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It seemed mentioning Gamora touched a nerve for her, but Eros had not been assuming anything about Thanos’ other daughter. He had no idea what Gamora would do after having left Thanos. She might very well have the same goal as Nebula did. But regardless of what either of them intended, he did not “prefer” one over the other. All of Thanos’ children were equally dangerous. “I would hope Gamora is different, by which I mean that I hope she will not dedicate her life to destroying my brother, as you have. If she has, then I will be equally concerned about both of you. But if she has not, I will not consider her a coward.” Thanos would need to be dealt with, but not in the way Nebula wanted. Once again she assumed he was weak for giving in to emotion. Just as Thanos would say. “Owed? Many people have been wronged by Thanos, Nebula. It is hardly something you can claim solely for yourself. I too will be prepared for when my brother comes, but I shall take no pleasure in standing against him.”
Seeing her look away made Eros wonder if his words had had any effect, if he could possibly get through to her. He could understand that being brought up by Thanos would make it very difficult to accept compassion from someone. He did not even need her to tell him that his brother would see such a thing as a sign of weakness. Thanos always had seen such things as weak. “That does not mean I will not still give them. Because I am sorry. Choose not to accept that, but it is true. A little kindness can go very far, after all.” That was something Eros had always believed, and though it sometimes look a bit more than a little kindness, it usually worked. But in Nebula’s case, he may well have been wasting his breath. “And will you be happy then? Once you have your revenge, will you be at peace? And what exactly will you dedicate your life to doing once you have killed Thanos? I can’t help but think your life may be a little bit empty.”
Unless she simply continued on threatening others, as she was doing now. Eros glanced down at the baton she was holding to his throat, perturbed but not intimidated. “I don’t wish to stand against you. I know what you can do, so a demonstration is unnecessary. I merely hope to show you that, despite what Thanos’ has inflicted upon you, you can be more than simply a killing machine. He may have left his mark deeply on you, but you are still your own person, are you not? You claim he no longer dictates your movements, yet your goal still revolves around him.” Somehow, Eros felt his brother would be pleased; even if Nebula’s goal was to kill Thanos, it was still all about him. “I’m not asking you to change your path for me, or even for my brother. I’m asking you to change it for yourself.”
Gamora would always be... a complicated subject for her. But she was gone, fled to the stars in mourning her precious Star-Lord, and Nebula saw no reason to rehash the past. It was merely fuel for the fire in her future, the one that would rage and consume Thanos entirely. But her uncle’s presence was an unpleasant reminder. The wrong parts of the past. “Gamora has abandoned this planet. I don’t know where she is,” she hissed lowly. “I do not care what she plans to do, but rest assured uncle -- she is both a coward and completely irrelevant to our situation.” The situation, of course, being her father. The tie that bound them inescapably. “Then those who’ve been wronged should be clamoring for the chance to take him down for themselves,” she said simply. “But it seems I am the only one willing to do what is necessary. And I will enjoy hearing him scream, watching him suffer as I have suffered. I am owed a planet, uncle. I am owed a people. I am owed a body. But since no one can give such things to me, I will take what I’m owed from the pounds of his flesh.”
Her eyes grew dark as she imagined it. A fantasy she never grew tired of -- her father, writhing in pain. Staring up at her with wide eyes, confused and dismayed at being defeated by the daughter he destroyed, then cast aside. He would regret every moment of agony he had inflicted on her, he would feel the cybernetics in her arm tighten around his throat, and the last thing he would see would be her eyes, more like screens than the eyes of her people. “I do not want your kindness. It is pity, and pity is useless,” she snapped, feeling the rage seething in her chest. (A mere chassis, a shell of metal surrounding more wires and electrodes than blood or flesh.) “It is not about happiness. Or peace. There is no peace left to my existence,” she whispered darkly. “Perhaps I am empty, uncle. But there is enough left inside me to kill him. And I will fill myself with his death, with his pain. I will feast on it, as he has feasted on tragedy for centuries.”
She was used to her victims screams, used to the pleas for mercy -- but none came from his lips. He was more like her father than he cared to admit, that haughty gaze in his eye. “There is nothing left to me, do you understand that?” she asked, pressing the baton harder to his throat. Everything in her wanted to kill him, to put an end to this distraction -- but something stayed her hand. “I am nothing but what he has made me. So I will do all that I can, and make him regret creating me in the first place. I am not a ‘self.’ I am a weapon, and I will do as weapons do.” What else could there be? What else could she be?















