the world with the Boss

this is us, the boss and the mum, raw and real. sun and moon. love and light. star and seed. our universe in our hands, we do what we want. we shine, we laugh, we play, we grow, we learn, we teach, we cry, we moan, we write, we create, we are passionate. at night dreamer: visionary spiritualist. by day lightworker: fighting monsters

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Day six You are asking how it is to become a mom ?

Life with the newborn Imagine having two hands and suddenly you dont have any Imagine having two eyes but you have no eye sight Imagine having eight hour sleep every night and now you only get one Imagine having the busiest day in your life and double, no, triple that Imagine quiet night in with netflix, there will be nill, youd be fast at sleep. Imagine chilling out with your friends , now your friends are your kids Imagine painting a masterpiece for an hour to only find out it will take hundred extra hours to complete Its like learning to ride a bicycle while someone always pushes you over Imagine your HEART overflowing with LOVE so so big and then it just suddenly got BILLION times bigger. All of this at the same time, then try to be sane for a while.

If I had a choice to swap this experience with any other experience in this world, I would never, even in a million years. Its worth every second, every breath I take, every struggle, every lesson I need to go through, Im so in love with my baby, its a magical feeling one needs to feel, its one of those feelings I simply can not put into words. To be a mum its to give your whole heart and more , its unconditional to infinity.

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Day 5 with the newborn

DAy five

I need some fresh air going crazy staying inside here my poor little fluffy pooch for days mummy didn’t take you out you get so excited you shout time to put the little Boss in the sling feels so cozy and close to mummy’s heart my babies are ready to stroll around the park

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the struggle is real- day three with the newborn

Day three, milk runs in mummys head is going to explode eyes are barely open from the last nights show walking like a duck feeling like a f.ck hot and cold hot and cold what the heck, midwife is here to check mummys emotions fly out of the roof flooding the place with tears so huge why The Boss is obsessed with my boobs nipples are sooooo sore and broken feels like walking barefoot on hot fire hours and hours he is milking me like a cow give me a break I need some chow dont you worry, it is all ok, it will pass lets see the babys latch, is the mouth open wide , nipple and areola all inside rounded cheeks and chin on the breast it all looks good to me take some lanoline and shields midwife calms me with her assuring voice baby barely lost any of his birth weight You should be so proud youre doing fantastically great

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At home with the newborn

The first two nights at home the boss was on the boob so hungry eating for five and there it is - good morning sunrise daddy had snored his way to a la la land but mummy is still singing songs in a zomby band

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Hello World 

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 43 hours of sweat

No silent birth for The Boss No easy way for mummy No short tracks No speedy recovery No sleep for month No birthcenter No bath No pool No paddle of water No waiting around No we cant do without labour induction No way, he made out with no c-section No dry eyes, The Boss screams and mummy cries.

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the seed

2017 February a little seed we planted, it grew bigger and bigger til it was ready to pop we waited for a baby bubbly but out came The Boss so chubby  :D