bpdbazturd

[thevoidavi]

[bpdamn]

sucks that i’ve lost my life to mental illness just because some people thought it was okay to treat me like shit

[bpdbubs]

why do parents be like “I can tell when you’re lying it’s written all over your face” when you lied about drinking more than one energy drink or some shit but then believe you’re okay and can’t tell when you cried yourself to sleep everyday for 3 years and gained 7 different mental illnesses

[bpdbubs]

anyone else with bpd invalidate themselves because they feel like they’ve outgrown the ‘clingy’ stage of their diagnosis? like I push everyone away and try to sabotage all relationships and ruin any attachments I have but that isn’t the ‘clingy/fp’ type of disorder that the whole world makes it out to be and the way I used to act at the beginning, I still fear abandonment but I’m just never so close that I get pulled so far anymore?

[dankmemeuniversity]

[clusterb-itch]

[clusterb-itch]

me, while splitting, deciding it’s once again time to lecture myself on why trusting anyone is a no no

[clusterb-itch]

[clusterb-itch]

[bpdbubs]

this one hurted

[clownacademia]

when you can feel your bpd ass splitting but you can’t stop

[bpdbubs]

i cannot be the only one that has found the whole bpd becoming trendy thing UNBEARABLE like can everyone go back to hating us pls, it’s so uncomfortable, we was manipulative monsters to you all 12 months ago???

[bpdbubs]

why is BPD like

- be secretive about intense shit that’s happening in your for no reason whatsoever

- SUFFER

*wait a few months*

-release all emotion in the middle of an unrelated light-hearted conversation with a random person

- SUFFER (but in a manipulative way because people have to tiptoe around you because you exploded infront of them)

[bpdbubs]

i’m so sick of everyone being like “omg ur so impulsive” BITCH IM A FIRE SIGN WITH BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER ... what was u expecting ? not to call u out but if u can’t see i’m built like a shitshow then that’s on u because it’s very obvious dude

[konoko]

[mentalwordvomit]

Lmfao damn my dad was right I am just like him lmfao FUUUUUUUUCK

[bpdbubs]

having BPD is literally like having a random ass dramatic Shakespearean play inside your brain but all the pages of the script are in the wrong order so nothing makes sense and everyone thinks you’re insane and you get attached to the wrong characters and make enemies out of people that were supposed to be your companions lmao let’s just say it’s completely FUCKED

[idkimcj]

so no one is gonna talk about how BPD has become the new ‘trendy’ mental illness to have? this illness is literal hell, and before now the whole world made me feel ashamed for having it and now it’s cool because TikTok said so? fuck that, it’s so intense it makes life and your whole perception skewed and not one single thing is simple.