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Me: [doesn't realize or recognize the severity of the situation I'm in]

Everyone: wow u are so chill about everything

Me, definitely dissociating: lol yeah I just roll with the punches I guess

does anyone else with BPD, etc. like obsessively psychoanalyze yourself? like you pick apart each and every thought you have and action you do and try to figure out why you do that or feel that way?? like you’re trying so hard to just figure out who you are and what your identity is?

and whenever someone asks about what illnesses you have, you cant help but go on and on and on about every little symptom you have and try to like prove to them that you have it? but you’re really just trying to figure yourself out and the only way to figure things out is to say them out loud or send them to people?????

avpdkaneki

it’s bpd! i got my hat on backwards and it’s time to fuckin’ party *starts violently sobbing for no reason*

glassgirls

mental illness but every time someone tells you to exercise it gets faster.

renxiaoyao

Most influential meme of the 21st century

Someone: how are you?

My dissociative ass: I'm not real™, try again later.

arwarn-deactivated20170723

I hate how when I get angry at someone over something so small and i cant control it, they get angry back and it makes me even angrier because no!!!!!!! you’re supposed to calm me down!!!!! you obviously dont care enough!!!!!! when im angry im probably absolutely hating myself more than ever in this moment!!!! you getting angry back just makes me want to fucking throw myself off a bridge even more!!!!!!!!!!!

someone: wow, the weather is so bipolar XD

all people with bipolar/bpd: looks into the camera like they're on the office

bpdsnek

tbpdfw your moods are just

garfdied

when you high-key have abandonment issues but gotta keep totally chill™ so they don’t actually leave you forever

bpddeer

borderline things: being in love

-wanting to text someone 24/7 just to interact with them -always staring at ur Favorite Person when they’re doing something and soaking up every detail -saying “I love you” an excessive amount of times and the words start to lose their meaning but you just loVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH you gotta say it 24/7 -when they joke around with u and u take one tiny little possible implication behind what they said and make sure to never do that thing ever again. even if they probably weren’t even implying it -realizing wanting to be with them in person 24/7 is not healthy -CONSTANT ATTENTION AND AFFECTION !!!! CONSTANT !!!! -always feeling like they can never love u as much as u love them -having unrealistic expectations of them bc you always buy them little gifts and shower them with attention and affection but you know that not everyone can be like this :)))))