Beta Hope

....Oh? Hello, I suppose. I'm Nagito Komaeda... ................ Relationship Status: Single (Crushing on someone, Main AU) Mental Status: Normal (( Sorry, he doesn't talk much Tracking the tag: boyofhopeinbeta OOC Tag: No Beta Can be NSFW, Multi-ship, Multi-verse Spoilers will be tagged ))

[boyofhopeinbeta]

Announcement

I figure it’s fair to let you all know I’m abandoning my accounts, I don’t enjoy this roleplaying format very much anymore, I don’t have the heart to delete all my accounts and I’m not going to even bother looking for any other log-ins. The reason I have no access to my other accounts is because I had to refresh my laptop and it cleared my tumblr e-mails. I see no point in trying to log into the others at this point. If I ever decide to return (which is highly unlikely) I’ll give a heads up, but as of right now the following accounts are not going to appear on your dash and longer.

shsl-fem-goodlucksenior, female-shsl-mechanic, museparadise, despaired-komaeda, tomophobic, just-a-tool-shslswordsman, the-bitchy-yakuza-heir, twinsofgoodluckandhope, once-identical, and this one.

I actually forgot how many accounts I had, I still can’t believe there are 4 blogs on that list that are Komaeda, which includes this one, while I have a normal Ko muse on my muse-blog. Oh well, anyway.

It was fun while it lasted guys, almost a full year of activity on some of those blogs, which was shattered by me just not giving a shit after a while, well, ya win some ya lose some.

See ya’ll around~

- Rin

[boyofhopeinbeta]

Pffft, look which of my many roleplay accounts I managed to log into first. I’m kind of surprised this was the first one but whatever. I think I know how to get into the others now, haha.

[ehnoshima]

[betanata]

"Ah, H-Hinata-kun, it's been a w-while, h-hasn't it?" He smiled.

"Indeed it has. Hello Komaeda-san!"

He waved the white-haired male over, flashing a beaming grin. It was nice to see a friend after so long.

The time back in the states was rather difficult, he hadn’t made a single friend during the foreign exchange event. The trip home was long and tiring, Komaeda made his day a little brighter.

Yawning quietly, he returned to smiling, wrapping an arm around the other, pulling him in for a genlel hug.

"I hope you did ok without me."

[boyofhopeinbeta]

Komaeda looked over at the other, blushing, did Hinata just put his arm around him..? Oh no, he wasn’t expecting that, abort mission, abort mission! At least, his mind was screaming that, however; his heart was pounding, telling him not to move, stay as close as he could.

After a few moments he eventually found his face buried into the other’s shoulder, taking in his scent. He was quite, true, but he missed the other so much. If only Hinata knew what the time apart was like for him, maybe he wouldn’t leave again. It was so hard for the ivory haired teen to be without the other, much more than he originally assumed it would be.

"Hinata-kun…" He whispered into the emerald eyed teen’s shoulder, his grey orbs looking up at the other from behind the frames of his glasses and his bangs.

The color on his cheeks darkened as he pressed closer to the other’s shoulder, tears stinging his eyes. He knew exactly why he felt this way. It had to be said now, or it never would be.

"Please…don’t leave me again…" He mumbled, trying not to cry.

[inboxideas]

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[boyofhopeinbeta]

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[betanata]

I like my odds

"Y-you seem to really want to do this… so, … here goes nothing, Komaeda-san. Keep in mind I am not experienced at all in this department."

The beta chuckled as he put the dice in one hand. He gave it a roll, sending the two white square-sided objects flying. Luckily they hit a wall and bounced, revealing the answer. There was a rush of excitement. He never had done anything like this before.

Touch- Below waist.

Hinata blushed.

"I-I certainly cannot do that. . u-unless you want me to…"

[boyofhopeinbeta]

betanata:​

"W-well then… get yourself ready, I suppose. . I-I have never done anything like this before… s-so I hope it makes you feel good… I-I have not even thought about this… . I-I found these dice a-and well… I thought this game would be interesting… . I didn’t know what they were for at first…"

The beta shivered. he thought of what he could do to his crush, but couldn’t find the courage to say them aloud. It hurt to suppress such desires, but he couldn’t risk scaring the one person he was beginning to get close to on the island. It was one chance worth not messing up on, so he held his tongue and kept his green-eyed gaze upon Komaeda’s face.

