i‘m going to sleep for the rest of my life

last cut: 17.09.2019

[kosmogrl]

when i’m already overstimulated and a coworker asks the dumbest question ever so now I have to spend the rest of the day killing them inside my mind

[exzhale]

[000l]

no more lustful men, lord. please, send me the sweetest man, someone genuine, respectful, and with clear intentions.

[kosmogrl]

hey ahah… does anyone know if the feeling of emptiness I’ve had since I was 13 ever goes away?

[valentina-poem]

[serious]

[marmoriss]

At this age I’m only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty.

[thoughtstherapy]

[free-my-mindd]

[valentina-poem]

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[molten-lavender]

Can someone please cuddle me until my brain is silent

[one-more-fucking-cuut]

i haven't been on tumblr for 3 years or so but it has always felt like it was my place to rant, and i just don't know what to do with myself anymore.

i am just so fucking lost and aching so bad. i need to express myself. but i do not know where. i do not know how.

i feel like i have no support system. no one cares. i've been in this crisis state for days now and it feels like i will not make it alive.

people don't get it. i need them. i need their reassurance. i can't find comfort in my own presence. i need someone to care. to tell me i'm good enough. to tell me they love me, even when i am depressed and suicidal.

i just wish someone would care. but the world wants me dead.

[theclassicsreader]

I can't stand it to think my life is going so fast and I'm not really living it.

– Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises

[aidashakur]

I love to disappear. I’m getting tired of being around people.

[valentina-poem]

[manincaffeine]

Being single is fun, but suddenly you're 24, barely have friends, life sucks, and you sit in your empty room scrolling through your contacts, trying to find somebody to talk to, but you fail miserably. I wonder whom you go to? when you wanna talk about disappointments or life ig.