BPD DAYS

(Sub-account/it won't show this account follows you sorry!) Documenting the days after my diagnosis. The ups the downs, the good the bad. The plain embarrassing and the honest truth.

[the-chosenone]

[daintybabydoll]

[ssubliminals-blog]

Stop watching me

[diaryofaborderlineman]

Me, waiting by the phone for you to contact me after ignoring you because you haven’t initiated contact in all day and I’m convinced you hate me but I don’t want to contact you first because what if you do hate me

[charlessnippysstuff-blog]

[thr4sh3rr-deactivated20180917]

Me on a daily basis

[xbloody-thighs-hollow-eyesx]

[bpdboyyy-blog]

[treccedicapelli]

Dissociation

[lants-mclame]

me : im gonna be productive today ! I’m gonna get some work done and clean up , maybe go out-

my brain :

[lovenotlogic]

me: i feel so alone

me: maybe isolating myself will help

[diaryofaborderlineman]

*texts someone*

….Why did I do that?

[psapfos]

reasons i rarely vent or open to people irl

i dont want to burden them or

i dont want to be manipulative or

i dont want to annoy them, or feel they dont care or

they cant help or

i dont want to be manipulative or

they wouldnt understand or

they have their own problems or

i dont want to be fucking manipulative

[bringingcrazyback]

Dat BPD feel

[sweet-thoughtt]

[bessiesbrainblog]

hypomanic symptom no one mentions: constantly interrupting other people

[avpd-chekov]

nice hypomania feels

never being satisfied

stress stress stress

too many things to do and i can’t take a rest

a break?? think again

dissociation

i am faking my entire illness? i,!!!

what even is a memory

no seriously i have no idea what i did today

i am happy but i’m not happy

no time for feels tbh

pls give me some rest pls