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#impalaas : extremely private && selective Dean Winchester from C.W's Supernatural. Primarily Kirpke-Era based (seasons 1-5) - an exploration in lost childhood, parentified oldest child, a sermon in being the oldest, looking after your sibling in unhealthy ways, dangerous co-dependence, hunting as catharsis, suicidal actions && ideation, grief for a family unit that you never had, && living vicariously with no regard to safety, maintained by Peter. 32 y.o. GMT+ links : Pinterest // Spotify playlist // Dean's tattoos // au's/verses

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oo1. General don't be a dick rule. I ain't here to be used and abused. So just be chill with me and I'll be chill with you

oo2 21+ for NSFW, 18+ for a follow - NO MINORS.

oo3 Follows Kripke era primarily but verses will be available for both pre and post supernatural

oo4 dean is bisexual but very closeted.

oo5. I don't immediately follow back, as is my prerogative.

oo6. low activity

oo7 multiship/multiverse

oo8 best way to interact? send a meme.

oo9 exclusives/mains/affiliates are not done on this blog as it creates drama and unnecessary pressure to always be on and present. this is a hobby, not a job.

o10 please bear in mind trigger warnings before following

o11. personals are blocked on sight - sorry

o12. this blog does NOT ship wi.ncest. Please do not interact if you ship this.

o13. Please don't follow me looking to add to your "collection" or assuming that because you ship with other Dean Winchester RP'ers that means you automatically get to ship with me/assume that my dean would be interested in your muse. I am not part of a collection, I am not interested in being part of a trophy case. if you want to ship and are genuine and serious about it, please approach it properly and not as a joke.

[temp0rt5l]

Peter is in a pinch.

Straight up, I will not lie to you nor will I ever want to deceive you. I am struggling. I'm out of work at the moment, back at university, and my student loan has stopped. I've made some money from my book which has been great, but truthfully, I'm struggling to keep afloat.

I am honest with you, I did take a trip to Birmingham, but everything was already paid for and non-refundable. I took food with me and only did activities that cost nothing. (most of the time I was indoors anyway to escape the 34 degree heat) other than that no money was spent and I made sure that this was the case so that I wouldn't need to do this.

However, doesn't matter how good my budgeting was, it still wasn't enough. I had a phone call from a debt collector threatening to take me to court for a bill that is nearly 3 years old. That in of itself is £300. and is stressing me the fuck out. I still have about 20 days before it gets really bad, but I would rather not.

In an attempt to try and rustle up some cash quick, I will be listing things on my vinted and make a plea to the internet that if you can spare anything at all, I would be eternally grateful

the link is here if you can help, I would appreciate it greatly, and if you want, I can send you a free copy of my book as payment.

[temp0rt5l]

Peter is in a pinch.

Straight up, I will not lie to you nor will I ever want to deceive you. I am struggling. I'm out of work at the moment, back at university, and my student loan has stopped. I've made some money from my book which has been great, but truthfully, I'm struggling to keep afloat.

I am honest with you, I did take a trip to Birmingham, but everything was already paid for and non-refundable. I took food with me and only did activities that cost nothing. (most of the time I was indoors anyway to escape the 34 degree heat) other than that no money was spent and I made sure that this was the case so that I wouldn't need to do this.

However, doesn't matter how good my budgeting was, it still wasn't enough. I had a phone call from a debt collector threatening to take me to court for a bill that is nearly 3 years old. That in of itself is £300. and is stressing me the fuck out. I still have about 20 days before it gets really bad, but I would rather not.

In an attempt to try and rustle up some cash quick, I will be listing things on my vinted {link coming soon} and make a plea to the internet that if you can spare anything at all, I would be eternally grateful

the link is here if you can help, I would appreciate it greatly, and if you want, I can send you a free copy of my book as payment.

