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Rue has obviously never watched John Mulaney
Victoria Javadi, who knows a lot about parental pressure and people-pleasing, who went to college extremely early and did well, who followed her parents into medicine.
Victoria Javadi, who on her first day in the ER saw a degloved foot and fainted, realizing how much different it was from theory but soldiered on.
Victoria Javadi, who was razzed for it relentlessly by Santos but never stopped insisting on her boundaries.
Victoria Javadi, who was initially thrown and a little worried about McKay’s ankle monitor, and grows to understand nuance and grey areas.
Victoria Javadi, who has to fight her mother over diagnoses and procedures twice in her first day, who is embarrassed by her mother’s overbearing attitude and treatment of her, and finally learns to set boundaries.
Victoria Javadi, who missed a diagnosis because of the shift having to go analog, who deals with the guilt of how her actions can have major consequences for her patients, and owns up to it, and manages to stay standing after her mother publicly tears into her for this and demeans what she does.
Victoria Javadi, who loses her patience with an overbearing father who can’t stop pushing his injured son and speaks up in the boy’s defense.
Victoria Javadi, who awkwardly flirted with Mateo and accepted that he doesn’t date fellow coworkers, and who overcame the awkwardness to become work friends with him.
Victoria Javadi, who runs a TikTok account devoted to “badass self-care” that is extremely popular and helpful.
Victoria Javadi, who realizes that if she can’t physically throw out the ICE agents, she can document their misdeeds and make them famous for their terrible treatment and unjust arrests of Pranita and Jesse.
Victoria Javadi, who can hold her own against a spiraling Dr. Robby.
Victoria Javadi, who will always have her mother in the back of her mind…except for the fact that that voice is growing quieter, and she is forging her own identity both as a doctor and as a person.
Victoria Javadi, who is going to be a hell of a good emergency psychiatrist.
let me just park in a way that brings shame upon my entire family line
In his defense, he’d just had a hole drilled into his skull. Then again, he volunteered to have that done, so maybe this is circular logic.
Tonight's episode seems to be all about people switching tactics. Offense to defense, defense to offense, attack to retreat, retreat to attack.
Some are more subtle than others. Dana's usual mode with Robby is to beat him over the head with truth bombs. When she realizes this isn't working with him, she turns to Abbot, begging him to help work on Robby, knowing that something is deeply wrong, but unable to voice the words aloud. And it's rare that Dana is at a loss for words.
Others are pretty obvious. Langdon has been rusty all shift, Ellis wasn't wrong! He's second-guessing himself, tongue-tied when questioned by Robby, beating himself up when he suggests the wrong course of action with the asthma patient. He keeps hanging around the ER, not really involved in cases, but looking in. Then the MVA patient comes in, and he's able to be the one to pull off some cowboy magic and save the patient and his ability to walk. It's enlivening - you can see the confidence flying back into his smile.
McKay has tried intimating to Robby that she fears where he's heading, likening him to some of the addicts that she'd known. When that doesn't yield results, she tries a different tactic, suggesting that he actually listen to Javadi when she's trying to tell him that she wasn't making a TikTok, and that he needs to work on self-care and take some of the advice of his younger staff.
Caleb the social worker has been trying to reach Robby all shift. He's gentle in his approach, but persistent. But after seeing Robby's callous remark to Mohan about her patient, Orlando, he's spurred into action. When Robby tries to blow him off again, we see this mostly gentle man bark at him and manage to grab his attention for a few minutes.
Another change of tactics - Mohan has endured Robby's abuse all shift, along with an emotionally taxing day where she's trying to figure out her future. And yet after a terrible few moments where she thinks she's actually having a heart attack, and then is ridiculed by Robby in front of her peers for having a panic attack - this lady soldiers on. But after Robby's final devastating zinger about Orlando, she chooses retreat. She's choosing self-preservation.
