling. laughing she nods in agreement when asked about this being out of her depth. "hm yeah it sorta is - unless it's work related this usually isn't my wheel house."

[purplemccns]

there was a piece of him that felt bad for using the crass word term of stealing, and it was likely that he not have been as drained it wouldn't have crossed his lips, but he knew he couldn't take back the word. however when she seemed genuinely confused with his mention of the tickets, he felt she was showing her first bit of honesty in their brief but packed interaction. sure she could have just been a good actress, even if her lies weren't very convincing prior, but there was a sense of genuine honesty in her eyes after she inhaled deeply. it would make sense for her to go into a room of one of the large group of guys that were obviously heading somewhere together, unlucky for her haneul wasn't the most extroverted type. his features grew softer with her admission, a firm brow relaxing into a more understanding quirk instead. he let the quiet sit around them for a moment as he tried to fully understand the situation before speaking once more, "what's your name?"

[mccnxhild]

honestly she knew he was in his every right to assume she was stealing - and in a way she was. using the hot water, ordering room service on his dime. he had all rights to be angry with her. truly she just hoped that maybe he would dispute the extra charges and everything would be resolved by the time she left and he wouldn't be charged. hair wet and sticking to her she looks to him with an honesty in her eyes. miyeon chews on her lips as she waits for his response fearing the worst case scenario - but she was ready to face whatever the consequences of her actions. standing still she moves to toy with her wet locks she looks to him before brows knitting together when he asked her what her name was. "my name..?" she repeats quietly. "miyeon..what's your name?"

[lovscenarios]

he could still feel a hint of talon's program lingering inside of his chest. — but his labored breathing had settled and the one person in the world who actually meant something to him was now standing before him. freja. his freja. it almost felt like a dream that he never wanted to wake up from and, gods above, he hoped that was the case. he blinked. once, then twice. as if his mind was playing tricks on him; as if she might disappear after he opened his eyes. she didn't. of course, she didn't. even a version of freja created in his own mind would be just as stubborn, emre was sure of it. " you plan to stay ? as an agent of talon ? " brows furrowed almost imperceptibly, but he took a step closer now, head shaking in disapproval. " you can't, freja. "

[mccnxhild]

this simply couldn't have been the emre she once knew back in overwatch. all the things talon agents had told her, he sounded.. like pure evil. entirely differing from what she remembered about him. her bow held up as she pointed it to him a dash of fear in her from what she had seen just a moment ago she slowly begins to lower it as he seems to snap back to himself.

the way he calmed down his shoulders slumped she puts her cross bow away and finds herself inching closer to him slowly. the way his expression softened as he looked to her she could feel her shoulders ease he looked like himself again and she no longer felt worried.

"i do." she nods in agreement. as he steps closer she grabs his arm gently and shakes her head. "i can and i will." she tells him sternly. "i didn't come all this way to find you to leave. we've always been in this together emre, just because it looks different now doesn't mean i'm going to leave your side."

[mccnxhild]

so as it turns out one of the screws in my back is broken, and i now have to have FOURTH surgery too remove the broken screw and possibly replace it. :/

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[stiiqma]

"but what happens when you get tired of me? what happens when we cross that line and i lose you completely? yeah - i end up with shit people and then they just end up leaving me anyway. i'm just a concept to these people, someone that can make them feel alive or just complete them. " she says while blinking back tears in her eyes. "you say you can be stability .. but what if you end up seeing what everyone else sees and decide to leave."

[mccnxhild]

"tired of you? rose.. we've been friends for so long how could i possibly grow tired of you. you could never lose me even if things didn't work out i'd never abandon you." he tries to reassure her. he steps closer and places his hands on her upper arms looking into her eyes gently. "rose.. i feel like i have seen you at some of your worst moments and i'm still here." he points out to her. "becoming romantically involved with you won't change that. i don't know what everyone else see - but i know what i have seen- and i want it, i want to be with you thick, thin, happy, sad, all of it."

[mccnxhild]

open to: any gender~ ↳ info: farrah, 30, music teacher

"have you ever thought of calling when you had a few?...because i always do." farrah says her voice soft to the other. though she wasn't really sure what she wanted to come of this interaction or even able to guess how they might react but she figured it may be worth a shot.

[mccnxhild]

OPEN TO: any gender~     ↳ PLOT: summer camp consolers, with a stereotypical telling scary stories by the fire at night and now someone can’t sleep, minhun, 24, camp counselor

the stories minhun found himself sharing and listening to around the fire tonight had been pretty amusing. it was always fun to have a little bit of a scare, but some of the other consolers seems a bit spooked. he felt a little bad when they all headed to their respective beds. and he easily fell asleep till someone called his name shaking him startling him awake. “what the fuck!” he hissed. “you scared the fuck out of me .. what are you doing in here?” he asked rubbing sleep from his eyes pushing himself up.

[mccnxhild]

open to: any gender~ ↳ info: asher, 24, waiter

standing outside for a smoke break cigarette in hand asher lets out a long sigh after a drag. "what brings you to my neck of the woods?" he asked seeing the other approaching as he blows smoke out of their direction, "long time no see and suddenly here you are."