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Tears roll down just as every other day, Sobbing, quietly, as I wake up , To another sound of a shattered cup, And another prayer for blissful day. Yet again, I hear them squabble, Shut my eyes, they drop me to school, Obey the 'not speak in the middle' rule, And no one notices my voice wobble. Everyday I make a never-ending plan: Confess how I hate their incompatibility, And urge them not to stay for me. At fifteen, I knew marriages are scam Well, today with my emotional fragility, I know, it's not easy being me. #sonnet #noteasybeingme https://www.instagram.com/p/COc7xqQl3GV/?igshid=y24ul4bdx78a

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If we ever meet again I have heard them say And maybe it's true The most precious ones Come out of the blue I found this girl Sitting right next to me In the first class In the college I didn't wanna be She started talking Since am an introvert And we became friends Right from the start Sweet and simple Was her style And her beautiful heart Always made me smile Then we bonded Over rains and chocolates Over celebrity crushes And devastating memories We had so much fun That it made me doubt Whether I should stay Or catch my dream cloud Well she was the one Who kept her promise To become the sisterhood Of travelling dresses That friendship had ups And horrible horrible downs Still it survived as we Shared our breakdowns I miss those late night beach getaways And those bike rides Through the winds on highway Miss those weekends When we went shopping And the diners and cafes Laughing and walking God we made them jealous With our bond so easy Pity those who think Soulmates are ones who marry Well, you are my soulmate My sister and my friend And if we ever meet again We will stay till the end #bestfriendsforever #nostalgia https://www.instagram.com/p/COcvZ8Vl7Nf/?igshid=1c3vr15lhgzhi

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Things I can't text you Is it so bad to love someone? May be that's why you were so afraid Scared that I won't reciprocate So, you didn't try a little, Just some good things you said, Then one fine day you told me, You are in love with some one else. Well sweety, I can't text you Can't tell you how I felt, You said you would try and Do things that I would remember Alas, you never tried Making me feel horrible for making efforts. Well, you remind me of pretty little liars Of all the teenage shit I no longer wanted Of the people who make fun of my hope And say that I give too much. But I still don't hate you Not even a bit Will still be the best friend I could be, Will try to stick around till it doesn't hurt me Still can't believe you would do it Just a month ago we were discussing So many things that I wonder When exactly did I loose you Was it exams or just me being myself That turned you away and left me alone Well, may be I would be Joey of this city Happy, I am, that you found one you love. Wish she is gives you as much I do, And you don't break her just like you do. @ttt_official #napowrimo2021 #stillcantbelieveit #nohatejustlove https://www.instagram.com/p/CNz4_06Fn7W/?igshid=10dx2s2166s00

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Can I take a picture of you

Right now, I am feeling complete.

As if this is the family I was seeking.

Searching for the love of a mom,

Not smudged by her husband's racks.

The love of a father,

Not masked by responsibilities of two daughters.

The love of a sister,

With no ache of everlasting comparison.

These souls are pure, unmarked and pristine.

One consoles me like a big brother,

Teaching me the skills to communicate.

The other scolds me like a mom For every shitty habit I possess.

The third one has a weird love, She doesn't show it but it's there.

Right there in her sarcastic comments

And the way she protects me from being manipulated.

It's strange how God always destroys

The best families of earth.

Lucky to see this second one,

Sitting right in front of me,

Having maggi with chips,

In the room with blue curtains and little nest.

Don't know when will it be demolished.

So, I wanna take a picture of you all...

To have a family when I need it