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what if i can never see him

#i’m trying to be okay with this because it’s literally possible #if only i could see him once #i’m pretty sure no matter how many times i go it wouldn’t be enough #but at the same time anything is better than 0

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Joost Klein at Showbox SoDo in Seattle, 2026

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the days leading up to ur period are so unnecessary like can we just skip all the breaking out and being irrationally angry and get this shit over with

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literally me for the last few days

i’ve been studying my ass off for years and honestly? i don’t know if it will be worth it. i’m so grateful for all the opportunities i have but at the same time i’m so sick and tired of everything.

i was scrolling tiktok and saw a girl explaining how she couldn’t get visa to go to the concert and crying because of it. i started crying too because i know exactly how it feels to not being able to do something so basic as going to a concert because of problems like this.

#i feel like i will never see joost and sometimes the thought makes me cry for hours #most people are not aware of the fact that having a strong passport is a privilege #and still some of my friends who have strong passports have the nerve to make fun of our struggles #i feel so trapped and there’s almost nothing i can do about it