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Tony nodded. He knew that Chaz would be honest with him and give him his honest opinion. It’s why he admired most about his best friend/brother. “Thank you. I guess it’s just my brain trying to sabotage me and over think and maybe from my horrible breakup that I’m having PTSD but you know the guy I went on a date with. We haven’t talked in months and I’m sure it’s because he’s on a tour or busy rehearsing for a play or concert but those negative thoughts are rising to the front.”
Chaz sat on the couch beside Tony. He listened carefully, and knew what it was like when Tony had went through the horrible breakup. “I’m sorry to hear that you haven’t heard form the guy you went on a date with. You’re right. Maybe he is rehearsing and doesn’t have much time to talk right now.” He took a breath. “You know, I haven’t heard from the guy I like for a while. Maybe we should do something to keep our minds busy and off of them.”
Tony looked over at Chaz and bit his lip. Chaz was there when he went through his horrible break up period and it wasn’t pretty. He wanted to swear off dating all together and if that’s what was happening again he was going to swear off dating and sex all together but he really hoped not. “I’m going to think positive. Because I have a strong feeling everything will work out but it’s just those nasty thoughts that come creeping up in the middle of the night.”he said. Tony grabbed Chaz’s hand and squeezed it. “Your guy will come around too. I know it. I agree we should.”















