June’s Ed Blog

Hi, I’m June. I’m 19<3 - I’m super pro-recovery for everyone, just struggling a bit myself and enjoying feeling safe in a community I can relate to. - Please leave if you don't have an ED, or if you don't want to see triggering content. I would hate to see anyone hurt. - Stay safe out there guys, stay alive. (all reblogs are just for me to save them, please block, don't report. This is the only thing keeping me sane right now.)

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doing a three day fast starting tomorrow

any tips to not die? lol

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im a fantastic baker and i have an eating disorder

why does god hate me?

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i feel like food is so much better with an ed, for me personally

in recovery i am never hungry and everything tastes bland and mediocre. eating makes me feel bloated, disgusting, and sick

vs when im restricting and only eat when I’m actually starving food is like… mind-knowingly euphoric to eat.

and the feeling of an empty stomach/hunger is addictive af

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does anyone else have random days where you eat like a “normal” person and don’t feel bad?

and then literally the day after you eat one cracker and feel like you deserve to die for being so disgusting?

just me?

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fasting for 48hrs so i can eat something fun with my boyfriend on our anniversary

wish me luck 😩

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why is it so hard to fall asleep when you’re hungry? 😩

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i put on skinny jeans that fit me at my lowest weight to guilt myself into not binging

and they fit better than they did before…?

i don’t weigh myself because it stresses me out but goddamn

what in the body-dysmorphic-fuck. i’m at my lw again and i didn’t even realize

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why is hunger so comforting?

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the phrase that keeps me on track:

“Power comes from a willingness to do things that others won’t.”

i refuse to give up on myself.

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so close to 24 hrs 😫

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OMAD has really been doing me some favours lately.

calorie counting was stressing me out and putting me into that “i’ll just say fuck it and start again tomorrow” mindset, so now i’m eating once a day

it really helped with avoiding binges because they’re usually triggered three or four hours after i eat (and start to get hungry again) so now the idea of throwing those hours away is keeping me on track

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Why is edtwt so mean? I feel like we’re all so friendly with each other on here, but over there they’ll rip you to shreds if you’re not bmi 13

jesus 0.0

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the feeling of waking up and going to sleep with a flat stomach >>>

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using pictures of myself at my lowest weight as thinspo >>>

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went to the mall to buy a coat recently

the sales girl was helping me with sizing and said

“we have medium and small…”, paused to gesture at me “you’re probably going to be an extra small, so let’s go with that.”

literally so euphoric like

made my entire week :)

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watching 2000s shows and movies bc all the girls were th1nspo >>