boy king.

that boy is corrupt    !

[boyblooded]

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. ❛ not anyone left for me to believe in ! ❜

independent &* private seasons 1 - 5 sam winchester of kripke era supernatural ! as beloved and protected by BLUE ( she / they , 25 ). 18 + , triggering content will be present . please read rules prior to interacting , personals dni ! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. doing research in the library on : brotherly devotion , religious trauma , loss of faith , puppy dog eyes , parental &* spousal grief , addiction and healing therein . carrd .

[boyblooded]

guys i've been watching tsitp s3 finally and the urge to make a conrad is clawing at the walls of my brain

[boyblooded]

* based on this short

it’s arguably been a while since the two of them had been shoved in a car together - a variety of factors had been playing into the absence of a stable relationship for months at this point . between his own dealings with ruby , sneaking off from their motel rooms to meet up with her behind dean’s back , and @impalaas fighting tooth and nail to keep whatever happened to him in hell to himself ( and failing miserably at it , though sam didn’t dare say it aloud . ) this was different . when the incessant ringing of his phone on the night stand draggged an exhausted ( and maybe slightly strung out ) sammy from the pits of sleep , he needed it to be important . who could possibly demand his attention this urgently at three in the morning ? the answer came in the form of a blindingly bright caller id blasting across the display of his motorola . it was darren , one of his closest friends when he was still academically successful and not living off stolen credit cards . he’d practically orchestrated he and jess’ first date . regardless , the stretch of time since the last time they spoke meant something wasn’t right .

that statement , unfortunately , was a correct assumption . sam had to piece together fragments of sentences spat out by his frantic friend’s voice on the other end of the line before he could even give a proper greeting , with burts of static interference cutting chunks of words out along the way . “ dude - i know you - brother and you - hunt bears and shit ? - need your help . went to the - behind campus - we were just camping - something came with us . fuck - “ a long pause , as if darren had dropped his phone in a scrambling hurry . “ please get up here , sam . liz is - missing - you gotta help us find her . “ and with that , the call was cut off to a dial tone . as much as the younger winchester wanted to push it off til the next day , deal with it properly when the sun was up and he could handle the drive from arizona to stanford , his friends needed him . it was the least he could do after bailing them and going off grid for two years .

this wasn’t going to be something he could handle alone , either , and that meant a frustrated swallowing of pride to press a different set of numbers into the device , pressing it to his ear once more . when a grumbling , cranky voice of his brother met him , sam struggled to get an explanation out that could show how urgent it was that they put their differences aside right now . “ i’m sorry i woke you up , dude , it sounds bad . i can tell you more on the road , i promise , but i gotta get to california , and i need you there with me . i don’t think i can do this without you . “

[boyblooded]

hello i am still laptopless i fear. would you guys bring the firing squad on me if i end up just doing replies from mobile without my usual formatting.....

[boyblooded]

hi guys lol little update (and apology for being MIA kind of got thrown multiple curveballs) i left my job, broke up with my partner that i lived with (and lost the laptop in the divorce with all of my files/icons/etc) and can't afford a computer lol. have just been focusing on my art for my tattoo apprenticeship and trying to get that going soon to have an income again.

would love love love to be here and will probably try to make do with my ipad for the meantime but things are just in the air rn for me ;v;

all my love though,

blue

[rpmemes-galore]

for those who feel like a monster … sentence starters

“You’re still human.”

“You’re not a monster.”

“I don’t see you as a monster.”

“You’re not what they say you are.”

“You are not what has been done to you.”

“Don’t listen to them. They don’t know you.”

“You’re better than you tell yourself you are.”

“The mistakes you’ve made don’t define you.”

“No matter what you are, you deserve to be loved.”

“No matter what you are, you deserve to be protected.”

“I know it’s hard to see past the guilt, but you’re a good person.”

“You look at yourself and see a monster… I see someone beautiful.”

“I’m not scared of you. And its sad that you seem scared of yourself.”

“When I look in your eyes, I don’t see a monster. I see someone in pain.”

“They’re scared of you… because they can’t see past what makes you different.”

“You might not be human anymore, but that doesn’t mean you’re any less of a person.”

“Is this why you don’t want to let anyone close? You’re afraid they’ll see you like some kind of monster?”

[boyblooded]

got my penpal letter from @impalaas and now i am so so so emo about peter

[impalaas]

it is said that the gods play games with the lives of men

ft. @boyblooded

[boyblooded]

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. ❛ not anyone left for me to believe in ! ❜

independent &* private seasons 1 - 5 sam winchester of kripke era supernatural ! as beloved and protected by BLUE ( she / they , 25 ). 18 + , triggering content will be present . please read rules prior to interacting , personals dni ! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. doing research in the library on : brotherly devotion , religious trauma , loss of faith , puppy dog eyes , parental &* spousal grief , addiction and healing therein . carrd .

[impalaas]

ꜱᴏ ʟᴇᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴀʏ ᴡᴇ ᴋɪʟʟ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴏɴꜱ ᴏꜰ ʙɪᴛᴄʜᴇꜱ && ʀᴀɪꜱᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ?

private. selective. dean winchester. by peter

[impalaas]

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⭒⭑⭒⭑⭒ — send me 📷 or "snapshot" and i'll share photos of your muse my muse has saved on their phone! || @boyblooded

❝ behold ! blackmail !! ❞

[boyblooded]

hey i hope you have a good day! this might be a stupid question but how did you do the grain effect on your header?

hi :3 i use photopea, you can add it to your images pretty easy just duplicate the layers like 4/5 times, add <a> to the name of the layers, filter > add noise, i do like 5%-10% depending how intense i want it. if you use photoshop dm me i can teach you how to do it there too it just takes more steps bc then you get into actual gif editing technically.

[boyblooded]

somebody write ruby w me im begging

[boyblooded]

guys i miss peter

[ashlingmizuoka]

''You'd take care of your little brother? You'd do anything for him?'' ↳ Michael

Supernatural | S1 EP18 : Something Wicked

[boyblooded]

happy indigenous people's day to ME :) i will be here soon i love you guys, wanted to pop in <3 thank you for supporting me as an indigene writer. it means a lot to me!!!

[writwove]

i am so sorry to ask this. but i don't start my job till tomorrow and don't have enough money for this months rent, my original way to pay is suddenly drastically less. we got a warning that we need to pay or they're going to start the process to evict us. we need to come up with over $800. my paypal is here. my venmo is here.