"A Sad and Lonely Man"

he/it/they (+neos) previously @that0ne-jun34u pfp and banner by @coldsodaplasticglass, GO CHECK THEM OUT!!

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Amalgamate, hate, berate ‘til we all roam free?

last edit: june 6th-7th 2026, username and theme change (pinned now included.) (previous url- @/that0ne-jun34u). I also took the kin section away ok? ok

hello and welcome to JUNE’S JUVENILE JAMMING JUXTAPOSITION where I post stupid shit. more stuff below the cut bc otherwise this would be a LONG post infecting ppl’s dashboards

ok so first of all I have SO MANY NAMES but like you can. choose whichever you want me to call me but my preffered ones are June/Juneau/Juno, Xander, Red, Dionysus, Serrie/Serena, Aurea, and Chatterbox/CB. please do NOT reffer to me using she/her I will explode. “oh but serena is a feminine name” shut up shut up shut up shu

he/it heavy pref they/xem is fine as well as neopronouns asexual aromantic do not flirt with me in ever. (“oh but you literally call (x, most likely a fictional character) your wife/husband/partners-“ QPRS FUCKING EXIST) I am in a lot of fandoms but mainly CHONNY JASH and TPTM and POKEMON and CRK and COROIKA + SPLATOON and SFAWTDE. getting onto WARRIOR CATS too ! I use some tags for organization on this blog which are #JUNEAU RAMBLES for stupid talking #DIONYSUS’ ASKS for answering #SERRIE’S ART N DOODLES for my shit art and #XANDER’S SHITPOSTS for shitposts and #RED STAINED WHINES for vents and shit and #AUREA’S STIMS for stimboards and #CHATTERING BOX OF LETTERS AND POEMS for writings. I rarely use the last four so

theres also my reblogging account for excessive reblogs ( @blessing-0fdi0nysus ) dont follow it unless you want your dash full of stuff . userboxes and blinkies GO (might add more later)

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BIG SHOT!! THINK YOURE A BIG SHOT!!!! I THINK YOURE RAVELED UP IN A TANGLE OF DID-NOTS!!!!

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youre two musics late i just got to risk /SILLY

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SWEEEEET RELIEF!

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LIKE CONCRETEEEE

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SWEEEEET RELIEF!

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MAY EACH WORD I SPEAK BE BACKED BY EACH OF MY TEETH

I CLAIM THIS AS A PACT, THESE WORDS, A CEREMONY

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russian doll by jhariah I love you

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What's with that hole in your head? Couldn't say when it came, how I was shot last time But I can tell I'm when I'm caught hopelessly Beneath seances summoning more from me than I've got And I'm just so tired, 'cause each day takes aim At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands

This year I enter the winter so full of resentment Covered in brand-new bruises, but none that I remember I've seen the signs before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again?

If I know that tomorrow will bring new lows, can I still go? Is it hopeless to put myself Through the motions, through this wringer? Oh, my head's hardly here on a good day And it's certainly gone when it rains If you shot me tonight, would it kill me? Would I find the time to die in your gaze?

Can my present last if I have no past? Nothing's clear when I look back, it's just black But I've seen these clouds before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again? When in the end, it never changes Just the same thing One song that keeps spinning over and over again

I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many I'm grasping at liquid minutes, I feel like I'll never be satisfied I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance And hoping it's the first of many, first of many, first of many …Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?

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Will I know when I’ve gone too far? Or frozen myself in time? An impossible brain with impossible wants Lost and astray, with impossible thoughts I’ve given up my daydreams to dream in place of living I see the world exactly how I’d like to think it’d like to be perceived by me

I can’t explain a thing to you I wouldn’t know where to start, wouldn’t know where to start Just watch your tongue sharpen on my skin Not so thin, but not hardened

These insatiable aspirations make me whole “Someday” keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

So cold, I'm freezing Every piece of praise and sign that I'm believed in Solid in a crystal ball It bends the waves of the light to mend the rest of my life

Do you also see your future starting with the farthest part? Live your life to close the space between the end and start And when it’s hard, do you hang onto any chance That you might be in control? That you’re the one who owns

These insatiable aspirations make me whole “Someday” keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

How can you look me in the eyes and tell me you have not come far? Fall in love with who you’ll one day be, but please don’t fall so hard That you start to resent every second stuck in the present Absent and restless, unhappy and reckless

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one (Trust myself to fall into the sky, trust myself)

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see, this guy (/gn) gets it

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russian doll by jhariah I love you

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What's with that hole in your head? Couldn't say when it came, how I was shot last time But I can tell I'm when I'm caught hopelessly Beneath seances summoning more from me than I've got And I'm just so tired, 'cause each day takes aim At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands

This year I enter the winter so full of resentment Covered in brand-new bruises, but none that I remember I've seen the signs before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again?

