So, ive been thinking a lot about it and i tried in many ways to not do this but i’ve been struggling thru the last year until now to work, raise money and be able to live by myself. It’s been a very tough time worldwide but being POC, dealing with anxiety and living in Brasil in such dystopian times is truly harmful for the mind and for the body.
My main source of work is my notebook, which is exactly 10 years old and i dont even know how i’ve been able to keep working with it for such a long time, doing what i do. The current state of my notebook is: screen suddenly glitches out, buttons missing, touchpad failing, only 2 of 3 usb drivers are fine which makes working with is even harder and the hardware it not up to date with the software so updating the windows just makes it all worse...
A new decent computer is about R$ 4.000,00 and it seems to be the only good option to keep my work going on, since fixing the one i have would be too expensive and wouldnt make it work properly to the current times anyway... To beg here wasn’t on my plans but to raise this money working with my computer seem to be impossible at the moment cause it takes way more time to work in this ancient machine then in a new one, it makes my work go cheap and/or money gets over before next payment arrive so it’s just an evil loop. i’ve tried many alternate ways to raise this money already (onlyfans / sex work / selling packs of nudes / prints /etc) but the only way to keep doing what i really like is buying a new one.
I am very thankful to y’all for rebloging my works and for being with me thru all this blogging life. Thanks to it ive got some comissions and been able to sell digital files. But now I NEED YOUR HELP and every help counts.
We all know that mainstream culture in the whole world wouldnt be the same nowaways without us bloggers shaping it the past 10 years in the underground web from our global south countries, we’re all a part of it.
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