the door is heavy for my little hands
I'm warm and i cant quite see out the windows yet but its ok
the dog makes pitter patter sounds with her claws on the floor
im learning how to use the mp3 player mum got me
i reach up to doorhandles and the good snacks are out of reach
i can reach the doorhandles pretty well. they are cold.
i can watch dad in the garden from the window just about.
i started getting embarrassed when mum finds me dancing in my room
she doesn't seem to mind but i think i care more now
the cat was outside when we came home today, i dont know why she was so far from home but shes inside now so its ok
the dog plays with me less but i have toy cars and my brothers play with me
i still cant reach the good snacks
the kids at school aren't nice. i stopped dancing.
i dont understand where the cat went
i must be cold outside, i hope shes ok
mum days the dog is wetting the bed, but why is she crying about it?
there are seagulls in the backyard sometimes, dad tells us all to run over when they are here
i forget the beach is close
mum gets the good snacks down for me after school
mums new car doesn't smell the same as the old one
the cat didn't come home. i miss her. i hope she comes home. its too cold out there for cats and theres so many cars. im worried about her.
the dog isn't greeting dad at the door when he gets home very well anymore
i still love when he gets home
hes stinky from work but its ok
i dont think the others at school like me very much, im not very good at volleyball that must be why
my friends think im weird too
i keep thinking trying to figure out why
i miss when i didn't mind
the dog cant jump up on the bed anymore
mum and dad scream at each other all the time
the dog went to sleep the other day. i understand this time. i understand the cat now too. i am so sad. i miss them both so much. no one went to school or work. the house is so quiet.
the spot by the cupboard where the floor gets warm is empty.
mum comes home crying. dad keeps trying to make her feel better by hugging her but she yells at him.
i know someone made her really upset. the kids in my class do that to me too. they dont like my braces or my grown out bangs. mum doesn't have either of those things, shes so pretty. why would anyone be mean to her?
mum says we are moving to Cranbourne. i don't know where that is.
its been a while. the move-out and move-in got mixed up and we had to live out of my aunt's garage for a few weeks.
mum and dad dont say they love each other anymore.
i wonder if they still love me.
my aunts puppy got hit by a car.
i miss my house. i miss the round window and hiding under the stairs.
i go shopping by myself now. the clothes i got are nice. i like black skirts.
kids tell me they are too small for me, but the tag is the same as my age so it should be ok.
the new house is ok. the floor is cold and hard. my room is much smaller.
my new friends at school told me the clothes i got will look better if i eat less. that seems like it'll work. i want them to like me here, i dont want them to be like the kids at my other school. i want to be pretty.
i told them about my favourite music, but they didn't like it.
i think I'll stop packing lunch.
i dont miss my old school.
the new medication i got from the doctor makes me less hungry and so so tired but i can do all my schoolwork without getting distracted by books.
i dont really like reading anymore.
my friends said i looked pretty though.
the boys give me attention.
they said writing is nerdy snd cringe.
i dont want them to think im weird again.
why is everything to important to me.
i want to hide under the stairs in my old house.
