𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸

MAGDA PETERSON. (sideblog: follows back from winchesterborn) JUST TRYING TO LIVE AGAIN. DOSSIER tw for mentions of child abuse/neglect - all will be tagged

[bornpsychic]

hello  !!  my  name  is  cara,  and  this  is  a  sideblog  for  magda  peterson  (  follows  come  from  @winchesterborn  )  .  please  read  my  rules  here  ,  and  my  dossier  here  !!  please  keep  in  mind  that  triggering  content  such  as  reference  to  child  abuse  ,  neglect  ,  and  death  may  appear  here  -  but  it  will be  tagged  as  trigger  tw  .

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑯𝑼𝑮 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

[ side hug ] a casual and friendly hug where one person puts their arm around the other's shoulder / waist [ back hug ] a hug where one person comes up to another and wraps their arms around them [ bear hug ] a tight, warm, and engulfing hug [ waist hug ] a hug where both partners put their arms around each other's waist and hold onto them [ welcome hug ] a hug given to someone as a form of greeting [ goodbye hug ] a hug given to someone before they leave [ reunion hug ] a hug where one leaps into their partner's arms after time apart [ quick hug ] a quick hug that's usually accompanied by a quick pat on the back [ unreciprocated hug ] a hug where one partner remains motionless while the other hugs them [ eye-to-eye hug ] a hug during which two people gaze into each other's eyes [ patting hug ] a hug where one / both partner(s) give a pat on the back [ cuddle hug ] a tight hug where both tightly hold onto each other and one snuggles into the other person's chest [ pickpocket hug ] a hug where they have their arms behind their partner's back and their hands in their pockets [ straddle hug ] a hug where one straddles their partner's waist who is holding them up and they both keep eye contact [ heart-to-heart hug ] a hug where the left arm is over the partner's right shoulder and the right arm around the partner's left side [ london bridge hug ] a hug where the upper bodies are close to each other but the lower bodies are kept apart [ head-on-shoulder hug ] a hug where one partner holds onto their partner's arm and rests their head on their shoulder [ twirl hug ] a hug where one twirls the other around while tightly holding onto them [ flirty hug ] a hug where one has their arms around their partner's neck and their head on their chest [ lingering hug ] a long-lasting hug between close friends or romantic partners [ comforting hug ] a hug given to someone to comfort them [ touch starved hug ] a careful hug given to someone after noticing some signs of touch starvation [ running hug ] a hug where both partners run into each other's arms [ surprise hug ] a hug where one catches the other off guard with an unexpected hug [ apology hug ] a sincere and heartfelt hug given to convey apologies [ group hug ] a hug that involves multiple people [ slow dance ] a type of hug where both partners are incredibly close to one another and sway to some music [ shoulder-to-shoulder hug ] a hug where two people stand side-by-side with their arms around each other's shoulders [ family hug ] a hug given between two family members [ no-words-needed hug ] a hug given when no more words are needed and they just want to be close to one another

[beebssources]

— EVERYTHING IS FUN WITH YOU!

Fun  things  for  muses  to  do  together.  Can be platonic or romantic.

Send  🧺  to  go  on  a  picnic  with  my  muse. Send  🚲  to  ride  bikes  with  my  muses. Send  🌆  to  wander  the  city  with  my  muse. Send  🌠  to  stargaze  with  my  muse. Send  🛼  to  go  roller  skating  with  my  muse. Send  ⛸️  to  go  ice  skating  with  my  muse. Send  🕹️  to  go  to  the  arcade  with  my  muse. Send  🌳  to  climb  trees  with  my  muse. Send  🏕️  to  go  camping  with  my  muse. Send  ⛰️  to  go  hiking  with  my  muse. Send  🎢  to  go  to  an  amusement  park  with  my  muse. Send  🏖️  to  go  to  the  beach  with  my  muse. Send  🍦  to  get  ice  cream  with  my  muse. Send  🎤  to  go  to  a  karaoke  club  with  my  muse. Send  🐟  to  visit  an  aquarium  with  my  muse. Send  🎳  to  go  bowling  with  my  muse. Send  ⛵  to  rent  a  sailboat  with  my  muse. Send  🐕  to  visit  an  animal  shelter  with  my  muse.

[bornpsychic]

@lilyspaintedred

" uh - " this was awkward , with flour on her cheeks and messy hands . " i think i messed up the cookies . "

[bornpsychic]

I FORGOT THIS BLOG

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“  i  think  i  kind  of  forgot  to  socialize  for  awhile  .  ” 

[soulmemesarc]

the cost of victory.

literally self sacrificing muse prompts bc. i mean i wish i knew any other reason than the fact that we're all little angsty angels at heart. please let me know if you want anything tagged or changed!

to the sacrificing muse.

