This blog is STRICTLY SFW, Adults can interact but please do not message me. (Asks, follows, comments, likes are all okay and welcome <3)
NO MDNI OR NSFW ACCOUNTS - YOU WILL BE BLOCKED
IF YOU FIT ANY OF THIS DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME: if you don't support LGBTQ+, homophobic, racist, transphobic. And especially MDI <why are you interacting with me if you don't want minors to interact with your page?>
Tickling to me isn't anything sexual so please don't make it seem like it is on my page :(
This is a tickle blog, all asks are 100% welcome and I (sometimes) do tickle fanfictions.
I post on rare occasions but am frequently on Tumblr and WILL see any messages or asks, but if I don't I'm sorry for the late response.
For boundaries I don't have many, obviously no weird questions but I will answer them to just say i won't answer.
Religion based things ↓
CURRENTLY STRUGGLING HEAVILY WITH RELIGION AND SPIRITUAL THINGS
(if I think of anymore I'll update this post)
ALSO
I do struggle slightly with social cues and conversation, if I don't respond I either didnt see it or didn't know how to reply.
I apologize in advance for any odd or off topic things I might say.
And here is my schedule and fandoms. (Will update any changes)
Any fanfiction requests Are more likely to be finished on weekends late at night around 1-3AM (EST), I will try to finish them in a timely manner but it may take awhile, sorry in advance. they MIGHT be done on weekdays but I will try to get them done quickly. (usually will be posted whenever I'm done which likely will be late at night)
FANDOMS-
ANIME/SHOWS ↓
MHA (will write for most characters)
Bungo stray dogs (will write for everyone except guild members<will write for Lucy and Poe)
JJK (will write for anyone besides curses <will write sukuna)
TBHK (will write for everyone in the show)
fruits basket (will write for everyone [only on ep23])
Solo leveling (will write any character besides the reaper guild master since I haven't seen him much)
Demon slayer (will write for any character besides the demons)
SpyXFamily (will write for every character)
Black clover (will write for mostly everyone but Noelle, Sekke, Jack, Kaiser, langris, yuno, solid and Nebra, sorry. <Will write for nozel>)
MHA Vigilantes (watched all that's available right now)
Delicious In Dungeon (Won't write for the orcs or side characters.)
Classroom of the elite (Will write for all characters)
Assassination classroom (Will write for all characters)
the daily life of the immortal king (will write for everyone)
(all the anime I write finished above)
MARVEL (won't write for vision, Captain america<sorry>, or any of the villains)
Sweet tooth (will write for EVERYONE)
HouseMD (will write for everyone besides Cameron, haven't watched the full show yet)
How to train your dragon (I will write for everyone)
The amazing digital circus (Will write for everyone)
Young Sheldon (will write for everyone besides Paige and Veronica<if that's the girl who got baptized with Georgie>)
LEGO NINJAGO (will write for everyone [these might take a bit longer to write because before I write these I'll watch a few episodes of the show to get their personality close to correct<haven't watched it in awhile)
Gravity falls (everyone but Gideon and Wendy's friends)
HAMILTON (if I get requests for this it'll likely take the longest)
GAMES ↓
MWII (won't write for Makarov, Keegan or roach. I only played MWII REBOOT VER)
<all games> FNAF (won't write for animatronics being Lees, will write for them being lers though!)
FANDOMS I PLAN TO BE GETTING INTO SOON; ↓↓
YU-GI-OH (rewatching the anime after years, after I finish it I will take requests:>)
Georgie and mandys first marriage.
[whenever I finish watching either the show or atleast one season they will be changed to fandoms I will do fanfictions for. Might be awhile]
ive never been a very insecure person overall (when it doesn't relate to tickles 😭)
But i LOVE it when I get those random spouts of confidence, like - yes i think I look great, then an hour later I just dgaf anymore 😭
Yes I feel like I look amazing in those moments but will fully forget in a few hours 😌
Like YES I feel amazing YES I think I look great
Than an hour later I feel like a stupid idiot because fell into a spiral of wanting hugs and tickles but to embarrassed to ask and feel to pathetic to say I genuinely want a hug </3
i love confusing my family, whenever I get hurt or something I don't say their usual "ouchie" I like saying "OW! CHEESE" making the pause very noticable to make it clear it's two separate words
or saying just random threats or issues that never have or will happen(ed)
Like "(random name) just shoved a bike down someone's front lawn"
Or "The city New Orleans has been flooded in oatmeal"
Im literally burning up right now because I'm nervous about a surgery that isn't even scheduled.
It's not a major surgery either, it's a minor one that has a high success rate.
I'm nervous over something that hasn't been planned.
For context, I'm having a surgery since these things in my nose called I think "turbinates" are swollen, my family and doctor assume it's from COVID , they assume I had COVID with no symptoms since I was the only one in my family who didn't catch it or show symptoms.
