Held his heart in his hands, And ate of it.

This is my pretentious looking writing blog that is 90% fanfiction. There were previously original works that were posted here. Some of them remain. Several poems and maybe a short fiction piece or two, most have been deleted because I would like to actually publish them someday, which I can't do if they're up online. The title is a quote from Stephen Crane's, In The Desert

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“litanies to my heavenly brown body” by mark aguhar 

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YOOOOOOOOO

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Reno & Rude Characters: Reno (Compilation of FFVII), Rude (Compilation of FFVII) Additional Tags: Trans Male Character, Trans Reno, References to Surgery Summary:

A post top surgery chest is fascinating terrain.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Maedhros | Maitimo, Elrond Peredhel, Elros Tar-Minyatur Additional Tags: Unreliable Narrator, Family, maedhros doesn’t know what to do with children Summary:

Elrond and Elros try to catch a cat and Maedhros steps in something gross.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aragorn | Estel/Boromir (Son of Denethor II), Aragorn | Estel/Arwen Undómiel Characters: Aragorn | Estel, Boromir (Son of Denethor II), Arwen Undómiel Additional Tags: Boromir Lives, arwen chose a mortal life, and a mortal life includes polyamory, boromir is forced to actually deal with his sexuality, trans woman faramir, is mentioned but not present in the fic, Internalized Homophobia, a bit - Freeform Summary:

In Minas Tirith after the end, Boromir and Aragorn pass the night together which forces Boromir to deal with some shit.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Maglor | Makalaurë, Elladan (Tolkien), Elrohir (Tolkien) Additional Tags: Unreliable Narrator, Grief/Mourning, Angst, Hopeful Ending, Family Summary:

Maglor can no longer abide the taste of salt. In which Maglor turns inland from the sea and makes some unlikely friends.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Noble Dead Saga - Barb and J.C. Hendee Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Magiere/Leesil Characters: Magiere, Leesil Additional Tags: Explicit Consent, Trans Magiere, she's nb she just hasn't figured it out yet, may be some form of asexual as well, i haven't solidified my headcanons quite yet, consent talk Summary:

Consent is sexy, but those conversations aren't always the easiest.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Adventure Zone (Podcast) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Maedhros | Maitimo, Taako (The Adventure Zone), Lup (The Adventure Zone) Additional Tags: Crack, utter crack, I have no excuse for this, Elves of two very different flavors Summary:

Taako and Lup just completely derail the plot of the Silmarillion, kind of for the better, cause like, they stop two entire kinslayings from happening, but like… they’re also who they are as people.

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Chapters: 3/? Fandom: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Comicverse), X-Men - All Media Types, X-Factor (Comics), Marvel 616, X-Men (Original Timeline Movies), X-Men: Deadly Genesis Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Other Relationship Tags to Be Added Characters: Sean Cassidy, Sean Cassidy (XMCU), Theresa Cassidy, Jamie Madrox, Monet St. Croix, Hank McCoy, Rahne Sinclair, Emma Frost, Layla Miller, Other Character Tags to Be Added, Gabriel Summers, Scott Summers, Alex Summers, Charles Xavier Additional Tags: Mild torture, Aftermath of Torture, Time Travel, Dimension Travel, Hurt/Comfort, Human Experimentation, the first chapter is kinda dark, Fix-It, Minor Injuries, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Summary:

What would happen if, instead of dying, the XMCU’s Sean Cassidy wound up in the 616 Universe right around the time that Deadly Genesis was taking place? How would he react to meeting his 616 counterpart? And how would 616 Sean Cassidy not dying affect what happened to Gabriel Summers?

I didn’t like what happened to my faves, so I fixed it.

Guess who got his shit together and finally updated this fic.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Alex Summers & Scott Summers Characters: Alex Summers, Scott Summers, Raven | Mystique, Hank McCoy, Armando Muñoz Additional Tags: Bigender Alex Summers, Trans Male Character, Trans Scott Summers, Canonical Character Death, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Grief/Mourning Summary:

Sometimes all you have are photographs.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: X-Men (Comicverse), Wolverine and the X-Men (Comics) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Idie Okonkwo/Quentin Quire/Evan Sabahnur Characters: Idie Okonkwo, Quentin Quire, Evan Sabahnur, Celeste Cuckoo Additional Tags: Fluff, gender shenanigans, Gender Nonconforming kiddos Summary:

Idie can never find her heels because Quentin and Evan keep stealing them and forgetting to return them.

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Character musings on issues that are presented in the larger narrative of Pet Shop of Horrors.

nothing but a clown | g | leon & d | 614 words

Leon’s introduction to the orientaslist world of film noir goes about how you might expect.

of a feather | g | d & angelica | 669 words

A glimpse into the aftermath of the very first chapter, “Dream.” Count D pays a visit to Angelica Winston to check up on the stelitzia chick.

the truth about stories | g | chris & leon, chris & d | 1250 words

In college, Chris uses an assignment to explore the things that happened during his time at Count D’s pet shop when he was a kid.

china town | g | leon & d | 1138 words

While looking for D after his disappearance Leon comes to terms with his position as a former police officer in relationship to the history of the police’s presence in Chinatown and his desire to do things differently than Vesca.

@calsyee

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Reno/Rude Characters: Reno (Compilation of FFVII), Rude (Compilation of FFVII), Tseng (Compilation of FFVII) Additional Tags: Injury, partial hearing loss, Guns Summary:

Reno sustains a relatively minor, but impactful injury in the field.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Genesis Rhapsodos/Sephiroth Characters: Sephiroth Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Loveless - Freeform, Angst Summary:

Sephiroth finds an old copy of Loveless that Genesis left behind.

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Taakitz cooking (for the writing prompt)

Dinner | g | taako/kravitz | 87 words

Kravitz cooks dinner for Taako.

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Finney + rain

Rain | g | finn/rey | 68 words

A moment with Finn and Rey in the rain.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Tseng (Compilation of FFVII), Reno (Compilation of FFVII), Reno’s parakeet Chester, Veld (Compilation of FFVII) Additional Tags: Animal Death, it doesn’t happen on screen, but it’s like explicitly stated it’s going to happen, Crack, Shinra Company Summary:

Why Reno isn’t allowed to have a talking bird.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Reno/Rude Characters: Reno (Compilation of FFVII), Rude (Compilation of FFVII) Additional Tags: Existential Angst, Post Advent Children, Discussion of Death Summary:

Reno’s feeling old despite the fact he’s only twenty-seven and he muses on why that is.