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me, talking to my man and opening up about family trauma: i know, it’s really not as bad as things could have been and i’m just bitching but-

my man: no, i am sorry you ever had to go through those experiences and i will do what i can to help you

me:

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oh this man ending up doing Bad Things and apparently he was showing me basic Human Decency lmao

I got a new one that is actually good

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Update: latest one turned out to also be a Dick

Even if your reason for quitting is just how expensive it is, that's a good reason.

If you're quitting of your own volition, that is fantastic.

If you quit just for a while for health reasons but are unable to stay with it, that's fine.

If you've managed to be clean a week, you're doing great.

It doesn't matter how or why you quit, as long as you're trying, I believe in you.

Whether you've been free for a week, a month, or a year.

I am proud of you for quitting or at least trying to quit. You are so strong.

#tw:#addiction #substance abuse #well allusions and mentions to it

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I don’t want kids because my worst fear is being the same parent to them as my parents were to me

fuckingtired67

I want kids. And fuck you. I’ll never treat them they way you treated me.

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time for this post again. it’s been years and I’ve worked hard. I’m in a relationship with someone I truly love and we are working towards buying a house and living together. we regularly discuss how many kids, what schooling we’d do, and what their names would be. some people might never end up wanting kids, and that’s fine too. but I am so happy to be in a place where I have healed enough to want them and know I’d be the parent to them that I never had

juansendizon

pariaaaaah

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Me, in the middle of a panic attack: I’m probably faking it

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gravehop187

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Me: *has talent*

Someone: *has talent too*

Me: Oh look I have been replaced

suicidehours

just because people can’t talk to you 24/7 doesn’t mean they’re sick of you/abandoning you/etc. everyone has their own lives and own wants/needs; sometimes people just need to spend time with themselves. and that’s okay.

they don’t hate you. they love you so, so much. they haven’t forgotten about you and they aren’t leaving you, they’re just human like the rest of us and need their own time to relax. it’s okay. they still love you.