[impalaas]

im seeing Ethel Cain in concert in 2 weeks and I cannot stop crying

[impalaas]

prods the dash

Buy my book

[temp0rt5l]

❝ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜɴ-ᴀᴅᴏᴘᴛᴇᴅ .❞

independent, slow, selective ,  FIVE HARGREEVES as portrayed in Netflix’s Umbrella Academy. heavy on the comic influence && own headcanons - && excluding s4.  exploring themes of lost time, debilitating depression, what superpowers do to a mind, violence, murder as a hobby, starting again, not being good enough for your family,  family trauma, ptsd and self-destruction.

barely held together with duct tape and glue by peter, 33, GMT, est june 2022 || rebooted june 2026

[impalaas]

I got my uni results today

2 A's and 2 B's!

[temp0rt5l]

❝ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜɴ-ᴀᴅᴏᴘᴛᴇᴅ .❞

independent, slow, selective ,  FIVE HARGREEVES as portrayed in Netflix’s Umbrella Academy. heavy on the comic influence && own headcanons - && excluding s4.  exploring themes of lost time, debilitating depression, what superpowers do to a mind, violence, murder as a hobby, starting again, not being good enough for your family,  family trauma, ptsd and self-destruction.

barely held together with duct tape and glue by peter, 33, GMT, est june 2022 || rebooted june 2026

[impalaas]

prods the dash

Buy my book

[temp0rt5l]

private. indie. selective. 5 Hargreeves.

by Peter.

[temp0rt5l]

follow me

[impalaas]

cant wait to say "during pride month" at any inconvenience 🏳️‍🌈

[impalaas]

school is finally over for the summer, im working on my next book and honestly? Missing being here on Dean. I think I'll be coming back fairly soon.

[agntwells]

@impalaas | hbd babu, i'll have some mint chocolate chip ice cream pls 💜🎂

[petalsprompts]

𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒; 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖕𝖙.2

change pronouns, tenses and other details as deemed necessary. quotes from episodes 6-10, slightly edit for rp purposes. & please specify muse when sending to a mumu.

"Most  of  what  people  say  at  a  funeral  is  a  wish."

"It's  just  a  little  rain."

"Don't  lie  to  me,  honey.  I  wasn't  real."

"Fear  is  the  relinquishment  of  logic,  the  willing  relinquishing  of  reasonable  patterns.  We  yield  to  it  or  we  fight  it,  but  we  cannot  meet  it  halfway."

"I  thought  you  were  gone,  man.  I  thought  you  were  gone."

"He  was  the  light  in  the  darkness.  He  was  a  life  preserver  in  the  ocean."

"These  nightmares,  they  had  her  down  in  a  corner,  shaking  so  bad  I  thought  she'd  seize  up  dead."

"Fear  and  guilt  are  sisters."

"I  thought  for  so  long  that  time  was  like  a  line,  that...  that  our  moments  were  laid  out  like  dominoes,  and  that  they...  fell,  one  into  another  and  on  it  went,  just  days  tipping,  one  into  the  next,  into  the  next,  in  a  long  line  between  the  beginning...  and  the  end.  But  I  was  wrong."

"I  can  live  there  forever,  I  thought.  No  one  will  ever  find  me  there,  either."

"She  is  fixed  and  pretty.  But  underneath,  she  is  a  horror."

"You  never  did  tell  me  the  real  truth.  I  think  it's  'cause  you're  sweet  on  me."

"Hell,  I've  seen  things  this  week,  but  it's  not  real,  it's  not."

"We  stopped  coming  here  after  dark."

"I  was  actually  born  here."

"And  the  lights  go  out,  and  I  can't  see,  and  I  can't  feel.  And  I'm  just...  I'm  just  floating  in  this  ocean  of  nothing."

"And  I  swear  I  could  hear  her  out  there,  giggling  like  a  schoolgirl  in  love,  out  there  in  the  cold,  talking  low,  like  to  a  suitor."

"That  is  the  smell  of  ruin."

"I  actually  like  storms.  They  relax  me."

"I  always  am;  very  well  behaved."

"Our  moments  fall  around  us  like  rain.  Or...  snow.  Or  confetti."

"I  didn't  get  a  chance  last  night  to  tell  you  how  proud  I  am  of  you."

"Are  you  fucking  kidding  me?  What  are  you  doing  here?"

"I  have  something  that  I  have  to  tell  you.  And  I'm  going  to,  but  I  need  you  to  remember  while  I  do,  that  I  love  you."

