and what if i fly?

Jay aka Bluejay/Jaya/J | Gender Fluid (he/him and they/them) | 21+ | Biromantic Demisexual Polyamorous | Writer, book lover, and huge advocate of ship and let ship | TBC | Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/bluejayinflight | "Why were words created if not to show us that we too can fly." - Me (icon by mayakern)

[demaparbat-hp]

Cradled

[demaparbat-hp]

Resting on Ember Island (and calling the shots on the best pillows ever designed by Agni).

This is @rraebearr 's fault BTW

[mumblesplash]

‘project hail mary is about the power of friendship’ ‘project hail mary is about hope’ ‘project hail mary is about accidentally becoming too important at work’ wrong wrong wrong you’re all wrong. project hail mary is about what it would take for a single man in his 30s to own a fully paid off beachfront property in today’s economy

[dogpuppy]

[the-big-mood]

Manage your very own video store in the early 90s! Rent, sell, decorate and expand your business from the ground up and relive the golden ag

[throwbackblr]

[ruinedchildhood]

[gothicprep]

one of my classic texts, from the archives

[needygirlsymptoms]

Having a personality disorder can lowkey be so embarrassing like "sorry I did that I didn't get enough love and was traumatized instead so now I beg for attention and get jealous of people getting attention or talking to the people I want attention from"

[tabathastan]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[autopsyfreak]

trying to explain that cluster b disorders don’t make anyone inherently ‘evil’ to people on the internet.

[mistermachoman]

the worst part about moodswings are when i know i'm being irrational over something so i have to sit there and seethe.

[xnoworneverr]

There’s a reason why we feel lonely even though we aren’t alone. It’s because loneliness is not about how many friends we have or how many people are in the room with us. It’s a disconnection from others. Being social doesn’t cure loneliness, loneliness comes when there is not a single person close enough to see past the illusion to who we really are and what we really feel inside.

[mistermachoman]

"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it

[neglectedmutt]

backing away from you like a wounded animal

[bpdmutt]

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience

[pastelcottoncandyunicorn]

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

[jonjjja]

my biggest desire: to be seen

my biggest fear: to be seen

[paper-mario-wiki]

there's a video i keep struggling to find and my memory of it feels like it miiiight've been you? do you by any chance have that video that's like "horror/creepypasta youtuber butchering japanese" and it's just baka mitai's lyrics being read out horribly over stock creepy background music

that was me, yeah