-S-shoot… I hope he feels good… I-I want him to feel comfortable with me… n-not that I would hurt him… I-I want him to love me back…-

"H-Hinata-kun, b-before we do this... I... I have a c-confession I want to m-make, I'm n-not sure h-how you'll f-feel about i-it..." The ivory haired teen sighed slightly as he looked at the other, still blushing. Hopefully the boy felt the same about him... He could only dream that to be the truth currently and that's what was keeping him going.

His heart was racing as well as his mind, searching for the right phrase and the right... Everything, basically. Komaeda's feelings were almost lost to himself as to the outside world because he was always confused about them. Surpressing his own emotions was hard and it wasn't something that should be done, it was a matter of how he was supposed to express them. Last time he showed emotion was when his parents died... At least, the last time he could remember showing unsurpressed emotion.

Did he ever do that around Hinata..?

'I hope he doesn't think I'm wierd, I want to show my feelings, it's just difficult when the last time I remember showing any type of emotion is when my parents died... I... I love him, I know I do, but how do I show it..? I'm scared he'll leave me... I-I'll be all alone again...'

[despaired-hinata]

"Was I right about it?" He smirked slightly behind his hood, "Does he have Lymphoma..?"

"Don’t talk to me."

[despaired-hinata]

"Just…leave me the hell alone. I don’t fucking care."

[boyofhopeinbeta]

"Oh... so are you upset with him? That's the only thing I'm wondering."

[despaired-hinata]

"Was I right about it?" He smirked slightly behind his hood, "Does he have Lymphoma..?"

"Don’t talk to me."

[despaired-hinata]

"I said don’t talk to me,” Hinata snapped, glaring at him.

[boyofhopeinbeta]

"You think you can hurt me?"

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[despaired-hinata]

"Was I right about it?" He smirked slightly behind his hood, "Does he have Lymphoma..?"

"Don’t talk to me."

[boyofhopeinbeta]

"A little testy now, are we?" He chuckled.

[boyofhopeinbeta]

I have a need...

Fuck, that mother ugh

please

just

Staaaaar

/I'm actually kinda worried about you, in all honesty.

[boyofhopeinbeta]

"Komaeda? You look...different..."

"Hmmm, you do as well... Hinata-kun, I'm assuming?"

(( askwoahhoge-and-muses ))

[betanata]

I like my odds

"Y-you seem to really want to do this… so, … here goes nothing, Komaeda-san. Keep in mind I am not experienced at all in this department."

The beta chuckled as he put the dice in one hand. He gave it a roll, sending the two white square-sided objects flying. Luckily they hit a wall and bounced, revealing the answer. There was a rush of excitement. He never had done anything like this before.

Touch- Below waist.

Hinata blushed.

"I-I certainly cannot do that. . u-unless you want me to…"

[boyofhopeinbeta]

He stared at the dice almost in disblief, 'Y-you're k-kidding me, r-right? I-I actually..?' A laugh left him as his cheeks started to turn crimson, that sounded awkward as all hell, didn't it? Wow, thinking about it made him blush all the way to his ears. Of course he had feelings for Hinata, but would he--? He wasn't exactly protesting.

"U-Uhm, I...I don't have an issue w-with it, i-it's up to you, H-Hinata-kun... I-I mean, won't you have a-anyway?"

Another awkward laugh, man this would be interesing for them.

[boyofhopeinbeta]

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[boyofhopeinbeta]

M!As

Gender Bender: Muse is the opposite gender for ___.