"I  fucked  up  last  night,  [name].  I  mean,  I  really...  I  fucked  up."

"Then  explain  yourself,  finally,  please."

"Why  can't  I  wake  up?"

"I'm  like  a  small  creature  swallowed  whole  by  a  monster.  And  the  monster  feels  my  tiny  little  movements  inside."

"And  suddenly,  it  bubbled  up,  and  I  felt  it  all,  finally.  I  started  bawling."

"It  looks  like  he  bricked  himself  in;  the  tools  were  in  there  with  him."

"This  mess  begins  to  spread,  until  it  becomes  bigger  than  both  of  us."

"Oh,  you're  just  wandering  around  in  the  dark?"

"Right  now  my  only  wish...  my  only  wish  is  to  come  home."

"And  those  teeth,  those  teeth  that'll  tear  and  chew  and  eat  them  alive  a  piece  at  a  time."

"I  slept  through  the  storm,  I  suppose."

"You  know  what  I'm  talking  about.  Don't  pretend  that  you  don't.  You  know  what  happens  when  I  touch  people."

"My  flashlight  stopped  working  and  I  heard  it  breathing  and  I...I  don't  know  what  it  was,  but  it  was  so  close."

"I'm  having  the  strangest  dream."

"I  wonder  if  this  is  it,  if  this  is  what  death  is,  just  out  there  in  the  darkness,  just  darkness  and  numbness  and  alone."

"And  I  felt...  nothing.  Just  nothing.  And  it  spread,  it  spread  everywhere  in  me,  this  nothing,  until  I  couldn't  feel  anything  anymore.  I  was  just  this  dark,  empty  black  hole."

"That  house  is  the  most  dangerous  place  in  the  world  for  all  of  us."

"That's  not  the  only  strange  thing  that's  happened  here  tonight."

"It  was  a  house  without  kindness,  never  meant  to  be  lived  in,  not  a  fit  place  for  people,  or  for  love,  or  for  hope."

"Some  of  them  are  just  scribbles  and  the  work  records  are  a  mess."

"Certainly,  there  are  places  which  attach  to  themselves  an  atmosphere  of  holiness  and  goodness.  It  might  also  be  said  that  some  houses  are  born  bad."

"You  see  the  signs,  but  you  don't  know  how  to  read  them."

"I  did  listen  to  you.  Now  you're  gonna  listen  to  me."

"I  don't  care  what  you  have  to  say.  Don't  you  understand?  Get  out!"

"I  should  have  made  more  of  an  effort  with  you."

"I'm  sorry,  I-  I  don't  know  what  that  was."

"I'm  not  sleeping  through  the  night  at  all.  These  constant  dreams..."

"I  thought...  I  thought  I  could  do  it."

"No,  you  don't  know.  You  don't  know  what  I  felt...  and  you  don't  know  what  I  feel."

"This  house...  it's  a  strange  house."

"Think  of  that,  and  of  me,  when  you  stand  in  the  rain."

"I  learned  a  secret.  There's  no  without.  I  am  not  gone.  I'm  scattered  into  so  many  pieces,  sprinkled  on  your  life  like  new  snow."

"And  all  I  can  tell  you  is  that  it's  just  as  stupid  and  hungry  as  anything  else."

"Journeys  end  in  lovers'  meeting."

"We  loved  each  other  so  well  that  it  spread  out  into  the  universe  and  it  created  a  new  star."

"I  have  spent  an  all  but  sleepless  night."

"Do  you  have  any  idea  how  much  you've  humiliated  me?"

"This  house  has  been  here  for  a  long,  long  time.  It's  seen  plenty  of  storms  and  worse  than  this."

"If  it's  all  the  same  to  you,  maybe  we  can  save  this  conversation  for  a  little  later."

"You're  entitled  to  your  anger."

"It's  okay,  she's  having  a  nightmare.  She's  going  to  wake  up."

"The  world  out  there  has  teeth,  and  it  is  hungry  and  it  is  stupid  and  it  eats  and  eats  mindlessly."

"I'm  sorry,  I  was...  I  was  having  a  horrible  dream."

"This  house,  it's  full  of  precious,  precious  things,  and  they  don't  all  belong  to  you."

