Married Single

emotions of one

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You have made me a bitter person. How to become sweet again? 😫

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When to ever give up?! And find happiness within?! 🙁

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Disappointments happen when you really expect... How come you would not? When all he says he wanna stay and that he'll make this as a family, yet never gives his all. I am yet to decide.

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And as it always goes, you still don't love me the same. And that is why you never see me important nor respect me as you should be.

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truly, when you are in a relationship, you tend to expect. i have let go of my fear of not minding if i reached the point of not loving him anymore, but to no avail, because he asked for that last chance, i guess im beginning to expect again. for a good start...

and that is absolutely not right.😞

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still, entrusting everything to Him is the best thing to do

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because no goodbye is easy in every way...

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your happiness or your children's joy? which is far more important?

for so many years, it was the 1st day of 2021, i got so firmed and determined, i can no longer take it and live with pain, hurt and resentment. so determined im packing up his things, and yet, seeing my children, i always find myself having second thoughts.😞 and finding at the bottom of my heart a percentage, that maybe, maybe, my children's family can still make it. that maybe, with God's powerful will, we can be real happy. 😢 but at the back of my mind, i know it can never happen again coz he threw me away already. no more us! just parents to the kids. he doesn't love me anymore!! i spent 16years of my life, i guess with a man who never really loved me. no true love... not as i hoped and prayed for.

Happiness is a choice. and Love is a decision you have to make everyday.

but for him, it is just the end.

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10years feeling unloved

6years betrayed on

2months confirmed, not loved!

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2020 is about to end...

hoping and wishing for a happy 2021!!!