My head is loud, I need you to love me louder

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My head is loud, I need you to love me louder
Someday I’ll come home from work with a surprise bouquet of sunflowers for my wife and she’ll come home with a surprise bouquet of roses for me, and we’ll laugh at how hopelessly in love we are. Someday I’ll be baking her gingersnaps, scooping out spoonfuls of dough on the baking sheet while she sits on the countertop and licks the spoon. Someday I’ll be folding our clothes because she hates doing laundry, and she’ll wash the dishes because I can’t stand the feeling of dishwater. And someday I’ll kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her and kiss her.
If there is a god, he's a cunt for putting her in the other side of the world.
my heart jumped when i noticed the cereal i bought is heart shaped. the world has tried time and time again to strip me of my joy, yet still i find it in the smallest places. i forever hope no matter what is thrown at me, i can still find it in my heart to love.
me when my gf asks why i’d be fine being a housewife
the fact that i am not living with my gf is so fucking rude. i just want to make us bread with jam and tea every morning but no, capitalism says i need to get a degree first?
rebranding! hi i’m back and i realized i’m a lesbian how’s ur life been!
them holding your waist/hip to pull you close and kissing you <33
something so healing about queer love
shoutout to the people who gotta tough out the fact that their partners are at university with hot uni people while they still have one year left of highschool. we got this!!
why am i so terrified that i am holding him back from having the full college experience of having meaningless hookups and makeout sessions with random people !!!
look at the box i sent my boyfriend for his 18th birthday gifts in <3 (the words say “i’d sell my own bones for sapphire stones / cause blue is your favorite color.”)
i got him a squishmallow, a book, rice krispies with little notes on them, a letter, jolly ranchers, and glow in the dark stars for his new apartment :)
boyfriend boyfriend MY boyfriend my love hes so cute i want to just bite into him hes just perfect he deserves all the love in the world
Your neurodivergence/mental health advocacy means nothing if you don't advocate for the mental illnesses that are still greatly misunderstood and highly stigmatized. Yes, I do mean schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and cluster B personality disorders.
pain, suffering, etc.
i cannot wait for the first day i wake up to you.
i’d wake up first because we both know you aren’t capable of waking up before 10am.
i’ll stare in disbelief at the way the sun hits your face perfectly because i truly didn’t think you could glow any brighter.
i cannot wait to make our breakfast, being sure to make myself coffee so i have the energy to put up with you for the day but making you your fruit tea because despite being 18, you are somehow incapable of standing the bitterness of coffee.
i’ll wake you up and you’ll tell me to get the fuck away from you and i’ll laugh because even when you’re tired you are still just as shitty.
you’ll eventually wake up though, you’ll hug me and thank me for breakfast and i’ll say not to thank me because it is the bare minimum.
i cannot wait to lay on your bed while you yell about how you don’t know what to wear for our first real date and how you want us to match but i don’t own anything in blue.
i’ll tell you you look great in every outfit you put on and of course you’ll tell me to shut the fuck up because i *clearly* don’t know anything.
i’ll braid your hair into two braids and you’ll rest your head on my legs and i’ll scold you because i can tell you’re falling asleep but we still have the day ahead of us.
i cannot wait to grab your hand and walk out of the house. i’ll hand you an airpod and tell you to listen to the new song i found, it’ll be our song. always.
we’ll walk to a bakery and even though it’s 12pm, you’ll still ask for a slice of ice cream cake and even though i think it’s a gross decision, i’ll pay the $7 for it.
i cannot wait to take picture of you on a polaroid camera while you feed the turtles at the zoo. you’ll yell at me for the fifth time that day about how bad the picture is (it’s my favorite).
you’ll take one of me looking at an ant on the ground and i’ll complain about how it’s a bad angle (it’s your favorite).
i cannot wait to look at you lovingly when you order for me at a restaurant because i’ve gone mute and need a break.
we’ll walk home hand in hand laughing about the day and all the pictures we took.
when we get home we’ll lay in bed eating snacks and leftovers from the restaurant while watching the harry potter movies (again).
i *can* wait to wake you up because you fell asleep in my arms and you need to wash your makeup off but you look so peaceful that it feels criminal to wake you up.
you’re groggy and drained and i help your wash your face and tie your hair back. i’ll always help you.
we get in bed and you’re scrolling on your phone in the dark and i’m looking at you. i’ll tear up a bit knowing that we have two weeks of this and god only knows when it’ll happen again.
i cannot wait to tell you i am in love with you and how scared i am to lose you (i am) just for you to say that we are fine and will be because you love me just as much (you can’t, i know that).
i wish i could take all the pain he feels and bear it myself just to make him feel okay.