"I'm  drinking  every  time  I  feel  like  punching  something."

"It's  just  not  fucking  fair."

"I've  lived  with  ghosts  since  I  was  a  kid.  Since  before  I  knew  they  were  even  there."

"Some  things  can't  be  told.  You  live  them...  or  you  don't.  But  they  can't  be  told."

"Make  it  stop!  Make  it  stop!"

"I  was  right  here.  I  didn't  go  anywhere.  I  was  right  here...  the  whole  time.  None  of  you  could  see  me.  Nobody  could  see  me."

"If  I  were  you,  I'd  get  off  that  high  horse  before  I  fall  off."

"I'm  worried  about  a  lot  more  than  that."

"Why  is  this  happening?  Why  are  you  even  here?"

"The  big  question  is,  how  aggressive  do  you  want  to  be?"

"Forgive  a  girl  for  being  lonely.  Nothing  sadder  than  a  cold  bed."

"Your  silence  doesn't  protect  them."

"I  would've  laid  down  with  you.  I  would  have  followed  you...  right  into  the  darkness."

"I'm  sorry  I  didn't  talk,  and  I'm  sorry  I  didn't  listen.  And  I'm  sorry  I  wasn't  there."

"You  know,  folks  around  town  talk,  they've  always  talked  about  this  place."

"And  I  love  her  today  just  as  much  as  I  did  in  the  beginning."

"Maybe  I  was  sleepwalking...I  had  the  strangest  dream."

"It's  just  a  silly  old  storm,  sweetheart."

"I  don't  want  to  bury  you,  too,  you  understand?"

"Stay  down  here  and  stay  away  from  the  windows."

"I've  seen  things,  too.  Sometimes  I  see  people  here,  too.  But  they  won't  hurt  us,  okay?  They're  not  here  to  hurt  us."

"I'm  with  you."

"I  held  him  so  long  that  he  went  cold  in  my  arms."

"'Course  you're  dreaming;  I'm  a  dream,  and  so  are  you,  and  so  are  we."

"I  know  what  it  looked  like  last  night."

"You  know,  we  still  fought  sometimes,  but  it  was...  it  was  different.  We  fought  with  love."

"I'll  never  let  you  go  again.  Never  again.  I  promise."

"You  try  and  try  and  keep  them  safe.  All  you  can  do,  really,  but  it's  hard,  isn't  it?  And  you  can't  keep  them  safe  forever."

"You  know  those  dreams  that  feel  more  real  than  life?"

"It's  amazing,  a  house  this  size,  it's  really,  really  hard  to  find  a  corner  to  yourself."

"I've  always  needed  someone  to  keep  me  grounded,  get  me  out  of  my  head."

"And  my  child  is  not  allowed  to  step  foot  in  this  place."

"I  was  right  here  and  I  was  screaming  and  shouting  and  none  of  you  could  see  me.  Why  couldn't  you  see  me?"

"I  saw  the  shadow  under  the  door."

"I  don't  know...  I  think  I  do  need  help.  I  think  I  need  your  help."

"I  have  enough  of  my  own  grief.  I  don't  need  yours,  too."

"I'm  scared.  That's  all  I  am.  There's  nothing  else.  I'm  only  scared."

"I've  been  up  all  night.  I've  probably  said  some  crazy  stuff."

"I  can't  lose...  I  can't  lose  anyone  else."

"I'm  not  in  the  fucking  mood!  What  the  fuck  do  you  want?"

"These  things  make  perfect  sense  when  you're  a  kid.  It's  only  as  you  grow  up  that  they  start  to  sound  crazy."

"I  mean  a  dream  so  mean,  so  scary....  a  dream  about  sick,  and  sad,  and  disease,  and  rot,  and  loss,  and  darkness."

"You  want  to  know  the  secret?  We  are  the  key."

"I  loved  you  completely,  and  you  loved  me  the  same."

"It's  very  different  in  the  night.  It's  different  in  the  dark."

"Silence  lay  steadily  against  the  wood  and  stone  of  Hill  House  [or  location].  And  those  who  walk  there...  walk  together."

[promptshelf]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇.