" no! no, no, what the hell did you do that for?! "

" keep your eyes on me! "

" we need a medic over here! oh, god... oh jesus, what the hell were you thinking?! "

" we did it! we won! hey! we... w-wait, wait a sec, you're hurt... "

" no! stay awake! hey, stay with me! "

" you idiot, we said no stupid shit this time! remember?! "

" no... no, no, no, please don't go, please! please don't go! stay with me! "

" hey, hey... love, you need to keep your eyes open, okay? eyes on me, it's alright, it's... oh, no... no, no, come on, baby, keep 'em open! don't... "

" it's gonna be okay. it is, alright? it'll be just fine, they'll bring us to the hospital, you'll be up and about in no time... "

" you can't die! we made all those plans, remember? you remember, we had all these dreams! buy a house, g-go see that movie you wanted to watch... you need to stay with me so we can do all of that! "

" i'm here. i'm here now, you're not alone. i'm gonna stay with you until help arrives, but you... you gotta work with me, okay? please stay awake, come on! "

" you can't die... you can't leave me... "

" no! don't you dare! don't go! if you die, i'll blame myself for the rest of time! and that'll be your fault! so stay alive! "

" stop it. don't close your eyes, damnit! fight! you've fought your whole life, and now i'm asking you to fight again! stay awake! "

" hey, hey, hey... eyes on me. come on, you can do this! "

from the sacrificing muse.

" l-look at me... hey, look at me... this wasn't your fault. "

" y'know... at the time, this was a really good idea, but i gotta say... i'm kinda regretting it now. "

" phew! this, uh... i'll be honest, this one hurts a lot more than i'd expected! "

" hey... h-hey... i gotta tell you, b'fore i... i love you. "

" n-no... you should go. you shouldn't see me like this... "

" worth it... you're worth it... "

" didn't see that coming, did you? "

" ...i'm sc-scared. i'm... i'm scared... "

" you... you okay? "

" hey... s-stop that, okay? y'gotta look at me now. hear me. i regret none of it. i... i'd do it a thousand times over. "

" h-huh... that was... that was rough... "

" don't be mad... 'm sorry... "

" oh... quit yellin', mm? i'm kinda dying here... "

" d-don't leave... don't wanna... be alone... "

" don't you go blamin' yourself. this was me. i did it. an' i'd do it again... "

" shh... medics won't help me any better than you can... it's okay. it's alright... "

[bornpsychic]

pls  think  about  how  magda’s  mom  probably  went  to  court  and  as  the  last  surviving  family  member  ,  magda  likely  had  to  testify  .

[bornpsychic]

lilyspaintedred​:

“I… yeah sure,” she answered, wanting to be helpful. However, she quickly realized the girl may still be struggling with her injuries and became concerned over her aggravating them further. “Or if… if you just wanna get back to bed to rest, I could bring you some water? If that’s easier?”

perhaps  lily  was  right  .  magda  was  pushing  herself  a  bit  ,  when  she  should  be  letting  her  stitches  heal  and  her  body  rest  .  but  she  hated  feeling  so  useless  .  “  are  you  sure  ?  i  don’t  want  to  be  a  burden  bother  .  ”   magda  had  much  to  unlearn  regarding  her  place  in  this  home  and  in  the  world  in  general  .

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sunsymbols​:

       “Definitely, don’t even worry about it.” Albeit, he probably wouldn’t be too pleased with the lack of warning, but Dean had a habit of finding strays of his own, so he shouldn’t be surprised for Sam to repeat the process. The bunker had more than enough space to spare and there was no way in hell Magda would be left fending for herself after tonight. “I’m really glad you called me, okay? I don’t want you to think I’m angry or annoyed because you deserve to be helped. And we wanted to help.” It was stated simply as he finally settled into the driver’s seat and, for a moment, wondered just how lowly of herself she thought (beause Sam had hated himself for the better part of a decade and would do anything to ensure she wouldn’t feel the same). “I’m just sorry we couldn’t get to you sooner, but .  .  . this, it’s all gonna get better. I know it will.”

magda  rested  her  cheek  against  the  cold  window  ,  nodding  as  she  took  in  what  sam  said  .  the  pain  was  starting  to  subside  into  a  dull  throb  .  but  she  knew  the  moment  she  tried  to  move  ,  it  would  begin  to  hurt  again  .  “  it’s  not  your  fault  .  ”  how  were  they  to  know  she  was  being  hunted  ?  magda  ,  with  her  powers  ,  had  not  been  able  to  track  him  .  and  even  though  she  had  barely  known  sam  for  a  day  ,  she  trusted  him  .  when  sam  said  it  would  get  better  -  magda  believed  it  .  even  if  she  had  a  hard  time  visualizing  that  herself  .  “  do  you  think  my  mom  will  be  put  away  for  life  ?  ”  the  worry  in  the  back  of  her  head  was  that  she  would  try  and  come  back  for  her  .

[bornpsychic]

heavensuffered​:

“Hey, don’t worry I’ve got this,” Claire said, crouching down to help pick up the cup. It really wasn’t a huge deal and Claire felt worse about having scared the poor girl. She didn’t know the full story, but to end up here in their little found family then she’d clearly been through a lot. It was a theme with them all, but that was the case with most people in their line of work. 

“I really am sorry for startling you,” she added. “Talk about getting off on the wrong foot right?”

