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bpderanged

Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice

ronnie-ratke

I love pretending idgaf and then spiraling about it for months

condemnedbody

I think bashing my head against a wall will fix me.

closure

oldaccount-beautifulcellardoor

yvngbebe

i’m honestly at that age where social media is just not fun or entertaining anymore. it’s constant information overload and i just don’t care to be in the mix. i don’t really care to see what people have going on, i feel like it’s not my business and it’s just invasive. idk.

lamignonette

javarisx-fightingthosedemons

nyx-poetry

i don't miss the fire

i don't miss the fire just the way it used to light me up but all it ever did was burn flicker vanish leave smoke in my throat and a taste of regret on my tongue

he called it chemistry i call it combustion unsteady hands half-truths dressed like flirting a battlefield behind every joke

but i… i mistook the wreckage for warmth

and now there’s no spark no games just stillness a voice like thunder with none of the storm a mind like mine sharp and focused who doesn’t take peace from me he brings it

no he doesn’t make my heart race he slows it anchors it reminds me that calm is not the absence of feeling it’s the presence of safety

and maybe this isn’t a love poem maybe it’s not about him at all maybe it’s about me choosing not to chase echoes not to water dead roots not to mourn what was never mine in the first place

this time i am not falling i am rising and no flame will touch me unless i let it

~ nyx

i’m not healing because i found someone new. i’m healing because i remembered who the hell i am.