› prompts from rachel gillig's novel the knight and the moth (2025). feel free to tweak as you see fit , bartholomew.

❛ you don’t have to be good, or useful, for someone to care about you. ❜

❛ when you do the right thing for the wrong reason, no one praises you. ❜

❛ we all want to be special.”

❛ what is right and wrong depends entirely on the story you’re living in. ❜

❛ which is more intricate? the designs of men, trying to reach gods, or that of gods, trying to reach men? ❜

❛ people who love you for your usefulness don't love you at all. ❜

❛ you want to throw me down. ❜

❛ i, prideful, disdainful, godless. ❜

❛ i want to drag you into the dirt with me. ❜

❛ you know this story, (name,) though you do not remember it. ❜

❛ to tell a story is in part to tell a lie, isn't it? ❜

❛ it's hard to see who i am when i am lost in what's expected of me. ❜

❛ fear not, (name!) every day has its dog. ❜

❛ if you only ever look up at something, can you ever see it clearly? ❜

❛ it is easier, swearing ourselves to someone else's cause than to sit with who we are without one. ❜

❛ take my hand, you strange little creature. ❜

❛ it sounds awful when i say it out loud. ❜

❛ you are more special than you realize. ❜

❛ i would do anything for you. ❜

❛ i cannot decide which i like best. the sunrise, or the sunset. ❜

❛ i was losing my faith in everything. ❜

❛ the two of us meeting… it felt almost divine. ❜

❛ i think her quite the bitch. ❜

❛ how undignified. ❜

❛ did anyone see me fall? ❜

❛ i want someone to see me. ❜

❛ i want it to be you. ❜

❛ no honor among thieves, and even less among gods. ❜

❛ i’ll do anything you ask of me. ❜

❛ if i were beside myself, there would be two of me ❜

❛ oh, (name.) he's dreamy. ❜

❛ do you want to know how it ends? ❜

❛ does it end? ❜

❛ it ends when you kiss me. ❜

❛ why do we do these things to ourselves? ❜

❛ you’re an incomparable fiend, (name.) a truly accomplished asshole. ❜

❛ i’d like you better if you were on your back again. ❜

❛ it is not like me to be the bearer of bad tidings. ❜

❛ am i all that you imagined? ❜

❛ your hands are marked by the blood of my metamorphosis. ❜

❛ whatever my soul was made of was frail. ❜

❛ violence is a craft. so is compassion. ❜

❛ no is a sufficient answer. ❜

❛ anger is a fine weapon. ❜

❛ now have some soup. ❜

❛ i will shoulder any weight you give me. ❜

❛ would that things were different. ❜

❛ i think i would like to stop promising myself away, or else there will be nothing left of me to give. ❜

❛ i don’t know why i say the things i do. ❜

[promptshelf]

𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍.

› prompts from mary shelley's novel frankenstein (1818/1831). feel free to tweak as you see fit.

“nothing is so painful to the human mind as a great and sudden change.”

“beware; for i am fearless, and therefore powerful.”

“life, although it may only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me, and i will defend it.”

“i do know that for the sympathy of one living being, i would make peace with all.”

“i have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe.”

“there is something at work in my soul, which i do not understand.”

“if i cannot inspire love, i will cause fear!”

“how mutable are our feelings.”

“it is true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the world.”

“on that account we shall be more attached to one another.”

“the fallen angel becomes a malignant devil.”

“i am alone.”

“i was benevolent and good.”

“misery made me a fiend.”

“hateful day when i received life!”

“i am solitary and abhorred.”

“the whole series of my life appeared to me as a dream.”

“the world was to me a secret which i desired to devine.”

“i am alone and miserable.”

“i could not understand why men who knew all about good and evil could hate and kill each other.”

“i wish to be allowed to speak.”

“i am malicious because i am miserable.”

“i looked upon the sea, it was to be my grave”

“why did i not die?”

“what can stop the determined heart and resolved will of man?”

“soon these burning miseries will be extinct.”

“be calm!”

“one wondering thought pollutes the day.”

“you are in the wrong,"

“i will revenge my injuries.”

“do you share my maddness?”

“all men hate the wretched.”