Devyn Fayrer

Pouring out my heart to a stranger But I didn't pour the whiskey. | 24 | INFP |

[oldinterneticons]

[boosbog]

Rant (ignore this):

3 days till my birthday and all I can feel is dread. Turning 25, when I've achieved nothing makes me respect myself a little less. My list of failures is longer than the list of success. My peers are graduating from their masters, falling in love, getting married, getting promoted, and I'm here, unemployed, unloved, unfulfilled. I thought I hit my rock bottom when I was 17-18, being depressed with no dream for my future. I'm 24 and I have so many dreams, dreams that I'm constantly working on, studying everyday, building projects, researching. But everything I do seems useless. I don't know what to do, it's slowly suffocating me. It's 3am, I'm drunk and I haven't slept properly for a week. My mind and my heart is heavy and messy. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to make my parents proud, I don't know what step is the next.

[allsadnshit]

NO ONE HAS TO THINK HOW YOU LIVE IS BEAUTIFUL. NO ONE HAS TO THINK YOU’RE STRONG OR COOL OR INNOVATIVE. 

DO IT FOR YOURSELF

[k1tk4ttt]

How I feel reading smut while being scared of intimacy in real life

[kissingkosmos]

got this off of twitter to bring it back to tumblr

thank you bulldyke-rider

[boosbog]

Came here searching for bulldyke-rider. Got to know that they deactivated their account 😔

[surqrised]

“You must want to spend the rest of your life with yourself first.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

[driftwoodsix]

still living with my parents as an adult is just like. i'm grateful to not have to pay for groceries. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to have a roof over my head and not have to pay rent. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to not have to worry about sending out endless job applications that all lead to nowhere. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful i'm grateful i'm so fucking grateful. i have to get out of here

[boosbog]

I lowkey feel bad for Thakuna. He's depicted as this sad little guy in lobotomy kaisen memes😭😭😭. Can some amazing writers please write Thakuna x reader or something.

Like look at this guy, doesn't even have teeth or hands, trying to use Dismantle. Please I love him😭😭😭😭

[free-my-mindd]

[worldhistoire]

Welcome 2026!

[only-cat-memes]

[natti-ice]

[only-cat-memes]

[boosbog]

[nymphaura777]

Procrastinating? Read this.

So, you wanna manifest your dream life but keep putting it off?

Let’s be real. You say you’re gonna affirm, visualize, and persist, but then suddenly, scrolling through reels, watching a whole-ass Netflix series, or overanalyzing the 3D becomes your full-time job. And then? You freak out because nothing is changing. Sound familiar? Yeah, thought so.

Why do you even procrastinate on something you want?

Your brain is lowkey tripping. It craves instant dopamine, and let’s be honest—staring at your ceiling, imagining your dream life while reality looks the same ain’t always fun. Your mind wants proof, results, and fireworks ASAP, but that’s not how this game works. You gotta train your brain like a puppy: consistency, belief, and a whole lotta "sit down and shut up" energy.

"I’ll start tomorrow" is the biggest scam ever to exist, no cap fr.

Tell me why you think tomorrow will magically make you more disciplined? Spoiler alert: It won’t. Tomorrow turns into next week, next month, and suddenly it’s 2026 and you’re still waiting for "the right moment." That moment? It’s now. Get up. Start affirming. Step into the version of you that already has it.

The 3D is playing with your head, but you gotta play it back

I know, I know, the 3D is looking disrespectful. Your SP is acting like you don’t exist, your bank account is laughing at you, and your dream life feels like a fever dream. But guess what? The 3D is just old news, and if you keep reacting, you’re just keeping the same boring storyline alive. Ignore it. You’re the director here.

How to actually stop procrastinating & start manifesting

Set a deadline for your doubts: Give yourself 10 minutes to freak out, then move tf on cause we ain't gonna suppress our emotions.

Romanticize your manifestation: Act like you’re the main character and your dream life is unfolding.

Affirm like it’s your job: No days off. No breaks. This is your reality, claim it.

Stop playing victim: You are literally the creator of your life. Act like it.

Make it a habit: Turn manifesting into muscle memory. If you can scroll IG for hours, you can repeat affirmations.

Drop the obsession: Desperate energy repels. Relax. Breathe. Your desire is already yours.

You either keep waiting, or you wake up and take control

The truth is, your dream life is waiting on YOU. Not the universe, not some random timeline, not "divine timing" just YOU deciding to stop playing and actually persist. So, what’s it gonna be? Are you gonna keep making excuses, or are you finally gonna step into your power?

You already know what to do. Now go do it, embody that version and manifest your dream life!

[kosmogrl]

[escuerzoresucitado]