Just thoughts

This is my struggle. Slytherin 🐍 Supernatural 1994

[thoughtkick]

“I am physically, mentally and emotionally ready to enter a new phase in my life. I’m ready to grow and get better.”

— Unknown

[thoughtcascades]

i want to be noticed but i also want to disappear

[blueeyedchaos]

Been thinking about this one a lot the last few weeks...

I don't think I matter much to people, so yeah I'm kinda down right now...

[thepersonalquotes]

[blueeyedchaos]

I sometimes feel like I'm not enough, no I'm lying,most of the times I feel like I'm not enough...

Not enough for work, not enough for my friends, not enough for my family...

I wish I felt good enough, I wish I was good enough...

[blueeyedchaos]

This hit me harder then I thought it would, because it's so true...

And I hate that I now realise that I really do wait for him to do the things we said we would do even when I know it will not happen, not in a million years, he's all words, no actions...

[blueeyedchaos]

Sad but true and right now I'm not seeing much effort from you, so I'm wondering if I'm worth anything

[blueeyedchaos]

One year sober today, I'm proud of myself for coming this far, it was with ups and downs but I made it a year, so I can do it another year

Wish me luck for the days to come

[perfectfeelings]

“We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”

— Anthony Hopkins

[blueeyedchaos]

I have enough scars, enough memories...

But also many regrets, but most regrets are because of things I didn't do, so my resolution for the rest of the year is that I will do what I want and what gives me joy!

[blueeyedchaos]

Dreaming of somebody to love

But also scared to find it...

[cheshire-cat-lenalee2]

[unclefather]

can’t risk it

[bentejam]

THIS PIECE OF PICTURE WORKS. 

[fakesurgery]

Gotta take all the chances…..

[fit-beach-tea]

Never risk it

[bbylilithian]

Too close to final’s week

[maggierobots]

I could use it.

[mythical-illustrator]

Why not, spread the luck

[blueeyedchaos]

One can only hope it helps!

Don't want to risk it like I did when I was a child and didn't forward the chainmails for good luck

[blueeyedchaos]

I've learned this and I hate that it fucked everything up, but I'm tired of keeping everything to myself and it fucking me up mentaly.

So I'm not silent anymore, I speak my mind and fuck what they think, even if it fucks me up some more, it's only temporary.

[blueeyedchaos]

This is describing how I feel, how I am all the time and I don't think some people who are, of maybe I should say we're, important to me know that I am this way.

I always thought they know me, but I've come to realize they don't know me and only like to blame me for speaking my mind and saying what I feel, so I don't think that's the kind of friends I want in my life even if we have all this history

[thoughtkick]

“But the heart has its own memory and I have forgotten nothing.”

— Albert Camus, The Fall

[blueeyedchaos]

I wish we'd speak more like this

And have many more conversations

But it's just not like that anymore....

[blueeyedchaos]