Another less obvious change of tactics, there's Mel. We've seen in several instances that she's realizing she doesn't have a life outside of the hospital or what her sister likes to do. But now we see that her sister has a life outside of her. For the first time, we see her discussing Colonial Williamsburg and history reenactors - she likes the Renaissance Fair, and thinks they might not be too different, and is curious if they meet up outside of the park. She's wondering all of this aloud in front of the others, who look pretty nonplussed, but gets encouragement from McKay, who realizes that she needs some affirmation. But Mel’s taking some initiative in her personal life!
Whitaker is someone who justifiably has a reputation for being easygoing. He'll endure no end of teasing, both rough and kind - he lives with Santos, after all. But when he feels, even slightly, sarcasm or teasing from Langdon (who, I should add, is a little bit on the defensive after catching Whitaker's look when he sees him taking Advil), he goes immediately on the defensive. He demands respect - he's seen Langdon berate Santos, and he knows their history. I believe that informs his reaction, but he's not wrong. And to his credit, Langdon backs off and apologizes, promising not to do it again. Whitaker being Whitaker, he immediately apologizes for his tone, and Langdon tells him not to - he needs to protect his boundaries.
al Hashimi also changes tactics toward the end of the episode. After initially hiding a medical problem that seems to be flaring up that day and trying to get hold of her doctor for help, she gets confronted by Robby. It looks as if he's about to grill al Hashimi about her medical issue in front of the people they manage (big problem, dude, you don't do that), she manages to slide away after their patient codes and they bring her back. But realizing that he knows something is up, she chooses to stop defending, and approaches him, looking for his advice. From the preview for next week, it doesn't look like that may pan out well for our suddenly filterless attending.
And finally - Robby. He's been slowly unraveling all shift, the burnout taking a toll on everything. He keeps looking for someone to give him a reason to stay. But no one he talks to really can give him unbiased advice - they're all in the same relationship with the hospital, where the admin demands that they give everything emotionally, mentally, and physically to their job, and gives them very little in protection or renumeration. Duke provides that outside perspective. He's got nothing to do but wait for test results, so he can see the pace that these people work at and the effect it has on them. He keeps trying to bring this up to Robby, who keeps blowing him off to tend to ambulances. But finally, Duke captures Robby's attention by making him think that Duke's afraid of death. His concern gives Duke the window of opportunity needed to confront him directly about his sabbatical plans.
And it catches Robby off-guard. It lets him finally be honest about what's going on inside his head, possibly even to himself for the first time. About the place that is both keeping him alive and killing him. His filters are gone, as we see in the next scene, when he publicly berates the paramedics for their treatment of a previous patient. (as much as the speech was needed, it is a marked difference from the Robby of Season One who reprimanded Langdon in private) His filters are gone.
THE VERY FIRST STAR TREK SLASH FIC PUBLISHED
“A Fragment out of Time”, published in 1974. Kirk / Spock. page 1 page 2
I had to share it with you because I can’t stop laughing, and every time I reread it it just gets funnier and fUNNIER
This fan fiction is older than the push-through tabs on soda cans.
Your grandma wrote this on her Commodore 64.
I miss my Commodore 64
Oh my dear, sweet children. The Commodore 64 came out in 1982. This was produced on a typewriter and probably mimeographed. And while it may seem funny now, it took more courage to write and distribute this than you will ever know.
Reblogged for that last comment.
respect your elders
Children, in the olden days fanfiction was written on a typewriter, copied and sent by snail mail. Getting one one of those letters from across the world was every bit as exciting as getting a notification that your favorite writer posted a new fic.
It’s been said before, but the fact that this fic begins with the dialogue assertion “We’re by no means setting a precedent” is endlessly amusing to me.
Diane Marchant changed all our lives. May she rest in peace.
The precedent line is especially amusing when you bear in mind that “A Fragment Out of Time” is not only the first Star Trek slashfic to be published in a widely distributed magazine: it’s believed by some to be the first slashfic of any kind to be widely published.
In 1974 it was illegal to send pornography through the USPS. So distributing fic like this via mailed newsletter was literally dangerous. And they knew it.
Something something about Roxie making sure that if she had to die while her children were still young, she was going to make sure that it was in a place that they wouldn't have to live in. And something about Robby having to continually return to the site where he had had to make the decision to take Dr. Adamson off of the ECMO and it absolutely haunts him. He can't even stay very long in the pediatrics room without nearly having a panic attack.
