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Just a few of my favorites from Paris

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"The songs on the radio are ok,

But my taste in music is your face,

And it takes a song to come around to show you how."

[talonabraxas]

'If you're going to live, you might as well do painful, brave, and beautiful things.' Zmyainy Tsar (Serpent King) by Valery Slauk

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Selfies and things... Digital me, meet internet you.

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Family will always be there

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🐢🤙

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The Monday ritual 🧘

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Thoughts

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Living Room

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Goof for days

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Happiness is fleeting

Quick and swift. 

A kiss that ends too quick.

So I beg you, please don't Blink.

Enjoy this moment and don't Think. 

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Been traveling for a good minute

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A couple of pictures from St. Maarten

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The darkness came when she left. I started to like it. I desired no light to shine on me, for the light would provide evidence of her absence. So I sat in my pit of black, hopeful that I'd forget she wasn't there.

Justin Rogers

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Book of the week: No Matter the Wreckage by Sarah Kay

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First Step into Therapy

My appointment is November 2nd, 2016 - With Dr. Jeffery Shaw PhD. Not sure what to expect - I am both excited and cautious regarding this experience. Will it just be a normal conversation that cost money or will this give me a whole new perspective about life. I wonder... and if neither happens, then what. 

I guess this really boils down to why I’m even here in the first place. I think i have a fairly normal schedule, more hectic than some, but normal. I have a good job and a roof over my head; what else can i ask for? Well I’m working roughly 9-12 hrs a day and doing errands over the weekend. On my spare time, I work out which comes to about 4-7 times a week and as of late, I started pursuing artistic wood work and design of my environment. I often read and write about economics and politics, sometimes fiction. I easily connect with people if I want to and I usually don’t.

I was about to go on a tangent, let me refocus back to question at hand. I think the reason I am in this precarious situation is because I am unhappy, dissatisfied and numb. I find life fun. I get passionate about things and I give 100% to it, but as a cool wind blows over in a dizzying heat so does my happiness and satisfaction last only a moment til the heat comes rushing back. I’m pretty sure this is TMI, but whatever. SSDD.   

p.s. I added the photo to add some color to this post.