Baby: Muse is pregnant and due in ____. (Father specified by anon)

Sight: Muse is blind for ___

Hearing: Muse is deaf for ___

Ariel: Muse doesn't have a tongue for ___

Memory: Muse cannot remember anything for ___

Injury: Muse will be injured somehow (anon decides severity and injury) for ____

Fear: Muse will be terrified by something or someone (anon specifies who) for ___

Gemini: Muse will split into two different versions of themselves for ___

Basket: Muse finds a baby in a basket and has to take care of it for ___

Love: Muse will be in love with (Anon decides) for 2 days

Cloak: Muse will be Invisible if wearing a special Clothing (Anon decides) for 3 Hours

Cough: Muse will be ill for 14 Hours

Remember: Muse will suffer Memory Loss for 4 Days

Gas: Muse will have hallucinogenic imaginary sights for one day.

Beer: Muse will talk like a Drunk and hit on everybody, lasts 3 Hours

Host: Muse will be a Gentleman/Lady for 34 Hours

Age: Muse will be a Kid for 10 Hours

Feels: Muse will be obsessed with an event or something that will cause them to express related emotions (Anon decides)

Phobia: Muse is terribly afraid of something or someone (Anon specifies)

Lurk: Muse will follow ______(Anon can specify who or what)

Answer: Muse will have to answer anything that is asked of him/her truthfully, lasts 4 hours

Noise: Muse will say everything they think, lasts for a day

Sick: Muse will be sick with a unique flu for (Anon decides. Anon may also specify flu symptoms, they can even be really odd, different from Cough curse.)

Injury: Muse is injured for (anon decides. Anon also decides how they've hurt themselves)

Command: Muse has to take commands by the next _______ people in their ask (Anon specifies)

Obsession: Muse will be obsessed with ______ (Anon specifies) for the next 12 hours.

Reverse: Muse's personality will be extremely opposite for (Anon decides)

Extremist: Muse becomes an extremist for (Anon specifies and decides for how long)

Class: Muse will believe they are a high-class prostitute for (Anon decides)

Switch: Muse has to switch bodies with (Anon decides, but muns have to agree) for (Anon decides how long)

Power: Muse gains _______ (Anon specifies) as a power for 17 hours

Confess: Muse has to confess something they think of or feel toward anyone they speak to each time they speak to them for the next 5 hours

Enemy: Muse takes the appearance of someone they hate for 16 hours

Slave: Muse becomes a maid or butler to _______ (Anon decides) for 24 hours

Dream: Muse is able to trespass in the dreams and nightmares of others for 48 hours

Impression: Muse thinks they are a ______ (Anon pick an animal) for 15 hours

Gone: Muse loses _____ (Mun decides something or someone important) for 16 hours

Kiss: Muse wants to kiss everyone in their inbox for the next hour

Stalk: Muse thinks they are being stalked for (Anon decides)

Nightmare: Muse is plagued with horrific images and scenes both in sleeping and in waking for 3 days

Paranoia: Muse becomes extremely paranoid about (Anon specifies what and for how long)

Infatuation: Muse becomes /madly/ in love with the next person they see on their dashboard for 4 days

Hallucination: Muse sees things for (Anon decides)

Alarm: Muse keeps hearing an alarm go off but cannot figure out where for the next 18 hours

AU: Muse is stuck in an Alternate Universe with little recollection of their own universe for a whole week

Craving: Muse will have an unusual craving for (Anon specifies) for 9 hours

Mother: Muse suspects everyone has insulted their mother for 4 hours

Thin Ice: Muse strays onto thin ice and falls through unless saved. (Mun chooses whether they live or die)

High Tide: Muse is trapped in a cave with water that will fill it in 4 hours.

Pins and Needles: Muse feel as if someone is sticking needles in them for 2 hours.

Crawling Bugs: Muse becomes paranoid of bugs crawling on his/her skin and keeps hallucinating that there are bugs crawling on them.

Angel: Muse is and angel for ___

Demon: Muse is a demon for ___

Possession: Muse is possessed by a demon for ___

Broken: Muse is mentally broken and upset with themselves to the point that they harm themselves for ___

Neko Kid: Muse turns into a little neko kid version of themselves, acting with cute cat-like instincts and such for ___

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[boyofhopeinbeta]

He's up.

once-identical

I'll put a promo up soon, hopefully.