Blue is (kinda) recovering

TW • READ PINNED POST • he/it • in ana recovery since 2nd jan 2022 • semi inactive account • dms open • i live in australia lol • previously cosmic-07

[blxxding-blue-boy]

pls read !!

*youtuber intro voice* WHAT'S UP, it's me cosmic/blue, back from the de4d after being brutally murd3red by t daddy.

I AM NOT PR0 AN0REX1A. I AM IN REC0VERY.

my other blog: @blxxding-blue-boy-vent - that one is mainly just for full on venting, so that i can keep that off my main page.

!!! recovering since 2nd jan 2022 // att3mpt free since 24th dec 2021 !!!

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PLEASE WRITE STUPID SHIT IN MY ASK BOX <3

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if you have an ed (and don't fit into my dni criteria) you're welcome here. mainly i just shitpost, relating to my mental illnesses and personal struggles. if you don't wanna witness me being a total wreck of a human being, please just leave or block me. this is my only safe space. i'm kinda sick and tired of all my safe places being torn away from me, just let me do my thing. even tho i'm trying to recover, that doesn't instantly make me perfect, it takes years to recover from an eat1ng dis0rder especially without external support. i still need to vent, i will still relapse, recovery is hard as fuck to fully achieve but hopefully i'll make it there eventually.

i'm just your average anti-capitalist, acab, satanic, emo/goth teen. i'm trans, autistic, sapphic, all of that fun stuff, and i think maybe also poly. my pronouns are he/it and my gender labels are transmasc + neurogender + genderqueer + fluid-flux + androgyne. as you can see, my relationship with gender is pretty complex, i LOVE talking about it, you're more than welcome to send any questions my way.

i like cats, legend of zelda botw, beetlejuice, pierce the veil, the cure, makeup, and garlic bread. i also am an0rexic. that's pretty much my whole personality, lol.

also pls note, sometimes i spam (30+ posts in 5mins, literally) and sometimes i'm inactive for weeks on end, if there's something in particular you want me to see then you're welcome to pm me! :)

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i'm a minor. creepy stuff will not be tolerated. trying to make any sort of romantic/sexua1 advances on me is not okay and i will immediately block you. i don't mind adults following and interacting with my posts as long as you're respectful.

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trigger warnings for this account are: - e4ting d1sorder stuff - sh & svicide - abvse/csa/r4pe - mentions of transph0bia/hom0phobia/fatph0bia/rac1sm/etc - general venting and mental health related topics there will be more but these are the most common ones. i don't censor mentions of these topics so please be aware before following me. please note i will never post b0dy ch3cks, sh pics, or anything like that. i may mention my we1ght and cal0rie counts occasionally, but those will always be under a specific warning and "read me" option.

generally i dont use tags except on some posts which could be super triggering (such as nsfw ones) so be aware of that before you follow me please. i also use leet speech on some words which may be flagged by tumblr.

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dni if you are any of the following: - under the age of 13 - transph0bic/hom0phobic/terf/anti-neopronoun/etc - pro-ed/fatph0bic/ed fet1shist/th1nspo poster/etc - end0genic system/etc - p0rn blog/fet1sh blog/ped0/ana coach/z00phile/etc - pro-life/anti-ab0rtion/etc - rac1st/blue lives matter/all lives matter/etc - support cops in any way shape or form - anti-vaxx/anti-mask/etc - anti-self diagnosis/etc if i see any of these sorts of accounts following me you'll be blocked.

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i might block/soft block you if: - you fit into one of the dni categories above - your blog is empty/has no profile picture/has no posts - i don't agree with what you post/your views - i feel uncomfortable with you following me for any other reason if i do block you, please just respect that, there isn't any point making another account to try and get to me. i'm not that interesting. and i'll just block you again anyway.

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dms/asks are always welcome! congrats on surviving to the end of my intro, lol. ily.

<3

(ps. i am aware the formatting/some of the colored parts are fucked up, i've tried fixing it, tumblr is being weird. pls ignore it)

[thegreenfaerie-deactivated20240]

I’m a bad sea 🐢 daddy

[fleshdyke]

theyre going to put a fucking band on me

[fleshdyke]

the ladies love my colourful and bright leg band

[fleshdyke]

i have fathered a disproportionate amount of the local egg population as a result of my colourful and bright leg band

[notajerusalemcricket-deactivate]

girl help your colorful and bright leg band is disrupting the ornithologists' data

[fleshdyke]

someone’s mad he doesn’t have a colourful and bright leg band

[notajerusalemcricket-deactivate]

youre fucking up my statistics

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

know what else is being fucked?

[notajerusalemcricket-deactivate]

shut

[fleshdyke]

AAGH AAGH AAGH

[gaycat]

everyone is required to look a clupin (clown lupin)

[anneliis18]

Sniffer looks like such a good boye

[caffeinatedopossum]

When are we gonna start talking about how the negative connotations attached to terms like "attention seeking" serves to demonize people who are seeking help (a GOOD THING that needs to be ENCOURAGED).

Anyways normalize getting help and "attention". It's good and everyone deserves it. People deserve to be noticed and cared for and wanting that doesn't make you a bad person, it makes you a normal person with needs.

[dogkin]

🎉 🎊 a transphobe died today!! 🎉 🎊

[mcrbois]

GERARD WAY

[greelin]

“plant-based almonds” what nut ISN’T plant-based……

[greelin]

[gerardpilled]

omg what if they play... no i can't even get my hopes up

[gerardpilled]

guys. what if.

[blxxding-blue-boy]

rainbowdash is a they/them lesbian, CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE

*i dont own this picture btw i stole it from google

[griancraft]

“Girls gays and theys” <- uninclusive while trying to be inclusive. Bad. Makes me uncomfortable.

“Ladies, gentlemen, and other distinguished guests” <- inclusive but far, far too formal

“Alrighty gamers” <- Incisive of everyone, informal, and fun to say.

[bird-cannibalism]

“Everypony” <== pisses everyone off.  flawless

[rougey]

"Friends, enemies, and those still under review"

[kdinjenzen]

Or you can go with my usual...

"Dears, Darlings, and Degenerates." <- You know which one you are based on your level of excitement upon hearing each term.

[gerardpilled]

no like obviously if Gerard is seriously using stage outfits as an outlet to experiment with traditionally gendered looks that's so awesome. I seriously love it and as I've said in the past I do think we should treat looks like the cheerleader and the 'casino owner' on the same level in terms of Performance. That being said it is so funny seeing a look like his Scotland muscle tee covered in motor oil. It's like aw... pretending to be all tough and masc... lol....

[blxxding-blue-boy]

what is your opinion on pass the nirvana

its so good, im so so so so so so excited for the new album coming out soon, honestly i really like the path they're taking now with a more punk style. a lot of people don't but they just have bad taste

also ur a sussy baka

ily,, uwu <3

/fam /gen

[blxxding-blue-boy]

boinkus spoinkus

[blxxding-blue-boy]

i have decided that instead of telling assholes to "suck my dick", i will tell them they CAN'T suck my dick.

my dick is a privilege, and they don't deserve it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[thottistani-deactivated20220220]

No gay has all 5:

- A job

- Good relationship with father

- Neurotypical brain

- Ability to top

- Driver’s license

[garbage-empress]

this is a fun post because people will say how many they have in the tags then you get to figure out which ones.

[fin-has-fallen]

i dare u to guess

I have 1 ;-;

[thegaybitch15-deactivated202303]

Same

[blxxding-blue-boy]

ummm i have maybe half of one