unstable Navi-gaytion

hi im navi and this is my bpd blog! This is mostly going to be me ranting/whining but feel free to join in any time! Don’t tag as “me” if u don’t have bpd thnx

[bpdnavi]

Why am I NEVER just ENOUGH

[exhaustedborderline]

[bpdnavi]

It’s fine I’m gonna get rich and share with absolutely NOBODY

[bpdnavi]

Back to the abuse and sadness and never trusting

[bpdnavi]

Hmmmmmmmm so now I’m Gotta go back to the abuse huh!

[bpdnavi]

Like I’m literally barely functioning as a human being I can’t even eat properly I can’t sleep properly it’s all fake

[bpdnavi]

dam n you’d think I’d learn!!!!!! Not to love or trust anyone anymore!!!!!!! I must like to feel the pain and heartbreak huh!!!!!

[bpdnavi]

Now I’m just Fucking stuck and love is fake just so y’all know

[bpdnavi]

Sorrry I’ve been abused!!!!! Sorry my whole life was constant abuse!!!!!! Sorry I’m broken!!!!!! Sorry i can’t handle shit !!!!! Sorry I relied on you when you said to!!!!! Sorry I listened to you and now you’re sad I listened!!!!!!! Sorry I don’t know anything besides hurt and pain and sadness!!!!! Sorry I’ve been faking it ALL!!!! Every fleeting moment I have is sadness and pain and hurt and I mask it all up with a nice smile and a fake laugh. I’m sorry but it’s not my fault.

[sickteeth-archive]

010820

[cactus-spirit-deactivated202211]

Me: "I need some serotonin."

Husband: Stands up.

Husband: Sits back down.

Hisband: "I didn't remember what serotonin was until after I stood up so I was deadass about to go get you some."

[feenyxblue]

Hes a little confused, but hes got the spirit

[sapropel]

Girl I Can Make Your Appendix Rot

[lesbiskammerat]

[stevendepressionuniverse]

This was such a great message.

[cal-is-a-cryptid]

I lied, this is the one that initiated my ugly cry

[acrylicblooms123]

[yesbpdbabe-deactivated20210115]

[girasoledolce]