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This is an unhinged girlblog • she/her • I honestly do not give two shits about anything

[bowdownmortal]

what do you do, when all you hate is you?

I'll tell you a story about a coffee bean.

Ever since he was little, he used to hear great stories of his family members' beautiful coffee aroma that filled the space when they were ground.

The bean grew up quickly and the day finally came when he would be ground.

But soon the bean realized that going through with it meant losing himself. Throughout the process he thought about his family and the great aroma that he would give off. The result didn't seem much rewarding.

But soon enough, it stopped. The bean couldn't recognise himself, he felt like a shell of himself. Everyone congratulated him, but all he could think was, "was any of it even necessary?"

[bowdownmortal]

Bill I believe this is killing me, but the smile still remains on my face, I am in love with my misery, and now it has consumed me whole.

[wildflowersou-l]

“You know, often times we don’t sit down to think about the grudges, resentment, and anger that we hold on to everywhere in our bodies, in our hearts, and in our minds. Whether you’re aware of it or not, I am willing to bet you that there is a way that you are disappointed in yourself.”

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teen suicide (via necro-fawn)

lol this is from a youtube vlog with like 20 views that someone thought would be a good like self help depression thing or something

it has no significance but the fun of appropriating insignificant pieces of digital trash is people attach their own meanings to them & give them their own signifiers so that’s cool

(via teensuicide09)

[becherdireinen]

In another life we sit across from each other at the kitchen table and go over the grocery list.

[bowdownmortal]

In another life you love me so, that you can never make peace with the idea of ever being parted with me

[bowdownmortal]

Why did a dead woman affect me so much?

Because a mother's dead love for her child is a soulmate's suicide note.

[butchjess]

awwwwwwww it's mr. the girls i like dont give a damn about me. and his beautiful eager devotion

[witchesversuspatriarchy]

[sayukisadzsuiside]

this is all i need

[weltenwellen]

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

[adampvrrish]

the only person that understands me is richard siken

[adampvrrish]

[kosmogrl]

[liberalsarecool]

Your kids need independence.

[intothestacks]

This is part of why public libraries are so important -- unlike most places, libraries welcome everyone, and go out of their way to make space for those who don't have space elsewhere.

[watermelonmountaindew]

i need to know every language immediately

[iusedtobecharming-deactivated20]

Thinking about the countless times art and music and cinema and literature have saved and comforted me during difficult times i really owe my happiness to everyone dedicated to their craft

[kristina100000]

sorry for being so sexy i dont know whats wrong with me

[bowdownmortal]

I love reading the comments under the yaoi manhwas online, I live that it's usually all girls there and they make me feel like I'm at a cute little sleepover and we're all just having fun resing fluff and smut.

[bowdownmortal]

My one true ultimate Black Swan girlblogger moment was when both of my dogs died and I went straight to type a text post about it on my Instagram story