I'M NOT ASKING, YOU'RE NOT TELLING

you must fix your heart | 21 | he/they | intern at nuclear & dark matter

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my dad is the king of ragebait oh my god he put a fucking theological history (christian) book in the bed of my truck before i left and i discovered it at the gas station

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okay so the plan is to disappear forever so jot that down

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happy bullets day ‧ྀ࿓

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i have always loved tyler josephs autistic swag

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I have a friend who i only see every year and a half and we text like once every 6 months but we have the exact same music taste and we grew up two streets away from each other but didn't meet until college and every time i see her we spend 6-8 hours listening to music we have collected

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happy birthday bullets. an album which is fundamentally about hanging out outside gas stations at night and getting your eyebrow pierced in a grocery store parking lot and bottom shelf liquor and pot smoke in your hair and cigarette holes on a mildewed couch and cigarette butts in the cup holder and making out with your best friend and fucking your enemy and thinking about killing your boss and your dead cellphone battery and your friend who knows a guy who knows a guy and red slashes through calendar dates and the rusted muscle car up on blocks at the end of the street and past due notices stacking up in the mailbox you don’t check. and also vampires

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year and a few months update on my broken foot it still hurts i'll check back in next year

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still hurts i'll check back next year

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gone girl remake and its all the same but gerard way is amy dunne

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honestly. if its meant to be then it will be. i forgive it all as it comes back to me. you know.

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perhaps too early to say but remember when i posted this and just a few hours later i got the email approving me for nuclear camp

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REMEMBER WHEN I POSTED THIS AND THEN I GOT APPROVED FOR NUCLEAR CAMP AND THEN I GOT APPROVED FOR REACTOR TRAINING AND THEN I GOT AN INTERNSHIP

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oh my god the government is going to background check me and find this fucking blog

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i can deny it no longer twenty one pilots is my favorite band and it is not by choice but by a cosmic bond i formed with their early music as a 13 year old.

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i was not screaming crying throwing up at the mcr concert because i was having too much fun but i was in fact sobbing to the point of nausea at twenty one pilots due to residual mental illness and probably the use of worship chords.

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i can deny it no longer twenty one pilots is my favorite band and it is not by choice but by a cosmic bond i formed with their early music as a 13 year old.

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life is crazy because i spent my entire undergrad degree very much NOT focusing on astro (not really my thing) only for my (non-astro) research to be the one specific thing that made me the perfect candidate for an astro research internship.

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hell is waiting to find out if i got the job or not

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HELL IS OVER I GOT IT

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Count the Rice was so david lynch

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hell is waiting to find out if i got the job or not