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@boxingtony

Tony Chavez |29 years old| Boxing instructor| Owner of Knockout and mechanic at my dad's shop| Dating: Patrick Danube

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boxingtony:

Tony nodded. He knew that Chaz would be honest with him and give him his honest opinion. It’s why he admired most about his best friend/brother. “Thank you. I guess it’s just my brain trying to sabotage me and over think and maybe from my horrible breakup that I’m having PTSD but you know the guy I went on a date with. We haven’t talked in months and I’m sure it’s because he’s on a tour or busy rehearsing for a play or concert but those negative thoughts are rising to the front.”

Chaz sat on the couch beside Tony. He listened carefully, and knew what it was like when Tony had went through the horrible breakup. “I’m sorry to hear that you haven’t heard form the guy you went on a date with. You’re right. Maybe he is rehearsing and doesn’t have much time to talk right now.” He took a breath. “You know, I haven’t heard from the guy I like for a while. Maybe we should do something to keep our minds busy and off of them.”

Tony looked over at Chaz and bit his lip. Chaz was there when he went through his horrible break up period and it wasn’t pretty. He wanted to swear off dating all together and if that’s what was happening again he was going to swear off dating and sex all together but he really hoped not. “I’m going to think positive. Because I have a strong feeling everything will work out but it’s just those nasty thoughts that come creeping up in the middle of the night.”he said. Tony grabbed Chaz’s hand and squeezed it. “Your guy will come around too. I know it. I agree we should.”

boxingtony:

Tony sat on his couch with his head in his hands. “In the living room.”he called out. When he saw Chaz he smiled small. “Do you think I’m dateable? I know you have your boyfriend Chaz and you’re happy but I just need your honest opinion and I know you’ll give it to me”.

Chaz walked into the living room with a small smile. He looked over at Tony. “I think you are more than dateable. Guys who overlook you are crazy.” He told his friend honestly. “What brought this on?”

Tony nodded. He knew that Chaz would be honest with him and give him his honest opinion. It’s why he admired most about his best friend/brother. “Thank you. I guess it’s just my brain trying to sabotage me and over think and maybe from my horrible breakup that I’m having PTSD but you know the guy I went on a date with. We haven’t talked in months and I’m sure it’s because he’s on a tour or busy rehearsing for a play or concert but those negative thoughts are rising to the front.”

chazrua:

Text: see you soon.

Chaz got in his car and headed toward Tony’s place. He quickly got out of the car as soon as he got there and headed inside. “Hey brother. I got your back.”

Tony sat on his couch with his head in his hands. “In the living room.”he called out. When he saw Chaz he smiled small. “Do you think I’m dateable? I know you have your boyfriend Chaz and you’re happy but I just need your honest opinion and I know you’ll give it to me”.

boxingtony:

Text: Chaz

@chazrua

Text: Big bro

Text: I’m overthinking things again and getting inside of my own mind and head

Text: can you snap me out of it?

Text: I need my big brother

Text: Hey little bro.

Text: Yes, one hundred percent I can snap you out of it.

Text: I’ll be there in five.

Text: Thank you bro.

Text: You’re the best you know that.

Text: Doors open for you

Text: Chaz

@chazrua

Text: Big bro

Text: I’m overthinking things again and getting inside of my own mind and head

Text: can you snap me out of it?

Text: I need my big brother

boxingtony:

text: Hey big bro

text: You bet I am. Always down to hang out with you

txt: Awesome. I’ll be there in ten. txt: Just leaving my place now.

Text: You know the door is always open for you

Text: can’t wait to see you bro

txt: hey bro

txt: wanna hang out?

@boxingtony

text: Hey big bro

text: You bet I am. Always down to hang out with you

boxingtony:

Tony hugged Chaz back and patted over his back and kept him in the hug for a bit longer before pulling away. “Dude you don’t have to be sorry at all. You gotta make appearances and if you didn’t then everyone would be wondering where you were.”he said. “The hardest I’ve ever trained before let me tell you. I brought in someone to give me some pointers and he’s kicking my ass. This fighter is above my weight grade.”

“That’s true, but you know me. I’d rather either be playing or spending time with friends or at home chilling with Immy.” He said before listening to Tony speak about the match. “I see. I know if you train hard, you got this. If you need someone to hold the bag for you, I’m here now. I can help.”

“That I do. We’re a bunch of homebodies that like to stay close to our family, friends and pets too.”Tony smiled. He took a breath and nodded. “I hope so. I mean I heard about this guy before and he loves to pummel his opponents into the mats so I hope I’m quick enough on my feet to keep that from happening. Definitely will need you help. You’re my sparring partner.”

boxingtony:

Tony was finishing putting things away making his place look somewhat presentable when he heard the front door open. He knew who it was and he got a huge smile on his face. “Big bro!! I’ve missed you.”Tony hugged Chaz back and patted his back

Chaz hugged Tony tightly and patted his back as well. “Sorry I’ve been gone. It’s been hectic with appearances and all that.” He took a pause. “Anyway, tell me about this big match that you’re training for!” he pulled away to look at his best friend.

