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You know what would be fun? :)))
If Peter, after being transported from the MCU to Gotham, after a month or two of observing how the Batfamily treats Bruce/Jason/(whichever Batfamily member you want the angst with), Peter goes to Dick/Jason and earnestly asks:
“Why do all of you hate (Batfamily member) so much?”
And Dick/Jason just freezing, rushing to assure Peter that no, they do not hate (Batfamily member), why would you ask that-
And Peter awkwardly going “idk, the stuff all of you say about/to (Batfam member) sounds like something I’d say about my mortal enemy lol”
You know what would be even worse? If this was a “Dick Grayson and Richard Parker are the same person/Jason Todd and Uncle Ben are the same person” au and Dick/Jason realize that they don’t want Peter to model after them (ignoring/not knowing the fact that Peter is a full teenager in a kid’s body).
Just a thought :)))
Write.
Ew, no
writing mood™️
airpods are literally such a massive downgrade like remember when headphones cost £2 didn’t need charging didn’t randomly disconnect and didn’t get lost all the time. remember when tech kinda worked for kinda cheap
remember when phones just fucking had headphone jacks
I WAS BORN YESTERDAY. I JUST BLEW IN FROM STUPID TOWN. THIS IS MY FIRST RODEO. PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME.
So, I’m finally getting around to writing this. I wrote this post on my main account, and here is where I’ll be posting the fic.
The fic is going to be a mix of psychological horror and dark comedy. It’ll kinda be like an affectionate parody of neglected reader fics.
@thecorefrisk is the one that inspired this fic, so credit to them!
First chapter should be out in a few days. Can’t wait to start!
💬 3 🔁 20 ❤️ 668 · I really like @thecorefrisk take on the neglected reader trope, and I wanted to expand on that a bit. What about yander
“Every Pokemon is someone’s favourite” I’m making a spreadsheet to see if this is true. Reblog with your favourite Pokemon in the tags.
Here’s the spreadsheet in-progress
Ok, mother of GOD that's a lot of responses and I am but one man with Excel. I'll update these ASAP but also some rules:
A Pokemon only counts for itself, not its evolution line.
A Pokemon with multiple forms (like Zygarde) will only be counted for the specified form. A Pokemon with multiple appearances (like Spinda, Vivillon, Sylvally, etc.) count for all their appearances.
I'm literally doing this as a testament to my own depression that not everyone is lovable, so add that to the weight of this post's meaning.
Inteleon
I feel sorry for the old man, but it was stealing. There is no apparently about it. Water is not free, it’s not a right to have it, and people pay must pay for it. If a government gives a thing to you like utilities, its still not free because they take it from somewhere else, like in taxes.
my friend visiting my house: hey i’m thirsty can i get a glass of water
me:
Nestle isn’t gonna fuck you
Also water IS a human right, it’s classified as one by the UN the only country that really disagrees with this is the United States
I know this post is a few years old, but I stumbled on it and I just want to also point out… Even aside from water being free or not, even aside from water being a human right,
the old man wasn’t stealing.
He was using a neighbor’s water, that the neighbor pays for, with the neighbor’s permission. Nothing was stolen. The old man just wasn’t the one paying. If someone comes to my house and I let them charge their phone while they’re there, are they STEALING electricity because I’m the one who pays the electric bill? If I take someone out to dinner, are they STEALING their meal if I pay for both of us? Get fucked.
I hope that person has become a better kinder person since 2021, but I"m not holding my breath.
Thank you! I keep seeing this post pop up and yours is the first one talking about how the woman was PAYING HER OWN UTILITY BILL FOR THE WATER!
And these absolute hemorrhoids shut off her fucking water for the crime of using it to help a neighbor?
Every single person involved with that deserves to get tazered in their favorite genitals until the battery dies!
Lucifer in charge of child guests AU
You know what I find extremely under utilized in Hazbin Hotel? The fact that children could canonically go to Hell in the Hellaverse, as shown with the kids in the background in Cannibal Town.
What if the hotel had a dedicated section of the hotel to child sinners wanting to redeem themselves? Away from any and all adult sinners that could hurt them, where it’s perfectly safe.
And you know who I think would be perfect for being in charge of that section?
Lucifer.
Think about it; in the show, he’s publicly outed by Vox as not being physically able to harm sinners. Sure, that makes Lucifer lose a lot of respect and power over the sinners in the show, but what if there was an upside to it?