If I know that tomorrow will bring new lows, can I still go? Is it hopeless to put myself Through the motions, through this wringer? Oh, my head's hardly here on a good day And it's certainly gone when it rains If you shot me tonight, would it kill me? Would I find the time to die in your gaze?

Can my present last if I have no past? Nothing's clear when I look back, it's just black But I've seen these clouds before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again? When in the end, it never changes Just the same thing One song that keeps spinning over and over again

I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many I'm grasping at liquid minutes, I feel like I'll never be satisfied I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance And hoping it's the first of many, first of many, first of many …Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?

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[epic transition from russian doll to trust ceremony]

Will I know when I’ve gone too far? Or frozen myself in time? An impossible brain with impossible wants Lost and astray, with impossible thoughts I’ve given up my daydreams to dream in place of living I see the world exactly how I’d like to think it’d like to be perceived by me

I can’t explain a thing to you I wouldn’t know where to start, wouldn’t know where to start Just watch your tongue sharpen on my skin Not so thin, but not hardened

These insatiable aspirations make me whole “Someday” keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

So cold, I'm freezing Every piece of praise and sign that I'm believed in Solid in a crystal ball It bends the waves of the light to mend the rest of my life

Do you also see your future starting with the farthest part? Live your life to close the space between the end and start And when it’s hard, do you hang onto any chance That you might be in control? That you’re the one who owns

These insatiable aspirations make me whole “Someday” keeps me warm when the present gets too cold

How can you look me in the eyes and tell me you have not come far? Fall in love with who you’ll one day be, but please don’t fall so hard That you start to resent every second stuck in the present Absent and restless, unhappy and reckless

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life I’d never make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one

You seem so far away, somewhere beyond your next life No one can make you stay, I just hope you smile in this one (Trust myself to fall into the sky, trust myself)

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russian doll by jhariah I love you

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What's with that hole in your head? Couldn't say when it came, how I was shot last time But I can tell I'm when I'm caught hopelessly Beneath seances summoning more from me than I've got And I'm just so tired, 'cause each day takes aim At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands

This year I enter the winter so full of resentment Covered in brand-new bruises, but none that I remember I've seen the signs before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again?

If I know that tomorrow will bring new lows, can I still go? Is it hopeless to put myself Through the motions, through this wringer? Oh, my head's hardly here on a good day And it's certainly gone when it rains If you shot me tonight, would it kill me? Would I find the time to die in your gaze?

Can my present last if I have no past? Nothing's clear when I look back, it's just black But I've seen these clouds before

So why can't I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again? When in the end, it never changes Just the same thing One song that keeps spinning over and over again

I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many I'm grasping at liquid minutes, I feel like I'll never be satisfied I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance And hoping it's the first of many, first of many, first of many …Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?

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russian doll by jhariah I love you

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ok Google best ways and places to learn a new language no clue no glue no chatgpt

[phoenixrosewriter]

Soy mente.

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soy alma

[theorioneclectic]

soy corazón💜

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my drafts are certainly. something. why am i mourning over not being able to screenshot lesbian blockblast ad in one of them

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hiiii.. poke poke.. poke poke... with my diamond sword.. accidentally damaging you /j

-avery by the way hii.. vee isn't fronting i KILLED HIM!! /j

euahauUAHHGSH😢gets damageds…………

vee murder…also hi avery uayy

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arguing with yourself like a grandpa when IM OLDER THAN YOU !!

HAHA OLDDDDD OLD/lh/j

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youre fucking STUPID you should try to do a kickflip in front of everyone and fail miserably

BITCH youre literally me

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inbox is open again . as a treat