[andysambrg]

do all lovers feel like they’re inventing something? i know the gestures. i imagined it all, waiting for you.

portrait de la jeune fille en feu / portrait of a lady on fire, 2019

[bncsnds]

I can't I fckn can't why why they look like you why i have to live u all over again I hate u u fckn hate u I loved you I love you too much I fckn hate you u were my silver lining I fckn hate you and I can't even replace you I hate you so fucking much I wish I was someone else so you'd have treated me better I wish u wouldn't act certain ways but it's not fair I fckn fought and ached for you I get so mad anytime I remember you bc all I want is to forget but it was years FUCKING YEARS I love you so fucking much and I hate it I hate myself I'm so fucking sorry I wish things would be different and I jus want you back a lot of times I fckn hate you I hate u why u make me love you why you treat me like shit

[bncsnds]

Faithy ate if he wanna date

[bncsnds]

He calling me Lei Lei

[bncsnds]

I wish I was or looked like someone else so badly. Maybe you would've liked me more. Maybe I wouldn't feel so horrible when I see myself

I'm dirt I feel like dirt, meaningless and stepped on

[bncsnds]

You can feel it in ur chest how much you miss someone

[bncsnds]

Why'd you'd do that why did I have to see you I want to hurt myself so badly

[bncsnds]

I wish I looked like someone else so badly I wish I could behave like someone that you'd want

I didn't want to see your name and I didn't want to see any faces

My heart is broken I can't even be consoled Im just stuck w this pain

I'm so sorry God I'm so fucking sorry please don't keep punishing me I'm an idiot I'm sorry God please I'm asking for mercy bc I can't keep doing this

Help me please I'm so fucking sad and I just want to be ok just ok please

[bncsnds]

The head was good the pussy was good he came in 5 mins

[bncsnds]

[bncsnds]

I've waited my whole life just to shit on niggas

[bncsnds]

baby text me

[bncsnds]

I can't see many stars rn jus a few, made me think of u

[bncsnds]

My nigga can't believe he having sex w me

[bncsnds]

My nigga the sexiest y'all can't compete

[bncsnds]

It was love at first sight I knew he was supposed to be mine now look look what happened I love you too much

[bncsnds]

I've waited my whole life just to shit on niggas