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07.29

i’ve been using my laptop for work for a week now since someone has been using my pc and workstation. it hasn’t been ideal, but i’ve managed to get my work done.

i finally went back to the gym yesterday. my coach asked what happened to me because i left viber, so he couldn’t contact me or follow up. it felt good to be back.

i also took some time to plan my august by writing down my tasks and important events on my calendar. it feels nice to start the month a little more organized and prepared.

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month ender—

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07.28

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matapos lang ‘tong mga bills na to, dadagdagan ko ulit. HAHAHAHHAA

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06.22

i got my aircon cleaned. ✨

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ginalingan masyado ng parents namin na mag family planning kaya isang birthday celebration na lang. lol

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06.21

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06.20

at chaoteng noodle house

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06.19

i lost my cup hugger and di ko alam kung namisplaced ko ba sya sa coffee shop or dito sa bahay. ilang linggo ko na syang hinahanap pero di ko talaga makita. fave ko pa naman to as a girly na slow drinker + ayaw na hindi na cold yung drinks na iniinom. so today, tinanggap ko ng di ko na sya makikita, i ordered two (binili ko din si hanah).

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tapos ko na panoodin satc, back to journaling and also finished reading another book— life gets better. ❤️✨

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kayo po yung taga-luto kapag samgyup? hehe

hindi, taga hintay lang ako if may luto na. 😂

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finally home. 🏠

* back in lipa yesterday. my laundry from manila is still inside my luggage. i haven’t unpacked anything yet.

* i still catch myself freezing and bedrotting. there are moments where i just get lost in my thoughts and end up ruminating about us again. i really hate being in this state. i’m trying to be gentle with myself though. it’s only been a few weeks. i know i can’t rush myself into being okay when i’m clearly not okay yet.

* small win today: i got up and made myself a matcha. i also cleaned my fridge and threw away the rotten food that had been sitting there while i was in baguio for a week. not a big achievement, but it felt good to do something.

* changed my calendar board to june. it made me smile a little. it’s my birth month and i’m actually looking forward to doing some special things for myself this month. i don’t know exactly what yet, but i’m excited to find