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I guess I need to come to terms with my anorexia and anxiety. I just wanna eat a normal amount of food and healthy things

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Today I ate a lot of carbs lol.

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When I'm out of this relationship I don't want to get in another one for a really realty really long time. I only want to have friends and girls around me.

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Being manic doesn't increase my sex drive it just makes it more normal cause when I'm depressed I don't want anything.

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I can't imagine how terrible things are for my partner. Everyday is a new thing I'm doing wrong and right now I'm panicking so bad that if it got worse I'd die. I would fall down and die

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My manic episode isn't even really enjoyable it's just such paranoia and stresss. I'm so scared for my depression.

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My birthday is soon. I'll be 18, I'm nervous to graduate and I'm nervous about my weight I'm scared...,,,,,,,

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Things I need to tell my therapist in 10 days

My manic episode was intense this time. -went for a run in street clothing across town -filled a shopping cart frantically in a daze after my run when I had no money -panicked in line and ran out -blacked out again and woke up with paint all over myself -ordered a lot of sunscreen online, paranoid about my skin getting cancer -set up a $400 hair appointment at a salon that isn't even in my town -sleep has been hard to get. -delusions that I keep people in misery for my personal gain -extreme narcissism -rapid heartbeat and paranoia

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Why is the tag #bipolar disorder blocked on safesearch?