Apr 8, 2023
I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. The struggle of trying to balance your old life and your new life and your future life. When they all come together I can really f*** with you. I'm boring pieces of me and two men emotionally. The one man that I allowed to physically be intimate with is so guarded emotionally. But when we're together it feels like we can do anything and be anything and go anywhere we want to. I don't even know what I'm feeling I don't know what I want to say I don't know I just feel like I have to talk. It's a lot of things that are going to change, am I? Would it be better if I changed? How did I get here