Standing up Claire walked the pieces of mug she was holding over to the trash can and dumped them in. 

“You uh, enjoying it here so far?” Claire asked, wondering how she was doing and holding up. Claire knew how jarring it could be to go from one situation to being tossed in to something wholly different. Even if where you were being tossed was better, far better, than where you’d come from it could still be jarring.

the  girl  was  easily  startled  .  it  was  no  fault  of  claire  .  magda  had  only  survived  by  being  on  her  guard  all  the  time  .  it  was  a  tough  habit  to  break  .  magda  made  it  a  point  in  her  mind  to  get  claire  a  new  mug  .  it  was  the  least  that  she  could  do  ,  really  .

“  ah  -  yes  .  sam  has  really  helped  me  adjust  to  living  here  .  ”  and  not  in  a  basement  locked  away  .  “  i’m  trying  to  catch  up  in  school  so  i  can  go  to  college  eventually  .  i  - uh  -  got  a  bit  behind  for  a  few  years  .  ”  but  they  had  all  been  so  supportive  .  something  magda  had  not  expected  . 

[bornpsychic]

please  like  for  a  starter  !!  will  likely  be  set  in  season  12  unless  you  let  me  know  you  want  my  modern  day  verse  .

[bornpsychic]

“family isn’t who you’re born to it is who you’d die for.” (HeavenSuffered)

** protective  sentence  starters.

“  yeah  .  ”  considering  magda’s  own  family  faked  her  death  and  did  unspeakably  terrible  things  to  her  ,  she  was  much  happier  for  her  chosen  family  .  “  i  agree  with  that  . ”                                           ft.  @heavensuffered 

[bornpsychic]

“ do you need a hand ? ”

** protective  sentence  starters.

“  yes  please  .  i  can’t  reach  -  ”  magda  could  use  her  powers  ,  yes  .  but  that  may  end  up  with  all  the  cups  telekinetically  thrown  on  the  floor  .  it  was  better  just  to  ask  for  help  .                       ft.   @lilyspaintedred

[bornpsychic]

heavensuffered​:

“Good news is I never really liked that cup anyways,” Claire said, more shock in her words than anything else as she looked at it on the ground, cracked and defeated. It wasn’t a huge deal, not even close to it…in fact, Claire was really more wondering about what had even happened to it than the fact that it was broken. 

“Umm, hi…I’m Claire,” she said, looking over at the girl and introducing herself.

magda  felt  heat  rise  to  her  cheeks  in  embarassment  .  she  should  have  a  better  control  of  her  powers  ,  but  she  doesn’t  .  she  twirled  at  her  hair  nervously  ,  glancing  aside  at  the  pitiful  cup  .  she  knelt  down  ,  trying  to  pick  up  the  pieces  .  

“  hi  .  .  .  i’m  magda  .  ”

[bornpsychic]

timidstrcngth​:

she does not think she is really supposed to be anywhere , this , or she does not belong anywhere. it could be both for different reasons , it could be one or the other depending on the situation. she did what she could to blend into the background and avoid with all she is the foreground. however , now that she is seen , she cannot dissolve back into the shadows. she listens , coming closer like she is coaxed a bit , even if she is being told in essence to stay away. 

she is slow as she approaches , the other as attentive as she is. she has to tread lightly , stopping as she is a ways away , clasping her hands in front of her as she descends her eyes to the ground. “ y—you just s—seem—seemed to be in d—dist—distress , and i w—was w—worr—worried. “ she near whispers , though she is at a distance that even at the volume , she knows she is heard.

the  girl  couldn’t  blame  the  other  .  magda  tended  to  have  a  perpetual  look  of  distress  on  her  face  .  she  couldn’t  help  it  ,  really  .  she  was  always  on  the  lookout  for  anything  that  may  cause  her  harm  -  or  to  make  sure  she  wasn’t  accidentally  harming  anyone  else  .  

arms  wrapped  around  herself  -  a  protective  shield  .  “  i’m  sorry  .  i  think  that  may  just  be  my  face  .  ”  magda  attempted  a  reassuring  smile  ,  but  it  may  have  looked  more  like  a  grimace  .  “  i’m  okay  .  ”

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lilyspaintedred​:

“Yeah… I heard.” She didn’t ask too many questions the night Sam brought her in, but after getting their new visitor settled Sam eventually got the chance to explain to Lily what had happened. “Um, Sam and Dean kinda have to go out for the day, so I just wanted to check on you and let you know. Sam said you’d probably still be resting but, if you need anything you can just holler. I’m right down the hall.” She spoke tentatively, trying to be polite and civil to avoid startling her. Made her wonder if this was how Sam and Dean had felt around her when she first moved in a few years back.

“  thank  you  .  ah  -   can  you  show  me  where  the  kitchen  is  ?  i’m  a  little  thirsty  ,  thought  i’d  get  some  water  .  ”  and  as  much  as  magda  would  like  to  shower  ,  she  probably  shouldn’t  risk  ruining  the  stitches  in  her  chest  .  or  the  healing  process  of  her  back  .  that  would  have  to  be  another  time  .