If there are child sinners, then most likely, said children would’ve most likely been abused in their original lives and in Hell by other sinners. Lucifer being publicly unable to harm sinners would eliminate any and all fear of being abused by Lucifer, since in theory, Lucifer wouldn’t be able to hurt them like they were hurt in life.
On top of that, Lucifer kicking Adam’s ass on live television would also show that, if push comes to shove, he would be able to protect them from Heaven at the very least.
On top of that, the particularly young child sinners (especially the girl sinners still in their princess phase) might think that the fact that the Literal King of Hell™️ is taking care of them is incredibly cool.
Idk, I think Lucifer would thrive in that role for some reason lol
Julius Ceasar has been dead for 2064 slutty, slutty years
Julius Caesar has been dead for 2065 slutty, slutty years
Julius Caesar has been dead for 2066 slutty, slutty years
Julius Caesar has been dead for 2067 slutty, slutty years
Julius Caesar has been dead for 2068 slutty, slutty years
Julius Caesar has been dead for 2069 (nice) slutty, slutty years
Should I write this as a full fic?
Yay
Nay
💬 3 🔁 17 ❤️ 591 · I really like @thecorefrisk take on the neglected reader trope, and I wanted to expand on that a bit. What about yander
This concept has been rolling around in my brain like a rotisserie chicken, and I’m wondering if I should give writing it a shot. I haven’t really written any fanfiction (the majority of my writing being original works), but I’m willing to give writing this a shot if enough people are interested (and willing to accept imperfect fanfic).
The general vibe of the story would be a mix of a loving parody of the usual neglected! reader stories on this site, and a psychological thriller/black dramedy. I already have a few concepts for the story roastipating in my mind, like Alfred’s role, reader’s bemused (and slightly horrified) reaction to the Batfamily’s bullshit, and just how the Batfamily plans on “making it up” to the reader. It’s just a concept, and it needs to further cook in my mind before putting my idea to words on a screen, but vote and send asks if you’re interested. I do better at developing stories if bouncing off something, and your asks might just be the motivation and the ideas I need to fully develop the fic.
Thank you, and goodnight!
-Melody
An artist hired by DC drew him actually looking his age I can't believe it
there’s something endlessly hilarious to me about the phrase “hotly debated” in an academic context. like i just picture a bunch of nerds at podiums & one’s like “of course there was a paleolithic bear cult in Northern Eurasia” and another one just looks him in the eye and says “i’ll kill you in real life, kevin”
Death Without Dignity: When Systems Refuse To Let Us Die
When people think of death, they imagine the heart stopping, a body growing cold, and decay setting in. But few consider the deaths in which the souls and minds depart long before the body.
In 1967, Soviet cosmonaut Vladimir Komarov fell from the sky in a failing spacecraft, fully aware he was on a suicide mission- to protect a friend. In 1999, Japanese nuclear worker Hisashi Ouchi was kept alive for 83 days after a traumatic workplace accident that destroyed him at the cellular level, despite no hope of recovery. In 2024, Adriana Smith was declared both brain dead and pregnant in Georgia, and was kept on life support solely because of the state’s “heartbeat law,” which declared that the life of a non-viable fetus took precedence over a woman who was dead in every way but heartbeat.
While these stories may seem vastly different on the surface, they share a common thread; a person stripped of their autonomy, dignity, and humanity by institutions that chose to preserve political power, scientific “advancement”, or rigid ideology over humanity and compassion. These tragedies are just three of numerous examples in history when systems- whether governmental, medical, or legal- chose to treat people not as people, but as tools and means to an end.
In this essay, I will explore the deeply disturbing philosophical and political parallels between these three tragedies, and what it truly means when a system refuses to let someone- or something, rest. Not out of hope, but out of needless obligation to something colder and more inhumane than death itself.
I will start with Vladimir Mikhaylovich Komarov, born March 16, 1927. Komarov was a Soviet Air Force officer and test pilot known for his skill and loyalty to the space program. He was assigned to command Soyuz 1, the first crewed flight of the Soviet Soyuz spacecraft series. The mission was doomed from the beginning; Yuri Gagarin, along with several other engineers and cosmonauts, had voiced their concerns over the numerous design flaws of the spacecraft. Prior to launch, over 200 design flaws were documented; including faulty parachutes, communication failures, and power system issues. Despite the known dangers, the launch went forward to meet a political deadline- the 50th anniversary of the Bolshevik Revolution- along with the intent to demonstrate Soviet strength in the ongoing Space Race against the US. Reportedly, Gagarin tried to take Komarov’s place several times, but Komarov insisted on going forward, fully aware of the risks.