Roxie tells her husband she doesn't want him to live with her ghost. He replies that he'd be happy to live with her ghost. Robby lives daily with Dr. Adamson's ghost still haunting each room of the Pitt. When Dana tells Robby that the Pitt survived without Adamson and without her, and it would survive without Robby, it absolutely wounds him.
As we see the fallout for Robby dealing with the trauma of losing his lifeline human connection, it's also good to see a family where the dying person had the chance to foresee these problems and spare their family that particular pain. Roxie's children will be able to go home and grieve in a place that hopefully only holds good memories of their mother. Robby's home really is the Pitt - and the good memories of the man who seems to really have been his father figure are obscured by the drawn-out trauma of his passing.
(I want to make clear that no blame is assigned to Dr. Adamson - he was a hero, fighting Covid until it took him down. He likely had no choice about where he was treated. It's just that Roxie's situation is an interesting parallel to Dr. Adamson's)
the pitt | i got soul but i'm not a soldier
Dana: (breaks the rules and manages to set off alarms that allow the incarcerated patient to stay in the hospital and get care that might actually let him heal)
Robby:
Dana: (breaks the rules and uses unprescribed meds to knock out an aggressive patient and save Emma's life)
Buddy, you've gotta pick a lane and stick with it.
Someone in the medical side of Tumblr correct me if I'm barking up the wrong tree, but there are multiple case studies of medical care professionals dealing with substance abuse. Especially in emergency medicine where there are high rates of burnout, stress, and fatigue from these twelve-hour shifts. Not to mention - easy access to substances that can be abused.
So why does it seem like Dr. al-Hashimi is incredibly shocked by this revelation? Why is Dr. Santos holding it over Langdon's head?
Because honestly, if I had a medical profession and a colleague was going into rehab for addiction - my natural assumption would be that they got it from work. I wouldn't find that shocking at all.
al-Hashimi: "I'm recommending two attendings on shift."
Robby: "How did the patient's nose get broken?"
Dana:
Robby: "How did the patient's nose get broken?"
Dana:
Prediction - the last few episodes let the day shift finish at seven as normal. The last two hours are Dr. al-Hashimi dragging everyone into a room for forcible group therapy.
Bonus points if it’s the kind where they get to shock each other, like in the Simpsons.
Free my man Jesse, he did nothing wrong. Let him and the lady he was treating (forgot her name, it was an intense episode) go free and have free punches at those agents when this is done and when her shoulder heals.
when you spent all morning trying to talk to your coworker (who has the same job title as you) about how to make sure that your workplace has a smooth transition from his control to yours, but he kept blowing you off and didn't want to hear about any of the idea that you had and wanted to run by him, and every time you tried to have a serious conversation with you he would say he was just trying to get through the day so he could leave on his three month sabbatical, and now, after ignoring every single attempt you made to make sure that you could run your workplace smoothly without him, he's telling you he doesn't think that the workplace will survive without him (he just berrated one of his female employees for being stressed) even though you just saved a child with a procedure he had never even heard of, much less knew how to perform
Get him, Baran!
Abbot, I know you desperately need a nap before your shift. But if you want to come in early and slash Robby’s tires, tell Dr. Javadi Sr. to quit berating Javadi Jr., give Mel some reassurance, have a Frank (ha!) talk with Langdon, help out Al-Hashimi as she adjusts to a new environment, talk with Santos about her various issues getting from day-to-day, hug Dana, and let Samira rest her weary head on your impressive pecs, it might keep things going until the inevitable wave of firework injures during your shift.
Robby seems capable of helping Whitaker and that’s about it. Shout out to Al-Hashimi for seeking out treatment when she knew she needed it. Does not seem like that’s something Robby is capable of, and the department is suffering.
Also, Samira, girl. The only reason he would hesitate to write that letter is because you might move away.
I mean, I’m not happy for a water park disaster, but if that’s what it takes to give a reason for Dr. Abbot to stay at the ER and interact more with Dr. Mohan…