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my name's eris / tavros, it / thon / fae / she, 17 yrs old

autistic + bpd + dpd + many other things

tavros nitram fictionkin, spacekin + angelkin

highland cow + border collie wolfdog + lepidopteran therian

interests include homestuck, psychonauts, alt fashion, pokemon, outer space, various sciences, steven universe, 2000-2010s media, katamari damacy, art & writing, etc.

bigots, terfs, zionists, and whatever other weird yucky people leave me alone im not interested

#pesterlog = original posts

#eriscore = me aesthetic

#blogsylladex = saves / favorites

nightmarereverie

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sebicat

sometimes to get through art block you just gotta draw what makes you happy

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kaputtsolvi

What I feel people frequently forget about autistic special interests is that they aren't always information based. They may simply be visual or mental

Someone may have a special interest in a show, but instead of that meaning that they will talk about that show often, it may mean they watch that show extremely frequently.

Special interests are ways of regulating, not simply encyclopedias we have in our heads. Sometimes it's watching something frequently. Maybe only listening to one genre of music, maybe it's a collection, maybe it's an action. I'm tired of it only being seen as autistic people's personal encyclopedias

#i have mild to severe memory loss and cant retain information regarding my special interests #for a very long time i believed i never had any because i wasnt able to infodump and talk for hours like other people #i didnt know special interests could be anything but that #acknowledging the full spectrum of anything is vital because sometimes it can save someone from years of pain and jealousy #i wish i learned this years ago #thank you for acknowledging us. thank you.

melonramune

2026-03-19

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transsexualunderground

genderfluidity doesn't have to look just one way, by the by. it doesn't have to be fluidity between male and female only. it doesn't have to involve changing pronouns.

genderfluidity can involve more than iust male and female genders. it can involve neither of them. it can involve just one of those. genderfluidity can be between xenogenders, nonbinary genders, any amount or type of genders.

genderfluidity can involve entirely stable pronouns. genderfluidity can involve just one set of pronouns. genderfluidity can involve any pronouns whenever.

assuming everyone's genderfluidity fits a specific ideal of genderfluidity you have in your head does more harm than good

it doesn't have to mean "sometimes she/her girl and sometimes he/him boy," it can be many, many things!

the point of the genderfluid identity is the variance and fluidity at its very core!

#hi im eris #im genderfluid and so tired