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ajetarts

@tankhall in vienna by me

8ngelb8by

Fuck him, go into his closet, steal some of his $upreme

achingaffection

#MOOD

#this is a boyblog #boy blogger #boy rotting #boyfailure #boy blog #boy hysteria #boy thoughts #boycore #gay #boy frotting

"is my face too disgusting for open casket?" is quite possibly the lyric that resumes my life the best

#slayyyter #worst girl in america #Spotify

hypersexuality is a curse and i'm doomed by it.

#this is a boyblog #boy blogger #boy rotting #boyfailure #boy blog #boy hysteria #boy thoughts #boycore

i'm terrified to the core because i feel like i have just done the worst thing i could ever do in my life and i feel like the worst person alive rn. even if it doesn't really happen — which i'm praying to be the reality — i'll still feel terrible for even considering that and putting myself in this situation.

it kills me everyday that there's not a single person that actually knows me and all i hear is kind words. i know i'm not that, i know i'm not good. nobody seems to want to admit that i'm a disappointment that nobody really wants around and that doesn't give me the strength to change, only the weakness to rot forever.

who's gonna love me like this?

sometimes i question of it is truly worth it to keep on living because i don't feel any strength to even try at this point i'm not progressing at all, only regressing. i'm a drag to all the people in my life and that's all i'd probably be to anybody who dares to love me — which i doubt that anybody has the courage to do that.

every word i say doesn't have a single effect on anybody, it's just white noise. and yet they still cut me like a knife, even if i try to hurt anybody the only one that'll come out hurt is me. the fact i'm so miserable and terrible at everything i do is a sign that maybe i'm one of those people whose destiny is to be an interrupted life. maybe i am the worst person alive and there's nothing left in my future, i'll just have to sit and wait to die — and i probably won't have to wait that long, i guess i'm just a lost cause that the universe is already over with.

who's gonna love me like this?