During reentry, both the main and backup parachutes failed to deploy properly due to tangled lines. The capsule plummeted to Earth at full speed, and Komarov’s final transmissions were filled with rage and despair- cursing the engineers and politicians who had sent him on a suicide mission. Komarov died on impact, and his remains were so charred that they could barely be recognizable as human remains, much less identifiable as Komarov. Before launch, Komarov had reportedly insisted that should he die, his funeral would be an open casket to show the people responsible exactly what they had done to him. While accounts of his last words and his final request for his funeral are contested, the weight of his final moments remain the same. He died on April 24, 1967.
Hisashi Ouchi was a 35 year old technician at JCO CO, Ltd nuclear fuel processing plant in Tokaimura, Japan. On September 30, 1999, workers were manually mixing enriched uranium- a highly dangerous process that violated protocol- in order to speed up production. A chain reaction occurred when too much uranium solution was poured into a single tank, triggering an uncontrolled nuclear fission reaction. The incident spanned approximately 20 hours, exposing 667 people to radiation and resulting in the deaths of two workers.
Hisashi Ouchi received the worst of the exposure: 17 sieverts (Sv) of radiation- well beyond the 4-5 SV typically considered fatal. Ouchi broke the record of the highest known dose of radiation any human has ever survived, though he most likely wished he hadn't. The radiation destroyed his chromosomes, ruptured his cells from the inside out, and destroyed his immune system. His skin melted off his flesh, his organs began to fail, and he suffered repeated cardiac arrests- each time revived by hospital staff.
Despite his deteriorating condition, doctors kept Ouchi alive for 83 days against his will, using experimental treatments such as skin grafts, blood transfusions, and stem cell therapy. According to leaked medical notes and press reports, both Ouchi and his family repeatedly begged the doctors to let him die, but their requests were denied. After nearly three months of unimaginable agony, he died of multiple organ failure on December 21, 1999.
Medical staff claimed they were trying to advance scientific knowledge of radiation treatment. Critics, however, accused the hospital and Japanese government of using Ouchi as a test subject, valuing research over his dignity. Investigations later revealed that JCO had skipped mandatory training and violated safety protocols for years, which prompted widespread criticism for the processing plant.
Adriana Smith, a 26 year old woman in Georgia, was declared brain dead following a ruptured arteriovenous malformation (AVM). Before her collapse, she had visited Atlanta’s Northside Hospital with complaints of severe headaches; but she was discharged with medication and nothing more. The next morning, her boyfriend called 911 after he awoke to Smith gasping for air. She was transferred to Emory University Hospital, where doctors determined that she had suffered a brain hemorrhage and was legally brain dead.
During her hospitalization, it was discovered that Smith was approximately nine weeks pregnant. Under Georgia’s “heartbeat law” (House Bill 481), which grants legal personhood to a fetus once a heartbeat is detected- typically around six weeks- her medical team informed her family that they were legally required to keep her on life support until the fetus reaches viability for delivery via cesarean section. The family was further informed that the fetus had developed fluid on the brain, and that if the child were to survive birth at all, they may be born blind and paraplegic.
Despite Smith being legally dead, her family was given no say in whether she could be removed from life support. Thus, they now face the emotional and financial burden of a decision made entirely without their consent. Her case has reignited a nationwide debate on abortion laws, and the moral consequences on granting a fetus legal personhood.
On the surface, the stories of Vladimir Komarov, Hisashi Ouchi, and Adriana Smith appear to have little in common- divided by continents, decades, and circumstances. One died in a space mission gone wrong, the second in the aftermath of a nuclear accident, and the the third in an American hospital under a controversial legislation. Yet, all of these cases are connected by an unsettling thread; institutions choosing to play God with life itself, bound not by compassion, but by obligation to something they deemed greater than the individual.
In each of these cases, the preservation of power, ideology, or institutional image took precedence over the individual’s autonomy. Let’s begin with Komarov. While he was not artificially kept alive like Ouchi and Smith, something else was forcefully sustained: the illusion of technological and political superiority, embodied by the spacecraft.
It may seem absurd to compare a machine to human life, but in this context, the spacecraft became symbolic. Like Ouchi and Smith, the spacecraft was preserved for a greater purpose despite overwhelming evidence that it should have been discarded. Over 200 design flaws were documented, yet political pressure and nationalist ambition forced the mission to proceed. The spacecraft’s survival- its symbolic launch- took priority over Komarov’s life. The Soviet Union forced Komarov’s hand in participating under the threat of Gagarin being sent in his stead, overriding his autonomy. He became a tool to prop up the Soviet Union’s image in the Space Race, with the man behind the needless sacrifice discarded for political gain. In this way, the system didn’t simply let Komarov die- they orchestrated his death, allowing the spacecraft they launched him in to become his grave.
