"Tell Him, Theres Too Much Beauty To Quit."

My life, in words, photographs, music, quotes... in any way I can express myself. My journey, if you will.

[borderlinelifer]

I got really into drawing anatomy too but I prefer abstract. #anatomydrawings #anatomydrawing #art #watercolor #drawing #sketches #icanart #icandraw #arting #imadethis #ididanart https://www.instagram.com/p/BwxiIqPA_CS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rutdj1xtkhqp

[borderlinelifer]

I have created 90’s pink nail polish by using two different nail polishes! YASSSS! #90sfashion #90snails #90snailpolish #90spink #ilovethe90s #yasss #ihavecreatedamonster #success #soexcited #imustbebored https://www.instagram.com/p/BuUktROnPbm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pjq5rs937imh

[borderlinelifer]

Just a friendly reminder my book is on amazon for paperback $12.34 and kindle $4.07. It’s a collection of poetry of over a year in chronological order to show what it’s like inside the mind of a borderline. #shamelessselfpromotion #shamelessselfpromo #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdawareness #endthestigma #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #ptsd #anxiety #adhd #grief #abandonmentissues #poetrycommunity #poetry #poetrybyme #poetrybook #createspace #amazonkindle #kindle #selfpublished #selfpublishedauthor #kdpdirectpublishing https://www.instagram.com/p/BuQJgJZnj27/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=42fvycx0ekl5

[borderlinelifer]

That's the beauty of life. Endless possibilities and endless adventures. Endless emotions to feel. I think that's why I haven't been able to actually go... why I keep trying because there's too much more to do. So much more to experience. So much more heartache, love, magic and beauty. How could I ever leave that? Even if at the end it was all darkness at least I got to try. Right? I got to love, I got to see beauty, I picked myself up. I kept going. I walked through hell. I survived. Because none of us are making it out alive. #endless #mywords #mythoughts #thisiswhatibelievein #life #wordstoliveby #hearme #mentalhealth #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder https://www.instagram.com/p/BuMo-oEHgc7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m6ylfmzf3fii

[borderlinelifer]

I’m a puffer fish! #pufferfish #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalillness #thisiswhatmentalillnesslookslike #ptsd #anxiety #meepmeep #hiiii https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHtk2QHqD9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=srrwmsziw94h

[borderlinelifer]

Unleash the insanity. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealthquotes #quotes #quotestoliveby #imadethis https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHtF1THEWW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1714tvvj51p7f

[borderlinelifer]

Black hair. https://www.instagram.com/p/Btb98XqH4It/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17ibfyudiy4c8

[borderlinelifer]

I did a thing...#dyedhair #impulsecontrol #nonexistent #longhairdontcare #bpd #mentalillness https://www.instagram.com/p/Btb94O-HhLc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j863jqggr9dd

[borderlinelifer]

Oh, hi there! I did my make up because I was bored. #lazyday #makeup #ineverwearmakeup #bpd #mentalillness #mentalhealth #ohhithereididntseeyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BtT0Raxnod7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12jzz2fjxli87

[borderlinelifer]

Long hair don’t care. #bpd https://www.instagram.com/p/BtTuAh1nZlF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pp9ys7clpqn3

[borderlinelifer]

Any Blue October fans want to buy a signed poster in mint condition (this ones mine for reference). Dm me. #blueoctoberband #blueoctober #blueoctoberfamily #blueoctoberfans #blueoctoberfan #signedposter #2018tour #favoriteband #extraposter #brokecollegestudent https://www.instagram.com/p/BtP6Ze4nGzu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mt6pn8vrgz20

[borderlinelifer]

#blueoctober #tomorrow https://www.instagram.com/p/BtOv7IcnrGv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bhd0wxadeg3c

[borderlinelifer]

Risk it all for love I never thought I could do that Would do that I don’t even know Why I love you The way I do I’m drawn to you In an unearthly way Unexplainable Magnetic pull I’d follow you to hell I’d walk through the fires And know I was safe Because I’m by your side I’d cross oceans And deserts to find you You’re my universe The center of everything that is And ever will be And I know you’ll be my downfall.... my angel of death -B. 11-27-18 #originalwriting #poetry #angelofdeath #love #heartbroken #bpd #loveofmylife #originalpoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/BtNIG3NHcnO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1exohbg9i5tq3

[borderlinelifer]

My journal cover, I added a photo I took and played with as it was developing and put one of my favorite quotes to remind me to not be afraid to live. #journaling #journals #photography #polaroid #polaroidart #quote #whatifyoufly #hope https://www.instagram.com/p/BtMgSWHHC5W/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6ahbumle5avh

[borderlinelifer]

I always did say... you’re going to be the one to kill me, I guess that’s why instead of I love you, I always said, You’re my ride home. -B. 1-19-19 #lovehurts #mywords #heartbroken #youralreadygone #bpd #mentalillness #relationships #iwrotethisforyou https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs3S8OZnkus/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f0xg8fy1e3ro

[borderlinelifer]

#grief #küblerross #bpdproblems #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #mentalillness https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs3EWlDHFAy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u7608iyfyhxu

[borderlinelifer]

‪Barely anyone took my study. If I don’t get enough people I’m screwed please help. It’s anonymous. Here’s the link: http://lab.tellab.org/show/paradigm/iat/5c015c4671a894c407e1f807 link also in my bio #pleasehelp #bpd #mentalillness #Borderline #psychstudent ‬ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq5fTQqHsgh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bjoea3vujwc0