Be different.

27.

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Kinda awkward lol

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Minsan nakakabwisit na rin mabring-up ang mga relationship status sa bawat catch-up ng circle ko. Naiirita na talaga ako sa linya nila palagi saakin na, “kaya ka single kasi hindi ka naman nag-eeffort maghanap”

AS IF IT WAS THAT EASY?! And damn. If they only knew how many times I tried, but only to fail several times.

Minsan nakakabobo na rin. Ang daming pwedeng pag-usapan oh?!!

[aidashakur]

To be loved by a thoughtful person is life changing

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A quick escape.

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The thingzz I do as a fanboi! Lol. But srsly, the NEW tour - seventeen con last weekend was so freaking fun!! Enjoy malala talaga, deadma sa sakit ng binti at paa kakatalon HAHAHA

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Not a very healthy weekend food trips.

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Dinner~~~

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Ang hirap maging average. Average sa look. Average sa skills. Average sa talent. Average sa hobbies. Average rin sa work. Not to belittle myself but totoo. Sometimes I wish there’s something I’m good at. Yung tipong ikaka-success ko. Feeling ko kasi I’m chasing into something na hindi para saakin.

And sana may realignment sa life ko. Yung as in sudden realignment na magiging magaan life ko.

Grateful naman ako on where I am now. Pero nakakainis lang na every little good things na nangyayari, ang laking sakuna ang karugtong. Hindi ba pwede happy lang?

I’m aware naman na there’s no such thing as perfect life. But somehow I envy those who always have back ups in life. Hays.

Just a midnight thoughts (and rants? Haha)

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I hope I find success soon. I’m so tired of living only for survival.

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Happy New Year to everyone! Cheers to more success this 2026!

[midnightsadboy]

when i'm finallly gonna talk about my feelings but my eyes start to water, voice gets shaky, my throat starts to hurt and all i can say is "i don't know"

˚. ✦.˳·˖✶ ⋆.✧˚

[aidashakur]

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First time ko mainvolve sa accident (Angkas) !

Nanginginig ako malala. And the scary part was the aggressiveness of both of my angkas driver and the other party involve. Para akong bata sa gilid. Thankfully, there are other kind drivers who offer me to take me home while there the confrontations are still happening. Huhu.

[dailycatsblog]

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My withholding tax this month is umakyat ng halos 8k (not intended to brag, pero just want to rant) tapos mapupunta lang sa kawalanghiyaan ng gobyerno. Putangina yan talaga.

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Just a SKL moments.

Nakakahurt pala kapag you wanted to celebrate something then may maririnig kang hindi maganda from other people.

So, I was promoted to senior sa July and I’m so happy! Like happy happy. Like it was a small win in life after all the hard times. Pero nawala yung excitement ko and napalitan ng kaba and sadness because I hear some negative things about it.

Napaisip ako ng sobra na if may mali ba ako na nagawa or ganito ba talaga yung pag-umaakyat ka ng corporate ladder?

To be honest. sobrang unexpected ko about the promotion. Like, ang layo ng date ng expectation ko pero when the higher ups called me to discuss it, I was really shocked and asked about the “why”. And also, nafelt bad ako when I learned na may mga naiwan na tao.

But somehow, ayun nga. I wanted to celebrate like a “yehey” kind of celebration pero narinig ko yung mga bagay na parang they kept on trying to piga me if I did something when in fact, wala talaga. I’m just doing my job like everyone else. Hindi ako maka-voice out kasi parang nahihiya na ako.

Ayun, nasasad talaga ako.

[aidashakur]

Losing your spark & having to find yourself all over again is so hard