Tony hugged Chaz back and patted over his back and kept him in the hug for a bit longer before pulling away. “Dude you don’t have to be sorry at all. You gotta make appearances and if you didn’t then everyone would be wondering where you were.”he said. “The hardest I’ve ever trained before let me tell you. I brought in someone to give me some pointers and he’s kicking my ass. This fighter is above my weight grade.”

boxingtony:

Text: Can’t wait to see you too.

It didn’t take long for Chaz to get over to Tony’s place. He got out and stretched before going up to the door and entering the house. Chaz had a smile on his face and opened his arms wide. “Bro!”

Tony was finishing putting things away making his place look somewhat presentable when he heard the front door open. He knew who it was and he got a huge smile on his face. “Big bro!! I’ve missed you.”Tony hugged Chaz back and patted his back

boxingtony:

text: door is open for you

text: missed you bro

txt: awesome. can’t wait to see you.

txt: I missed you too.

Text: Can’t wait to see you too.

boxingtony:

Text: glad to hear that

Text: you can always come and see me, Chaz. I always got time for you

Text: thank you bro

txt: I’m on my way

txt: Anytime bro

text: door is open for you

text: missed you bro

boxingtony:

text: Hey Chazzy

text: Its all good bro. I’ve been busy as well. Been training for another match.

text: Everything slow down with your schedule now?

text: I’ve been good.

txt: My schedule has slowed down a bit.

txt: Maybe I can come see you.

txt: I’m glad you’ve been good.

Text: glad to hear that

Text: you can always come and see me, Chaz. I always got time for you

Text: thank you bro

txt: Hey Tony txt: Sorry it’s been a while. My schedule has been crazy. txt: How are you doing?

@boxingtony

text: Hey Chazzy

text: Its all good bro. I’ve been busy as well. Been training for another match.

text: Everything slow down with your schedule now?

text: I’ve been good.

“Damn! You tryin to give me a heart attack?”

It was quite easy to loose oneself in the hustle and bustle of everyday life, Tony knew it all too well. Especially with work things and even with getting a boyfriend or girlfriend wanting to spend time together and shutting out the rest of the world so when Jensen said that he felt bad Tony was quick to let him know that he didn’t need to and that he understood and wasn’t going to hold it against him.

Tony took a deep breath and just hearing his ex’s name brought up the hurt and pain from that breakup. Juan was his first love. The first man he fell head over heels in love with. Sure Tony had relationships before but nothing like what he had with Juan. But, that hurt went away more and more with each passing day and also with the help of Patrick, work, boxing and fixing cars to keep his mind off it all. “No worries Jensen you’re good. You can ask I can finally talk about it without wanting to break down in tears and punch a freaking wall.”he said “I had no clue that it was coming. It was completely out of the blue everything was great between us we were talking about getting married, finding a house, having more kids, I was a second dad to his son Mateo even. I left for work that morning and when I came home I found everything of Juan and Mateos gone. No trace of them expect a note saying I’m sorry.”Tony took a drink of his coffee.

“Damn! You tryin to give me a heart attack?”

Tony looked at Jensen and shook his head. He had a feeling the other had other things going on with his music, own relationships, and possibly other things as well so he didn’t want Jensen to be sorry. Tony kept to himself about a lot of things including the relationships that didn’t work out but he was working on it and opening up more. “Don’t even worry about it Jensen it’s all good. You got your own things going on so there’s no need to be sorry. I think you might be thinking of my ex Juan. We were going to get married and all that.”he said taking a breath. “Hey you’re in love and with the love of your life you’re entitled to be in that cloud and never want to come down. I’m glad to see you so happy and in love. I’m happy for you Jensen.”he smiled. “You don’t suck as a friend and his name is Patrick.”

“Damn! You tryin to give me a heart attack?”

“You got it buddy.”Tony said with a smile and chuckle. The nagging thought was still in the back of his mind though. Anyone that knew Tony would come quickly to know that for him he had to hit a punching bag to get his feelings out and pent up frustrations. But once in a blue moon, Tony would talk about what’s bothering him and on his mind. That was only if Tony was really close with them. “Mmm the coffee and cookies smell delicious.”Tony smiled taking the cup from him. “Whoa whoa whoa Jens back it up a second. We’re not married.. yet. I do see myself with him for a long long time. I hope that Patrick feels the same way but I’m not going to get my hopes up and plan that far ahead cause last time I did that I had my heart broken. We’re living in the moment and having fun dating each other right now.”he smirked. “What about you and your man huh?”

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