Next is Hisashi Ouchi, arguably the most tortured of the three. Following a catastrophic nuclear accident in his workplace, Ouchi became known as the most radioactive man to have ever lived. By any known medical standard, he should’ve been dead. His chromosomes deteriorated, his skin melted off, his immune system collapsed, and his body disintegrated from the inside out. Despite that, his doctors revived him again and again- not for his benefit, but for that of scientific advancement.
Doctors and officials claimed they were trying to advance scientific knowledge about radiation treatment; but in doing so, they reduced a man with friends and family into a mere test subject. Ouchi and his family begged them for mercy, but they were denied each time. What followed was not medicine; it was a crime against the Hippocratic Oath disguised as “research.”
While the case itself is horrific, the moral violence done to Ouchi is even more disturbing. Institutional arrogance overridden his humanity, leading them to treat him as a test subject instead of a human being. The hospital and the state treated his suffering like a sacrifice for the “necessary” data, reducing him to nothing more than an experiment. Once again, the system chose to preserve a narrative instead of compassion- in this case, the illusion that something valuable was being achieved, even as they allowed a man to suffer a fate worse than death.
Let’s move onto Adriana Smith, where institutional cruelty isn’t motivated by nationalism or science, but by ideology. And unlike the other cases, this is happening in the present. Declared brain dead after a devastating brain hemorrhage, Smith was, by all medical and legal definitions, already dead. Yet, simply because she was nine weeks pregnant, Georgia’s “heartbeat law” required that her body remain in life support- not to save her, but to preserve the life of a fetus.
Despite Smith being legally dead, her family was stripped of the right to decide whether she needed to be let go. They were told that the fetus may not even survive, and if it did, it could end up blind and paraplegic. Still, the “heartbeat law” forbidden them to end life support. In essence, Smith’s body was reduced to an incubator. A vessel that is forced to keep functioning not for her, but for an ideological interpretation of when life truly begins. Like Komarov and Ouchi, her autonomy became irrelevant in the eyes of the institution. The demands of a system that had political dogma placed above compassion was placed before a family’s grief, and a woman’s humanity.
What links all three cases together is this simple, nauseating truth: each individual was reduced to an object, maintained by systems that placed their own survival, pride, or humanity above humanity. Each individual became a symbol; not by choice, but by institutional force- sacrificed to systems that feared failure more than they valued life.
Vladimir Komarov, Hisashi Ouchi, and Adriana Smith each died in different decades, under different circumstances, and for different “causes”- but throughout their stories, the institutions surrounding them made the same mistake: they treated human beings as vessels for their own goals. Whether it was to uphold national pride, advance scientific knowledge, or reinforce their ideologies, these systems blatantly disregarded the most sacred part of life: the right to bodily autonomy and a dignified death.
What makes these stories especially chilling is not just the suffering involved, but the deliberation of how each possible course of action was made. These were not accidents; these were choices. Choices that prioritized a legacy, an advancement, or a law over compassion. Komarov was launched to his death simply so the Soviet Union could meet a deadline. Ouchi was kept alive and in constant agony to serve as a human experiment. Smith’s lifeless body was forced to function as an incubator for an unborn fetus, with her family powerless in the face of a system that saw her not as a person, but as a vessel for its ideology.
In exploring these three tragedies, we’re forced to consider this horrifying possibility: that the systems originally built to serve the people have begun to sacrifice them instead. If institutions can overrule our will, reduce our suffering to scientific data, and use our deaths to suit their needs, then where, if anywhere, do we draw the line?
The solution to this morbid reality cannot come from these same institutions; it has to come from us- through advocacy, awareness, and a collective refusal to allow human dignity to become optional. As these cases show, death itself is not the ultimate violation. It is the denial of peace, humanity, compassion, and dignity that truly marks the point of no return.
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Worldcat is my bestie and my one true love!! Not only does it tell you what library a book is at, but it also price compares different used book sites against each other for easy view! It's how I got Tarot For the Master for $10!!
Oh, and since I have your attention: z-library (books and textbooks) and sci-hub (gatekept scientific journal articles.) I just ripped a textbook for class off z-library and snatched a required reading from sci-hub. Life is good and education should be accessible at every stage and station of life.
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