When you get sick those "turbinates" get swollen, which causes the one side being blocked and the other side open, and it rotates, that's how it is for me 24/7, which causes me to also lack a strong sense of smell, my smell is bad enough I couldn't recognize the smell of chocolate when the doctor gave a scratch card.
With all that said he said to use nasal spray at home to try and fix it. I tried but it hurts to use it, which is resulting in surgery, since , while not life threatening, impacts quality of life, changes taste, can impact memories since smell can help form memory and sleep quality, which, I haven't been sleeping well for the past few years.
I've been a mouth breather for years, and thought I was just the average overweight American while being a good weight for my height , age and build. I had to stop eating to breathe during dinner since my nose doesn't function properly and doesn't give me enough air.
When I breathe through my nose only one nostril pulls in air and releases air aswell, I physicallu cannot be a nose breather.
For the past few years I've never smelt things well, and thinking on it now, maybe that's why I've liked candles so much, If I could I'd spend hours smelling them, just because they were strong and go right up at your nose, making them the only thing I could properly smell.
For me I could only smell something if it's insanely strong or right at my nose, which has caused issue, if there's a bad smell, I don't realize. For example.
My dad has a side of his nose collapsed, in comparison, he smells better than I can, he can smell a bad smell somewhere in the house while I can't.
He smells a carwash and I cant.
The day I went to the ENT he used some spray to open my nose and temporarily I could breathe, my mom even laughed when I asked what the smell was when we were going through a car wash, I'm not adjusted or aware of 90% of the smells around me.
I have the worst sense of smell in my entire family, its almost embarrassing.
I have made it CLEAR, I hate baby talk towards me, I dont like being treated like a child especially by them, so no mom, I dont eant you drawing out your words as if I'm a toddler.
No mom I do not want you to treat me like a dog, YES I was offended when you threw someone and told me to "Fetch"
No I don't want you to call me a "Good girl" and pet my damn head like I'm an animal, I've told her before I hate the those terms directed to me since it doesn't feel right. I have no problem with people using them, but don't direct it at me and pet my head.
I literally left the room after that mid dinner.
I've told her it makes me uncomfortable yet she ignores it.
Thing is, pet names were never my thing especially from family, I felt uncomfortable with the main ones - "Sweetheart/sweetie" "darling/doll" "baby/babe" I never liked those, they make me feel gross, I use them on occasion to my family but in a very sarcastic voice when we're joking around.
Heck I use random words more saying weird stuff like "thank you my potassium pill', just weird things.
The only exception to this for me, is someone NOT biological family, in the ONLY scenario of comfort, and the ONLY pet name being "Sweetheart".
ONLY in that scenario with certain people would I be okay with it, my parents are not those people.
I told her once(my mom) that I wouldn't kiss my niece, nothing my niece did, I just PERSONALLY see that as a romantic thing and to only be directed at your S/O.
with the exception being my dog ofc.
My mom got upset I didn't kiss my niece and said "I hope you're happy you made a 2 year old cry" she mainly started crying since my mom was getting angry.
My mom proceeded to tell my dad I had an attitude.
He stormed my room I told him my side "I gave (nieces name) a hug for goodnight, I didn't ignore her but I just didn't kiss her, since I'm uncomfortable with that"
And he did seem to see my view but infront of my mom he said "if that attitude gets worse I'll take away your electronics again" and left, not mad. Then I heard my parents argue.
I think my mom's realizing she's getting less leverage over me, as she called it I'm "coming out of my shell" (what am I ? A turtle 😭)
Which means I'm getting more pushy, more honest to myself, which she doesn't like, I dont let her guilt trip me anymore and she isn't a fan.
I don't say "amen" at dinner, not our of disrespect but because I just am uncomfortable saying it. I say thank you for dinner but won't say amen, its left my vocabulary.
My mom isn't happy.
They said I never had a problem with Christianity until I got friends online, but that isn't true, after my grandma died I gave up on Christianity, I just didn't show my hatred towards Christianity, they always said "God would help" but he didn't, any prayer, anything I ask was unanswered, and I'm fine with that.
But I only became avoident to Christianity when I actually met people, because I didn't have to be this perfect Christian kid I had always been, who kept a bible and prayed and believed in god and Jesus, that wasn't ever me.
My "Defiance" was just because I became more comfortable in who I was as a person.
And let me say, I have no problem with christians, I know many who are wonderful people, I only have an issue with christians when they force their religion, like my mom and sister.
The only other person who supported my religion aside from online friends was my brother.
I told him one night that I didnt believe in god, he said "why" I said I just couldn't find it believable, I asked if he had an issue with it, expecting him to be upset, but he wasn't, he was accepting he didn't tell me how his god was the one true god, he didn't try and revert me. He was fine with it.
In my mind that's how all Christians should be, they shouldn't force religion they shouldn't try and convince you, they should just accept the fact that people have different views.
And again, not saying Christians are bad people, please don't mistake me for saying they are.
I guess I'm just tired of them taking my growth as attitude, I'm literally trying to be myself, and I'd prefer if you didn't make me feel bad for it.
