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this blog is for ME, i’m not trying to encourage anyone else i’m 21

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[y0ungd0ve]

[fatacidbarbiedoll]

[killed-by-overthinking]

[mentaldiisease]

Instagram: self_inflicted_

[mydeadgreeneyes]

[tortugacansada-deactivated20200]

why am i like… competitive about weight loss?? like i just found out someone i know also has an ed and my immediate reaction is to compare myself to them?? and god im so fat can i die

[modelsof-color]

Malika El Maslouhi at Alberta Ferretti FW 19

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[ihateiu]

[boredpd]

me, sitting in my room drowning in rubbish, staring at one spot and not doing anything just feeling numb and lowkey suicidal: what if i faked being mentally ill

[pomegranateboys]

not eating feels so clean

[lxsingitall]

No… it doesn’t. It hurts. It’s depressing. It’s exhausting. It feels wrong and sad and you know it’s killing you but you can’t stop. Starving yourself isn’t glamorous. Eating disorders aren’t glamorous. We’re not pure for destroying our bodies. We are unwell.

[pomegranateboys]

make ur own post I’m like a brita filter over here

[kittyb4e]

[pudgefree]

[airthin-deactivated20180502]

I DON’T WANNA BE THICK OR HOT OR A BADDIE OR HAVE A BIG BOOTY OR THICK THIGHS OR BIG BOOBS.

I WANT TO BE DAINTY AND THIN AND FRAGILE AND WEAR BRALETTES WITH NO PROBLEM AND WEAR A BIKINI AT A BEACH FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE AND BE ABLE TO WEAR JEANS WITHOUT TEARING A HOLE IN THE THIGHS.

I DON’T WANNA DO THIS FOR ANY OF YOU. I WANNA DO THIS SO I CAN LOOK HOW I WANT TO LOOK.

[xofswxrds]

The problem isn’t ‘my stomach rumbling’ the problem is my brain 24/7 screaming NUTELLA SKINNY BREAD bREAD FOODNUTELLA SKINNY MAC N C H E E S E like my stomach is fine I just have a literal pig that lives in my head.